Mar 2007 - Week 4

Mar 28 - Good news all, I am going out with Tyler again this weekend while my slave hubby is kept chastised at home doing laundry again! I am just craving kissing and fucking a real cock so much lately. Don't get me wrong, I love making my slave hubby wear a strapon to fuck me or wear his face harness dildo for me to fuck, but other times I just need a real mans hands fondling my tits as his cock slides in and out of my pussy LOL! I am going to make my cuckold slave husband call my boyfriend Tyler and ask him what clothes he would like to see me in LOL. Oh how utterly degrading for my wimp husband to have to do this and I love every bit of it! Of course I also plan on making him thank my boyfriend in advance for fucking his wifes pussy becasue he is too much a cuckld wimp to do the job! Truer words have never been spoken LOL! Have a good night as I sure plan too!



Mar 24 – My back has been acting up the last 3 days, so I finally had to take a muscle relaxant last night and glory, glory hallelujah; I slept decently and didn’t get up until 10:15 am! YIPPIE… OMG I needed some decent fucking sleep. I admit that I can turn into a true bitch when I am sleep deprived. Oh well, all it does is make me smack around my slave husband more LOL so I guess it is a positive out of feeling crappy LOL. I have gotten stricter on things around the house a lot more with slave rich. I have now made it a regular practice if I cook etc that he without exception cleans up my kitchen etc. There used to be times I would do it out of habit, but I am waking up and growing still as a lifestyle FEMDOM. Believe me you should never stop growing and evaluating etc. My goal as I have said is to totally dehumanize my slave husband and have slavery is his only existence. You have ot be strict and consistent with denials, orders and of course punishments daily to prevent any regression of a slave to their former human ways!

Mar 2007 - Week 3

Mar 20 - OMG, what a great night I the other night. Oh did I need a good fucking like that! I seriously needed some big cock and having slave hubby wear a strapon was not going to cut it, I needed a real man with a real throbbing cock inside me as he played with my tits and had his tongue in my mouth! So I had my cuckold wimp call one of the guys I enjoy fucking; Tyler, and set up a date for me with him. I absolutely LOVE making him do things like that, call a guy to set up a date for his wife to go out with him and fuck his wife while my slave hubby stays home and looks after the family and does domestic housework from the list I leave him! There is something so stress relieving, satisfying and erotic about being able to be out with my ankles in the air and another mans cock in my pussy while knowing my chastised cuckold wimp slave hubby is at home with his tiny penis locked up while I orgasm and make out with other men! ! Don’t get me wrong, I love my slave hubby dearly, but it is much more appropriate in my FEMDOM world to be kissing, sucking and fucking other men! Since I do not allow my slave hubby to touch my tits even, it really adds to the experience each time I fuck another guy and he is sucking and caressing my tits. It really adds some serious mental exoticness knowing that my cuckold wimp cannot touch my tits because I do not allow him LOL! Very erotic control indeed! But it felt so amazing to have a big cock stretching me wide as we had our tongues in each others mouth! Believe me, my hot fuck boyfriend Tyler knows how to make a woman squirt. We fucked for over 3 hours and Tyler as utterly disgusted as I am that slave rich would cum within 30-60 seconds of fucking me. Now you know why the wimp is not allowed inside my pussy… it is a total waste of time and it proved why slave rich is best kept chastised LOL. My slave hubby is a cherished object for me, but NOT a sex partner; he is a slave only and my body is off limits to him! All he is allowed to do is lick my pussy, lick my asshole and lick my feet clean all on my command only! Hell, remember that his mouth is used as a piss toilet for me LOL! Now I have known Tyler for a long time and I let him cum in my pussy. So when we were wrapping up our night, I had Tyler; as his cock was still inside me, call slave rich at home and tell him how hot and wonderful his wife’s pussy was to be inside of tonight LOL. This drives me wild and is SO HUMILIATING. I then got on the phone and told him that Tyler's cock was still inside me LOL and for him to be on his knees at the front door in 30 minutes with is leash attached ot his collar when I got back home. When I arrived, my slave was as ordered, anked of curse, colalrd with is leash attached! I tol dhim I had a wonderful night kissing and fucking another man, expecially while knowing he was at home chastised! i then asked him if he got the laundry done and he replied that he did. I told him that was a good job for him while a real man had his cock inside his wifes pussy for almost 3 hours fucking me right LOL. I ordered my slave to slide down my jeans, then slide down my panties as there was a treat for him. Of course a ton of Tyler’s cum had run from my pussy and soaked my panties. I laughed at my slave hubby and reminded him that his tiny useless cock and cum will never be allowed inside my pussy again and I asked him if he knew how long it has been since he last was inside my pussy. He said he was not sure, so I reminded him it was over a year and a half LOL. I smiled and told him I wished I did this sooner to him and then and I told slave rich to get busy cleaning me. First he had to lick clean my sticky panties and then turn his attention to my pussy. I felt I was ready to cum again as I get so turned on by him licking me and my panties clean of other guys cum. I felt a real big orgasm coming on so I squatted right over my slaves mouth and when I orgasmed, I pushed out a huge gob of Tyler’s cum into slave rich’s mouth for him to eat. I had no idea that Tyler pumped so much cum inside me LOL! Without question though I have to say that going out and fucking other men, then coming home and making my slave hubby eat their cum from my panties and pussy is without doubt the most enjoyable and relaxing fuck fun I can ever have. When I was done, it was 2am, but I still made slave rich call Tyler and thank him for fucking his wife and to let him know I made him eat all his sperm LOL! Now I was sleepy and I once again took hold of slave rich's leash as he lay at my feet, but not before I pulled my cum sticky panties over his face / head for him to sleep with Tyler's cum load that dripped from my pussy... over his face all night!


Mar 17 - Happy St. Patty's Day! I I have a rather hectic family schedule this weekend, but hope to have some time for some good kinky fun. I also have to catch up on a bunch of emails, and website work so bare with me if I have not gotten back to you yet as my computer has been acting up and I am running nuts with medical appointments for both me and some of my family!


Mar 15 - What a good game the other night. I love going downtown for a game! The arena was going wild because the Thrashers won4 -2! It was the first time that I ever sat right at ice level as in the front row! You cannot believe how fast of a game pro hockey is when you sit at this level! I was in a great mood and when we left the game I decided to have some fun. When we got out to the parking garage and were going to get into the car. I told my slave hubby to strip totally naked LOL as I wanted to enforce his inferiority a little bit LOL. Personally I hate him ever being dressed as a slave in my eyes should be permanently naked in a perfect world. If I had the opportunity to do this, I would in a heart beat! That is to destroy all of his clothing so he would never be dressed again! But sadly, we still have the family / vanilla world LOL. Regardless I love making him be naked in public type settings as it helps reiterate his inequality! So once he stripped, I took his clothes and put them in the trunk and made him get into the back seat. I loved driving around down town with my slave sitting naked in the back seat! It still to this day is a rush for me to keep him naked, even in the car like this; he is so vulnerable I just love it! When we got home I ordered him upstairs and before I had a quick shower, I made him lick my sweaty ass clean LOL! Then I made him get his leash as I attached it to his collar and we got into bed with him of course at my feet. I just really like sleeping with his leash in my hand as his face keeps my feet warm!

Mar 2007 - Week 2

Mar 12 - Well I am in a better mood today because I got a call from one of my friends at work offering me ice level seats for the Thrashers Capitals hockey game tonight! I told my slave that as a treat for doing a good job of serving game over the last few days of me feeling like crap that I am going to take him to the game. I actually got him a new meal collar recently, it is less obvious then his leather one of course, so it is a little easier to wear to events like this where people from my work are going to possibly be. I am proud of my lifestyle, but like anything, I do not flog it in people’s faces. I like things at times in the vanilla world that slavery items are present but not in your face. So his new metal collar is one of them, it looks rather stylish for a male to wear, yet any BDSM or kinky person will realize what it means! Anyway, I am excited about this game, as since I have become a hockey nut, I am excited about seeing Ovechkin play any time I can as he is amazing! I just hope my back feels OK that I do not have to take any meds as I really would like to enjoy a beer at the game and not feel like I am going to pass out!



Mar 8 - I woke up feeling better. My meds have helped the last few days so had my slave hubby call one of my boyfriends today and leave a message for him to call me. I really do need to get out and have some fun. I really do enjoy being able to go out with a boyfriend (yes I am married, and yes I do still have boyfriends) If your new here, my hubby as you know is a slave and I do not to ever allow his tiny cock inside my pussy and he is not even allowed to touch my tits at anytime). I really love going out on a date and leaving my cuckold slave hubby at home baby sitting. I find as a woman I really enjoy having dinner with another man and knowing that while hubby is at home looking after our kids and doing housework... I will soon be getting out of my clothes, putting my legs in the air in a wide "V"having another mans cock inside my pussy giving me a long hard multi orgasmic fucking! It is nice to have another guy to talk to and kiss and have a great relationship with as a fuck friend! I find when I go back to my family and my cuckold wimp slave after sex filled dates with boyfriends, all the stresses of normal every day life are gone and I feel really recharged. So I support that women should enjoy being married, but also openly have boyfriends to regularly fuck and talk with! Of course in my case it is more enjoyable and fitting because there is no reason ever for me to allow my wimp slave hubby to be inside my pussy. He has had his chances and he has blew it. He is a useless fuck, and I do mean lousy at penetrative sex. Good orally - lousy with his tiny cock. I used to think it was OK and sometimes I told myself he would feel good..... and then I realized it was because I was desperate and felt that as my husband I should like and enjoy his cock. Then I woke up and realized he is truly useless and his cock is disgusting. I mean his cock is tiny, he cums within 30 seconds almost always and 2 minutes of actual penetration may be his all-time record and that is true! Isn't that fun for me...NOT I got sick of fooling myself to say...this was good. Plus he is a compulsive masturbator playing with himself 50-75 times a day. So it was an easy choice to lock up his cock in chastity and I see no reason why he should ever be inside my pussy ever again. Believe me there are a lot of great men out there who are amazing fucks and who enjoy my pussy... and know how to fuck it right! I even like having a boyfriend to talk to as a friend on the phone while my slave hubby is at my feet! So that is why I enjoy fucking other men and denying my own slave hubby.. No tits for him, no pussy for him!. Plus like I said, I really feel fresh and sexy when I am out on a date fucking another man, and know my slave hubby and family will always be there when I go home. What a great release and what a great rush plus what a feeling of power! On top of that of course I am in a great mood after a date and nice hot fuck! Even my slave hubby even feels better because he worships me and is glad that another man can give me and do for me what he can't. I appreciate this and thank him in all truthfulness as a lot of men need to take a lesson and there would be a lot more happy marriages and kids growing up with 2 parents! Plus how sexy is it for a married woman to go out on a date, fuck her boyfriend silly , then come home and have her slave hubby welcome her home from her date, kiss her feet, then lick her pussy to taste where another mans cock was while she was on her date! It took me a long time to realize that I should never under any circumstance allow my slave hubby to touch my tits or have his cock in my pussy. But once I realized this ....I look back as this being the best thing I ever did! I love now how I feel when I kiss another man as he slides his cock into me. Women need this as it breaks of the daily family grind of life and especially we women with very small useless penis cuckolds for husbands.We love them dearly, but it is best that other men fuck us. These hubbies must learn to deal with it and put their wives first like slave rich has. Yes he is a wimp and I would not want him any other way then being an honest, strong and confident cuckold wimp and slave! You can ask him and he is happy to live permanently pussy denied and not even allowed to touch my tits all while I make out, kiss and fuck other men in front of him. That is called worship my friends and my slave hubby worships me and I will always love him for that and this freedom! I look at it this way, he is pussy denied, tits denied and chastised, and I have boyfriends who I love to fuck....and yet me and my slave hubby both win and live in a way that makes us satisfied and happy and our children have a very happy love filled home life. So to me that is priceless and is why I endorse married women openly having boyfriends for sex, conversation and simple dinner outings! P.S. plus is is wonderful fun to have my boyfriend play with my tits while he reminds my slave hubby that he better not ever touch these tits or he will get his fingers smacked, balls kicked and his white wimp ass blistered raw red LOL!

Mar 2007 - Week 1

Mar 5 - Well I survived the day of discomfort…nothing that a few pain meds won’t cure for you! I really am not one to have to take meds if I don’t have too but let me tell you…..it was needed. What really has me irate is the ASSHOLE that hit me probably is walking around with not a thing wrong with them. It is like that alcoholic that gets behind the wheel and drives and then kills someone from their complete idiotic mood, and they survive….how fair is that. Can you tell I am very pissed….(not in a good way) about this whole thing. If anyone has been involved in an accident you can appreciate the hell you have to go through after the incident. You think it would be easy driving here and there but the fact you have to remember when all these appointments are is another thing. My day planner is solid full of appointments for the next month. Grrrrrrrrr. I just wish I could get my whips and canes out to punish the ass.


Mar 3 - Today is another damn achy day for me. I just can’t believe how the body goes in cycles to responding to pain. One day you feel like you could run in a marathon and then the next you can barely move up the stairs. I hope your weekend is off to a better start than mine. I was going to have slave drive me to meet up with one of my boyfriends but you know right now as I need my pussy fucked with real cock, not just a good strapon like I make the slave wear. I have been talking with 2 of them off and on the last month and I just love going out and getting my pussy fucked then coming home to my little cuckold wimp slave hubby! But I don’t think that would be a wise decision to go out now as my back feels like shit and I am not up for chatting too much right now. About the only thing I feel like when I am sore like this is to punish my slaves balls and his ass with my whips. Nothing makes me feel better then torturing him as I am a true sadistic bitch to my slave. It is true..., I get off inflicting a LOT of pain and punishment into all parts of his body! I hope you all have a better weekend and feel better then I do now ! If you do anything fun be sure to drop me an email and let me know what you did!


Mar 1 - Hey only 20 more days until spring! YIPPIE! I think I might book a surprise vacation for slave and I to go to Vegas sometime in the near future!! I haven’t been there in a while and would like to check out the scene again. Can any one recommend a great….clean hotel to stay at? I am very particular on clean…..I don’t want any creepy crawlies in my room if you know what I mean. I wouldn't have to worry about them crawling on me sleeping on the floor like my slave will, but I wouldn't want any in my clothes. Just one of those things. If you do know of a place please send me the email link so I can check into it. It is hard to believe it is almost time to figure out where I want to go for our summer vacation as well. We might be going to see Wayne and Jean in the summer sometime which will be amazing to see them again.That way I can ride and fuck Wayne's fat cock and lick Jean's sweet pussy and maybe eat some cum out of her asshole again!

Feb 2007 - Week 4

Feb 26 - I have to say I had one of the most relaxing Sundays of my life. Then again I guess every day in my life can be very relaxing if you have a slave to serve you.. Just think about the life you will have if you have a slave that listens and does everything for you, oh the hours you will have available to go out and explore the world. The other night I had slave give me an hour massage…..yes I certainly did deserve it!!! Oh yes after about the first half hour of it the pathetic wimp started to whine a little about how tired his useless hands were from not being able to have a break……..I simply responded “ And you think I care!!” Perhaps next time when this whining wimp complains I will make him give me a two hour massage. I d o believe I could lay there that long having my whole body rubbed down. I had the slave make me some fresh strawberries dipped in chocolate as well he bought me a wonderful Merlot to which I drank throughout the evening!!! So needless to say the slave was having plenty to drink himself LOL (for those of you who do know, I use him as a human toilet so he drinks all my piss every day like a good human urinal should)



Feb 23 - Well I am feeling a little better tonight, I got up this morning had to do some good stretching and of course I got sore as all hell, so I then soaked in a tub. I had my slave at home, so I had him bring me some fresh made coffee and a croissant to the tub and feed me while I soaked. Once I felt my skin was getting like a prune in the water LOL, I had my slave shave both my legs, then my pussy and my asshole as I personally cannot stand any hair down there. Eventually I should do laser hair removal and get it all gone once and for all! To make me feel better, once I got out and my slave dried me off, I had him give my toes a nice pedicure and apply some fresh soft pink mail polish to my feet. There, now I felt better. I had to run out a few appointments as I had both chiro and a massage today. Both were excellent and I feel so much better after them! Tonight I simply plan to sit back and catch up one some of American Idol that I have recorded on my DVR and then call it an early night!

Feb 2007 - Week 3

Feb 20 - So here I lay on my ass in bed today as I relax and recuperate. I have started to read a good trilogy again . It is the Anne Rice - Sleeping Beauty Trilogy. For those who do not know it, it is a BDSM series based on slavery, naked slaves, pony boys and girls, Princes, Kings, Queens, hard public torture and whippings etc... ALL YUMMY. I love this series and if you have any interest in fetish, PICK IT UP! I also have the audio book version read by Elizabeth MOntgomery before she passed away far to early. Elizabeth was the star of that 70's TV series BEWITCHED. She sounds so erotic talking about butt plugs, naked human ponies pulling carts and center town square slave sales and whippings where the slaves pussies and cocks are analyzed and inspected by would be OWners. Believe me it gets my juices flowing and I masturbate during every chapter LOL and then usually go on to torture my own slave hubby. Today I was so wet after reading about some CBT torture to one of the slaves in the book, I called in slave rich and went to town grabbing his balls sac tight around his chastity cages ring then delivering about 8 very had punches into his balls as he actually started sobbing. I love when I get to this point because I know his balls will ache for 3 days minimum which makes me feel good as a true sadistic bitch LOL! So get to a Borders and get the Sleeping Beauty Trilogy by Anne Rice. It comes in a nice box set cardboard covering or you can by each book individually. I say go for the box set as believe me you will want them all!



Feb 18 - Are you ready for this one.. my doctor changed my pain med and I slept 14 hours straight! I feel awake for the first time in 2 week since the accident! I went to bed last night around 8pm and I got up just before 10:30 am ! YIPPIE oh my gosh did I need that! I grabbed a quick shower and had my salve dry me off. I must tell you he does an excellent job of drying me and he is so good around my tits. as you know he is not allowed to touch my tits under any circumstance including when he dries me off. I hold my arms up and he slides the big towel under them and hold each end as he drape dries my tits. I am quite proud of the fact that besides being denied my pussy, he is denied the privilege of touching my big natural 36 D tits (evil grin). HE has also developed into a wonderful full service toilet of drinking my piss and cleaning my ass for me. My accident has really made me step up my ass cleaning program and even once I feel better, this is going to remain a full time daily job for my slave hubby. I have been doing some reading and it is an important part of his toilet training and a very big part of properly dehumanizing him. I have come to realize that with a lifestyle 24/7 true slave, that they have to be FULLY dehumanized. I mean you love them as a being / human, but love to abuse and be served by them as a slave. I know it seems like a paradox, but it really works and I have found that it works best with total and complete dehumanization is the key. That is why he now serves as a full service toilet and lives permanently chastised and void of orgasms permanently! To be honest, he is used to it and even my slave hubby understands the positive effects on me dehumanizing him! Afterwards I treated him to a special lunch. He made us a great Greek chicken wrap and now as a normal part of all meals where possible. He is ordered to hold his food bowl under my pussy while I piss all over his food. BIg or small, he gets it all, someday's his food is floating, other days it may just be a piss shower LOL. BUt again it is important to be dehumanized and have very meal possible be pissed on by me. Believe me I love seeing him naked and collared under my table eating his food soaked in my piss! Told you that even injured.. I am evil LOL!





Feb 14 - HAPPY VALENTINES DAY... or should we say, happy card day LOL as this is one holiday that is one definitely invented by the card companies. I am still fairly sore and spending my days going from appointment to appointment. I actually felt a little sexual zip today and got out my riding crop to blister up my slaves balls before I laid back and hade him lick my pussy to a few nice orgasms. I made myself feel better by taunting him about how he is going to spend the rest of his life in locked chastity and never be allowed inside my pussy again. Call me twisted and evil, but damn that gets me hot and wet! I just love controlling his tiny penis and making sure that no pussy in the world ever wast3s it's time with an undeserving tiny penis of my slave inside it! Thinking about this and how this summer will be 2 years that he has ben locked up and permanently pussy denied while I have enjoyed lots of cocks, dildos and cum inside me (evil grin). THis got me so wound up that even with my bad back and aching neck I squirted a river. I had him harness up his 9 inch thick face harness cock and plunge it into my pussy as I laid on my back. Oh in a matter of minutes I had another series of squirting orgasms. I really like making my slave hubby wear the face harness because his face is literally inches from my wet juicy pussy as it is getting fucked and his eyes are right up close being denied knowing that his useless penis will never be back inside my fuck hole! FInally I let out one huge gushing explosion of an orgasm that plastered his face in pussy squirt cum and ended with me in a usual fit of laughter of sever multi wet orgasms. Trust me after this I did not even take Tylenol to get to sleep tonight!

Feb 2007 - Week 2

Feb 8 -Well it has been the week of appointments that is for sure, go here, go there, go everywhere, sit, wait, sit, wait, site wait. Ugghhhhh. RIght now everything hurts, even massages hurt as they are not the fun relaxing kind you would like to get. Instead they are working out spasamed muscles all in my neck, back and ass. Even my ass muscles are spasamed like a rock. I am going to start some acupuncture next week as well in my physio so I am hoping that it will help with some relief from the tightness. The other meds I am taking I have to lay of in the day or I feel like I am stoned and on another planet as they make me really drowsy and groggy. I hope your week is going better then mine!

Feb 2007 - Week 1

Feb 6 - Hey all, I am trying toy get caught up here and sadly I am trying to re0-couperate. When I got back form the most amazing vacation compliments of my very sweet member Cliff invited myself, slave rich and my family to visit Dallas and be his guest at the All-Star game. He has ben a member for 6 years and we have gotten to know him so well and I feel very comfy around he and his family with my family. Just another way to show you how real I am that I truly enjoy making real life friendships with members! Anyway when we got back, life was getting back to normal until I got rear-ended and I do not mean fucked in the ass. My Mustang got smashed in as I sat at a fucking stop sign by a jack ass talking on his cell phone who whit another car that came flying towards me.. My face got plastered off the air bag and I got a lovely cut on my arm from the bag as well. My fucking neck is a nightmare and my pelvis and hips got twisted way out. When slave rich got to the scene, I had to have police restrain him form beating the living shit out of the guy who caused the accident. He had our family with him, so they were pretty upset to say the least. That is why I have been extra pre-occupied this last 2 weeks with doctor shit, massage, chiro, physio ..believe me it is the last thing anyone needs.

Jan 2007 - Week 4

On vacation in Dallas! Talk to ya when I get back!

Jan 2007 - Week 3

Jan 21 - Guess who is going to Dallas for the NHL All-Star game....ME... because my long time member Cliff knew I had become a hockey addict ( and he is a Dallas Stars fanatic of course )and he took care of plane fare, booked our hotel and tickets for the All-Star game and all it's festivities and he was sweet enough to even invite my kids! I declined as I wanted some get away time for me and my slave hubby . But what a surprise when he wrote me and told me what he wanted to do! I am still shocked and believe me I am so grateful because on top of his incredible generosity and kindness, the tickets are damn hard to get! So sweetie, I thank you for thinking of me and everything we have talked about over the years and all I can say is that you shouldn't have and believe me, I am beyond thankful! So pack my jeans, boots and my spurs as we are west to Texas. Talk to you all when I get back!



Jan 17 - WOW.... have I got a secret that you are all going to love! All I will say is we are about to grow- what your web site membership / members get kink and cum wise LOL and it looks like it will be fairly soon.... and you are all going to freak! Now because I am such a bitch, that is all I am going to say as we try to figure out a layout a timeline on this on our webmaster end. But believe me, this info has more then made my day. So if your kinky, which in joining me here already....you surely are... well you are going to freak LOL! As I get more info ...I will be sure to keep you teased and on edge! But what a fucking surprise this will make for the first part of 2007!



Jan 15 - I would like to tell you that my weekend was full of BDSM whippings, and creampie swinging but sadly it was not LOL as we spent the entire weekend working! Ugghhh. Not just mails and site stuff, it was house stuff and a lot of web planning of updates etc and areas we want to grow and ad more things to on the website etc. The site is easy in some ways because it is our life's reality, but I put my heart and soul into making it a lot more then photos and videos like 99% of the sites do. People tend like and stay with my site because it is real and if they are kinky, they understand that fetish is a lifestyle and this is a place where they can feel at home, learn things and importantly a place to share with their spouse as I am not some whacked out weirdo or a porn star. I am a suburban Mom who decided to live life "MY WAY". Uniquely I can show you that just because you have a family, does not mean you cannot daily enjoy a very adventurous kink life that is not apparent to any others! Now that is a million dollar gold mind believe me! Most of all I love when my members email me to just talk, and about anything! So for all you newbies etc, do not be shy and please drop me a line anytime!

Jan 2007 - Week 2

Jan 13 - Well life is getting back to normal and I was swamped back at work this week and I trying to get caught up this weekend on a mountain of email while I was away. So bare with me as I want to make sure I get everyone's answered. I hate most of all when I find ones that got filtered as SPAM or JUNK MAIL.... when they are not. I feel so bad, but regardless to when I catch it in the wrong folder, I email everyone back. I pride myself on this! I am off now for a few errands, then stopping at Starbucks to grab a latte and then it is back to my computer as I assault my email mountain LOL!



Jan 10 - Well I hated to have to go, but all good vacations must come to an end! But this turned into the day from hell as the flight was delayed, once, twice, and I thought we might be going back to my relatives when we finally got notice that the flight was a go. I admit I find it hard to be patient in an airport when it is family time. It is not like you can go unwind and have a few cocktails in the lounge. So my stress was up and I ended my great vacation by getting bitch as all hell. My slave saw this and he sat on the floor at my feet, removed my shoes and gave my a very relaxing foot rub. I had no less then 4 women over 60 years old smile and comment on how lucky I was to have husband who looked after me like that as they beamed their ear to ear smiles! Oh they are right. Believe it or not, even with a tiny cock that is not ever allowed inside my pussy... I know I have the ultimate hubby in slave rich and I could not ask for more. Who could!!! Hell his tiny cock makes for a lot more fun for me then per say he had a big cock LOL. If he had a big cock, he would still be a slave of course, but with him having a very tiny penis at only 4 inches hard, that just seems to work well for a lifestyle slave like him! After my foot massage he we went for some food and he ordered everyone a pizza to fill their guts LOL and he then he and I went for a thick stacked roast beef and swiss on rye with one of those delicious kosher dill pickles from the barrel. I topped it all off with a Heineken Light. OK...now I was happy. Finally we got on the plane and got back into Atlanta. Then it was the limo ride home which I actually slept! I am too tired and not feeling great, so I am now of to bed and will start to unpack and get slave hubbies laundry list ready in the morning!

Jan 2007 - Week 1

Jan 5 - Sadly we only have a few more days of vacation left. Tonight we are back to the United Center for another game as we have tickets tonight for the Black Hawks and Nashville Predators! So I am giddy again about going to another NHL game! If you have not watched much hockey... I implore you that you must as it is addictive! We plan on spending the afternoon doing some shopping and then going out for dinner before the game. If all goes well I want to go to another blues club tonight too!



Jan 1 - HAPPY NEW YEAR! Well last night was not too bad as I really loved the foods. There was wings, fondue, pizza, you name it. The fondue was really good as there was a meet one, a veggie one and a fruit one with chocolate! The crowd was OK for vanilla. I would have preferred being at a party with a host of naked slaves for me to use and abuse, but for vanilla it was OK. When we got home I had my slave get out my strapon as I wanted to start his year right. I made him suck my strapon cock, then fucked his ass silly! When I was done I got out my anal probe and worked his ass and prostrate with it for a nice milking. I drained a good amount of cum from his tiny cock into a black bowl. This of course became his first meal of the New Year... a nice thick bowl of fresh cock cum properly delivered by his useless cock without any orgasm! I just wish I started denying him pussy and orgasms years ago as he is much better of a slave and face it. I get off on the control that he never is allowed inside my pussy! Hell I am not missing anything, but he is a slave and does not deserve it! After his first milking and cum eating meal of 2007 I made him put on his strapon and give me a good long fucking. The one thing I hate about staying at relatives houses is I that I have to be quite and not scream which is so hard when being filled with a fat 10 inch cock! Finally I was exhausted and delighted that I had about 11 orgasms and my slave got none, and not even an ounce of stimulation to his chastised cock. I love that his true pleasure is to now unselfishly serve and pleasure me. That is his pleasure and he is honored to be allowed to use a strapon on his Owner / wife and to finally be of some sort of sexual service to me now in life! Afterwards I ordered my cuckold wimp to remove his strapon, clean up both his strapon and mine; after his buff fucking. I then called him over and gave his chastity cage and it's lock a kiss and I told him how much I love him being permanently chastised and never being allowed inside my pussy, or anyone's pussy for that matter ever again!I told him since he served me well tonight and I described in detail how wonderful an orgasms feels and how it is too bad he is not allowed to orgasm LOL, he was then told to curl up at my feet and lick the bottoms of them clean before he would be allowed to stay at my feet for the night! All I know is I am sleeping good tonight!

Dec 2006 - Week 4

Dec 31 - So here is is New Years eave. I admittedly am not a huge RAW RAW it is New Years person LOL. I prefer quite events and having some personally time fucking a hot guy in front of my slave hubby and then whipping his sorry tiny cock and ass. But I am being dragged to a big party. Don't get me wrong it should be fun, I just prefer more intimate events. I am not into the huggy kissey midnight shit. Drunk slobs trying to feel and squeeze my tits is the usual norm. But if the food is good and they have good beer I will be happy. But regardless have a great night and be smart and be safe!



Dec 29 - I slept in today and when I got up my slave was hard at work making everyone his famous scrambled eggs. OMG they are so good with 3 cheeses, chives, and diced red pepper. Best yet was the fresh brewed Starbucks coffee! after breakfast we all laid around playing Xbox 360. I really like Halo II and may have to see if any slaves want to get me one of those . Tonight was a blast though as we had tickets for the Black Hawks Bruins game at the United Center! I ama hockey addict now since I started going to more Thrashers games. It is just so exciting of an environment and I love going to different arenas too. The game was great. Hell they all are to me LOL and afterwards we went out for pizza and a few Heineken Lights (I love that beer!) and ended the night in some blues club. I do like blues, but I tell you when you are in Chicago and get to be in one live.... it is amazing! By the time we got home it was 2am and it was straight to bed but not before I made my slav hubby lick my very sweaty asshole and feet clean before I had a quick shower. I never let him lick me after I am showered... that defeats the purpose. I needs to taste his Owner properly LOL!



Dec 26 - We had to wake up early to get everything all ready and packed for the airport. Every time I travel at Christmas all I think of is leaving one of my kids behind in Home alone movie situation LOL! We had a wonderful day yesterday and my slave was very thoughtful and bought me a custom new whip that I wanted to much! Believe me it is great when your slaves by you whips to beat them with LOL! This one is exceptionally wicked and stingy so it will be a pleasure to welt my slave hubby's sorry ass and maybe even snap it a few times at his balls LOL! But after all morning excitement we had a quite family day and I helped my slave with our traditional Christmas dinner. afterwards we sat back and watched the animated movie Barnyard and I have to say it was FUCKING HILARIOUS! I was in tears laughing and it instantly became one of my favorite animated movies. So I do recommend it. But we caught our flight alright this morning and I replaced my slaves normal metal lock on his chastity belt with a plastic one as we would be having our entire family at the airport going with us. So I am not into sharing my adult like with minors LOL. I am going to get ready now as we are going out for dinner and then to a comedy club for the night.

Dec 2006 - Week 3

Dec 20 - Hey all... if anyone has any info on electro-torture please let me know as I want to get into using one of those electric units to torture my slaves cock and balls. But I really do not have any idea on what is the best???? So if any of you have any info please let me know! Of course if anyone would want to get me a present this Christmas.......an electro torture unit is on the top of my list! I think it would make for some very entertaining fun and videos too of me shocking the living shit out of those useless balls and cock of his LOL! Hmmm I think medieval sadist would be a lovely title to ad to my name!!! Oh and please do write me with any really deviant tortures that you would like to see done to his slave body next year i.e. like one member who turned me into having a jar full of hungry crickets chomping and agonizingly eating his cock! Oh I like that one a lot! How about doing some needle torture into his cock and balls as well. Oh and nailing his balls sac to a board with 8 to 12 small nails definitely sparked my demented interest LOL (evil sadistic grin) so keep those torture ideas rolling as I want his inadequate cock, balls, ass and entire body to seriously suffer and hurt for our amusement and pleasure!


Dec 17 - Well the work party was OK, I have been to worse LOL. I did have fun making my slave hubby guzzle piss all night. There is something really cool about being in public and knowing your slave is drinking another persons piss right in front of everyone LOL. When we got home I was a bit tipsy and feeling deviant so I got out my whips and applied some pretty wicked welts to my slaves ass and entire body before I harnessed up my strapon and fucked him so hard up his slave ass that he will walk funny for a week! Call me crazy and kinky but I get off from whipping and strapon fucking a tiny cock male slave as much as I do being fucked myself by a big black cock! My head is a bit throbbing today of course from the party, but it is not as sore as slave rich's ass LOL. His welts were pretty raised up today as it appears that I really was rather vicious with my viper floggers last night! Good it will keep him on his toes around here to say the least LOL. After all a slave should truly fears the wrath and whip of this Owner and that is why I believe that a slave can never be tortured enough or whipped too severely! Those welts on a slaves body should read like brail if you whip a slave right!


Dec 15 -Ho Hum... it is my FUCKING BORING work christmas party tonight! the last few years I would rather watch paint dry. I decided to spruce it up by having a few beers before we go and allowing slave rich one beer there...it will last all night because I plan on filling it up often with my own piss LOL. at least I can do kinky things like this to make my evening entertaining LOL!

Dec 2006 - Week 2

Dec 14 - OK I have had a shit week so far. Sorry to bitch, but my Uncle is back in ICU and my life has ben at the fucking hospital. My aunt has been in tears half the time thinking of if he dies and spending Christmas alone" lovely all the stuff I am dealing with here. Sorry again for bitching, but I am stressed and it is hard when family is sick and possibly dying. I am a person who loves like and loves kink and it is stuff like this of why I live and do what I do.... it makes me happy and you only live once!



Dec 10 - Today was a lazy sort of day. I went out and did some Christmas shopping while I left my slave hubby at home with a list of domestic chores like hand washing my panties and I had a ton of ironing for him to do. I treated myself to lunch at TGIF's and managed to get a lot of shopping done as well as down 2 Starbucks latte's LOL! When I got home I hit the hot tub and invited my slave hubby to join me. I had him sit in the corner and before I immersed myself I sat my bare and very sweaty asshole on his face to make him lick it clean after my day of shopping.Oh I believe it was rather flavorful LOL! I can almost cum from having my asshole licked and I like it as much as getting my pussy licked. I admit I usually have my slave hubby lick my asshole only as I do not feel he generally deserves to ever lick a pussy... unless there is another mans cum in it. Sometimes I get weak LOL and will order him lick my pussy to make me cum, but I am getting more and more away from it for him. I would like to eventually only have cocks, balls, a cum filled pussy, assholes and feet be the only things he can lick. Now tonight I just want to get to some wrapping and maybe watch the late football game!



Dec 9 - Mmmmm what a fun evening and as a bonus ..... I am up $168 bucks form poker LOL. The night was rather event full as I had decided once my 2 fetish friends arrived that we felt my vanilla girlfriends could handle the slave reality. I wrestle with disclosing this, but since only 2 vanillas were coming over now instead of 3, we decided to say what the fuck LOL. So slave rich was ordered to be naked and my girlfriend Rhonda had the privilege of stretching out his asshole and putting the XL butt plug up his ass. My other friend Chrissy attached his leash to his collar and he was all set for the evening. I was already wet just looking at my slave like this in front of my friends, especially since his tiny cock was locked up (which has been his life now for over a year and a half) at times I unlock him for a supervised shower and extra cleaning or shaving, but then he is locked back up. Chastity has become permanent for my slave hubby and will be staying that way! Once my 2 vanilla friends arrived we told them we had a surprise for them and I dingle my little bell and call for my slave. WHen he came out my friends jaws dropped and hit the floor and before they could say anything Chrissy spoke up and laid out the reality." Kimmy's little slave hubby here is a very real slave, his cock is totally inadequate and a joke. Kimmy does not allow him to fuck her or even touch her tits. Basically he is a sack of shit and lives now in her house as a permanent slave and that is why he is naked in front of you with his little dicklet locked up and a collar and leash around his neck" I started to giggle in the middle of it and told my friends to believe it because it is true. Rhonda stated for them not to feel embarrassed as my hubby is a pathetic wimp and that I now only fuck other men and have a wife's dream life of having a very real slave as a husband and being able to fuck all the other men I desire....who I want when I want, and as much as I want! I told slave rich to then bend over and show everyone his ass and the big plug LOL and to allow my friends to inspect his chastity cage. Of course we then had about 30 minutes of non-stop questions and there were too many to go over here. Surprisingly the girls seemed rather cozy to the idea of a male slave...hell what women would not! So slave rich went to work serving our drinks and preparing and serving food for us! We had some demonstrations through the night of slave usages like when Rhonda kicked and punched slave rich's balls harder then I have ever seen. He was in agony and his balls swelled up like grapefruits LOL happily all the girls seemed to enjoy his suffering. Rhonda stated..."show me a woman who has not wanted to ever do that and I will show you a liar" LOL. Chrissy being most brash dropped her pants on one occasion and made slave rich hold a glass under her so he could drink her piss. One of my vanillas was shocked by this and Chrissy laughed and told her that this was nothing that I no longer even wipe my own ass...that is my slaves job! My one vanilla asked if he would get sick drinking piss and I explained to her no as it was sterile etc. I asked if next card game if all the girls would consider using my slave as their human toilet and if they were a bit uncomfortable, if they would at least piss into the glass in private then bring it to the table so we could make my slave drink it there. Happily all agreed! I was horny and hoping for a little lesbo action but disappointingly it never came. We broke up the night around 2 am and everyone seemed to have a great time. I told my novice friends that now that they know the reality that next time I will teach them how to whip a slave! I just love when women can learn how to treat a tiny cock wimp LOL. But slave rich did well and he is really getting used to his public humiliations which pleases me to no end! Before I went to bed, I made him get down and lick the bottoms of my dirty feet clean as I was barefoot all night! I love the feeling of dirt being licked off the bottoms of my feet by a slave! Then I harnessed up his face harness and laid him down on my bed and sat up on his face harness and fucked myself silly for almost 20 minutes. I just can't believe how much better I enjoy this sex with him then I did when I used to let his waste of time itty bitty cock inside my pussy. I just wish I started denying him pussy 10 years ago instead of a year and a half ago!



Dec 8 - Well I am looking forward to tonight as I have invited and have 5 girlfriends coming over (3 vanilla, 2 fetish) are coming over for a girls night out here playing poker! I am fairly new at poker, but I have enjoyed it when I have played. The best part is my slave will have his collar on and be serving us all night and I will be calling him slave all night. My vanillas will think it is cute how he serves us and I call him slave. I just like more and more allowing other women to be enlightened and exposed how a tiny cock wimp should live serving us all! I will not be overtly in their face, but they will know I do control him. I never am forceful as to make a "vanilla" feel uncomfortable. Then on the other hand, my fetish friends are used to pissing into a glass and making him drink their pussy piss. So I am sure he will have more then a few glasses of piss from their pussies to drink tonight as I made him pick up 24 Heineken Light beers and another 24 Coronas LOL. Drink up girls, the human toilet is on duty for you all LOL! As well my slave will be making a variety of foods to serve us from quesadillas, pizzas and chicken wings. What I love is 2 of them of course have had slave rich drink their piss and have whipped him on occasion and they both know how tiny and useless his penis is and that he is not allowed inside my pussy and not even allowed to touch my tits. They are 2 of my biggest supporters as they both love big cocks and are sick of wimps who cannot satisfy their pussy and do the job man wise LOL. So after a few beers, who know, slave rich may be showing my vanilla friends his chastised tinnie wienie LOL. Got to run and get some errands done before I start to make my list of orders and rules for my slave tonight!

Dec 2006 - Week 1

Dec 6 - Wow what a hectic day, I had the lovely call from the school as someone had been in a fight and beat the shit out of a kids 3 years and grades higher! I hate dealing with schools on this stuff, I guess my kids is just supposed to sit there and take some bullies shit. Nope I told them all, do not ever start it, but if it starts, be sure you finish and believe me all my family is fearless. They get it from me being a FEMDOM and their dad being a lifestyle slave... as both of us are courteous, polite....but also fearless and ones who in the vanilla world take shit from no one! So of course, when I got to the school, we find out that someone started it and my kid in turn beat the living fucking shit out of them and is in trouble for "fighting back" What a joke! It takes all my strength not to tell the school officials to go fuck themselves. Ah well looks like they have a few days at home LOL. I seriously wonder what the hell is happening to school boards. please write me if you have had similar dealings with schools on shit like this LOL! I would love to hear from you! But I am not made at my kid at all as they told me the truth and all they did was defend themselves and of course win! That is never a fear as they love karate but have never used at as their fists have no trouble doing the talking for them by simple conventional, non-martial arts means LOL.



Dec 3 - HOLY SHIT.... it is December and that means time to start my christmas shopping and some trips to the Mall of Georgia for me. I love that place. I think the security guards must know me there as I have been publicly naked there on more then a few occasions and remember fondly times there like when I gave a blow job to one of my boyfriends in a washroom.... while my hubby had full knowledge that his wife was inside sucking another mans cock in a public washroom as he was ordered to stand outside the door listening to him moan while I sucked his cock and swallowed his cum. I remember it so well because when we came out, he looked at slave rich and smiled as he told him "Your wife is a wonderful cock sucker cucky boy" as he and I walked together as slave rich walked a step a half step behind us LOL. I have to think of what I want or need this year LOL so I am going to work on my Christmas whish list and will have it up for you all shortly. No obligation, but I definitely appreciate any gifts or tributes from my members and of course you useless fucking tiny dick wimp slaves and collared asshole licking and piss drinking lifestyle slave sluts! So get shopping for Mistress Kim (evil grin and wink)



Dec 2 - I LOVE GOING TO HOCKEY GAMES! WOW!! What a great time I had last night. That sport is so exciting to see live! The whole atmosphere is amazing in that arena! I like it now better then baseball and even football! I love the pumped up action with music, the crowd, the speed of the game, the hits. It really has everything! Last night I got to see the Thrashers beat the Toronto Maple Leafs on some complimentary amazing seats! I took my slave as he likes the game too and we had a great time. I even bought a white Thrashers jersey at the game to wear! It looked smoking hot with my jeans and black stiletto heels! The game was great and my Thrashers won 5-0 and Kari Lehtonen got a shutout. Maybe I brought the boys good luck. I need more tickets, I am now hooked LOL. Maybe next year one of my tribute slaves will tribute me with seasons tickets LOL! After the game we went out to Starbucks and my slave got me a lovely gingerbread latte which I loved! On the home my slave had to piss, so I pulled over on the side of the dark highway and I made him piss into my empty Starbucks cup. I was feeling kinky and pumped up...so I ordered him to strip and give me all his clothes as he should be properly attired like a good slave and be sitting in my car naked! I teased him before I let him in that I should drive away and leave him naked like this and make him get his way home 100% naked from here LOL!I swear that one day I am going to do that and cry laughing as I drove home thinking of him trying to get his naked slave body home LOL! But my soft heart let the naked slave get back in the car LOL but I must say that I really hate clothes on slave as it promotes equality and a slave has to learn to accept public nakedness at times as part of it's life's rules is to have no modesty in regards to its body even when it is spread legged or having it's asshole on display for all to see because after al lit is an animal and a piece of meat! So once back in the car naked, I made him drink his mug of fresh hot yellow cocks piss as we drive home LOL! What a perfect little fetish twist and end to a perfect night at the game! When we got home I made him rub my feet then lick the dirt off my feet's soles clean! So after a good tongue cleaning to the bottom of my feet I ordered my slave to thank me for way taking him to the game, making him drink his cock piss, making him properly ride home naked in my car, and ending his night by allowing him to have the privilege him licking my feet's dirt and sweat off their bottoms! Once he properly thanked me I allowed him to curl up at the end of my bed like a good little pet!



Dec 1- Guess who is going to the hockey game tonight! One of my colleagues at work has seasons and could not go and asked if I would like his 2 tickets. Center ice 15 rows up. ..Giddy Up! I love hockey and love the Thrashers and the whole "Blueland" theme because of all the Finland players! I have not been to a game this year yet so I cannot wait to go! I often get asked what do I do if people recognize me at places like this and to be honest, I have been online for 5 years and yes I have had people on occasion approach me, even at times when I have been with my family. But never once has someone been rude or 'obvious" of my XXX website. Face it, I am a real person, I love my family, my slave, and I just chose to share my life with you all and help you all understand some alternative and fun ways to live your life as well as provide you with some serious XXX erotic entertainment. Plus since I am kinky I wanted my site to reflect my life and NOT be one dimensional so on my site we have all kinds of sex swinging and group sex, lesbian (which I proudly love other women and love to eat pussy) pissing, fisting, cuckold, nude in public, lifestyle BDSM and more. So yes I am kinky and love it, so most people respect the fact that I am not a Hollywood porno bimbo and that I actually have a brain and degree to back it up. They realize that I pack school lunches and that I am real, so every time, people have smiled or simply told me "they love my work" and I actually had one person in the grocery store keep looking at me and I am oh great, I have my kids with me and someone recognizes me. But in passing he smiled and said "Hi Kim, not sure if you remember me from that web conference we attended" This was creative and I chit chatted for a minute and made his day. Then he said, "well keep up the good work, you always have great ideas". So I appreciated this and this was in front of my family! Face it if someone ever was a dick head I would just call security or the police. But for some reason, I find fetish people like you all, and I do not mean you have to love BDSM, but if you are a member of my site, face it you have a flare for fetish and kinkier stuff, and I just find fetish people to me respectful and classy. Maybe it is because they feel a bit reserved with their kinks? Not sure, but you all are great and I hope my site helps you all realize that fetishes are great and you are sane and secure to have them!

Nov 2006 - Week 4

Nov 27 - What a great nights sleep. I think I need to start fisting my slave hubby's ass more often! After all I really want to be able to full fit both my hands together up his ass and deep inside his body in a double ass fisting! It is a control thing for me as it really feels powerful to fist an ass! My slave was up by 6am and when I got up at 7am he obediently had prepared and had waiting 2 omelets for my Aunt and myself as well as fresh ground coffee. My aunt commented how every women needed a husband like slave rich and I agreed. She asked if he was always like this and I said, well sort of, but that I had a "hand in" how he acts LOL (how could I resist that after fisting his ass last night LOL). After breakfast we headed out to the hospital to take her back to my Uncles room. I visited for a bit and talked to the doctor for a while before heading off to work around 11am. When I got home had a headache and irritated for some reason so I ordered my slave to assume the position on the wall and I got out a few whips and beat the shit out of him.. I know it may sound cruel, but I believe a slaves body is for it's Owner to abuse or use in any way shape or form, and beating and whipping a slave to me is a stress relief as I take frustrations, bad moods, irritations etc of the day on my slaves body! When I am done I feel better like you do when you work out. I am a lifestyle FEMDOM, so whipping a slave for me is a true stress relief. Yes it is sadistic and I love it. Fuck it as that is why a slave is an object and property and why ....I own property!



Nov 26 - Well I hope that you all had a great holiday weekend so far. Our Thanksgiving dinner was wonderful and my slave did a wonderful job on the entire dinner. I was most impressed buy it all, even down to the fact that he had gotten my favorite Merlot wine to serve before dinner with some brie cheese and kalamata olives! Very classy and kudos. My aunt came back to the house for dinner and I found myself giggling at times because here is this sweet older lady and my slave is serving us hand and foot all while he has a very big extra large butt plug shoved up his asshole stretching it out LOL. This is exactly why I love fetish... it takes this normal vanilla event like a family holiday and it puts a kinky "spark" into it that is only known to my slave hubby and myself! This is exactly why I believe in being kinky for a lifestyle as it simply gives everything a spark! After dinner I set my aunt up to stay the night and informed my slave to enquire what she wanted for breakfast and to make sure that he had it fully ready for her when she had to get up at 7am tomorrow. Of course my aunt thinks my slave is the greatest thing since sliced bread and believe me he is LOL. I decided to reward my slave tonight and have some kinky fun. I ordered him on the floor with his ass in the air ready for an inspection and butt plug removal. This plug is pretty large and when I took it out of his ass, his asshole gaped fucking huge, so I grabbed my latex glove and some lube and started to slide my hand into his asshole. SInce his ass is getting so well stretched, it only took a few minutes before my entire hand was easily inside of his asshole and I worked now on sliding it further and further up his ass. After about 5 minutes, I had worked my hand all the way so it was half way up my forearm! It was so empowering to have my hand and arm totally inside my slaves body and up his ass so far like this! My slave hubby of course was locked in chastity but there was a huge pool of cum under his chastity cage as this is a way of milking because of the prostrate stimulation. My slaves knees where shaking as slide my hand even further up his asshole! With my hand still up his ass I made him slide down and eat up the big puddle of cock cum off the floor. face it, I love treating him like an animal and eating off the floor sure does it, especially when it is cum he is eating! Mmmmm now that was fun and for extra torture, I slide my hand out of his ass and made him sit there inches in front of my pussy but forbidden to touch or taste it as I masturbated and squirted all while telling him that it is too bad that he is not a real man as he could have tasted my pussy or even fucked it. I really rubbed it in and mocked my slave as I played with my tits and sucked my nipples all as I taunted him about how he is not even allowed to even touch his wife's big bouncy tits because he is a useless piece of shit slave animal and that "his wife's tits..are for real men, not slave animals like him" LOL! Oh this teasing and denial gets me off huge and my pussy squirted again! By now I was entertained and orgasmed out and was ready to sleep! Since my slave was a good little wimp husband and took his ass fisting so well, I put his XL butt plug back up his ass and allowed him to curl up and lick the bottom of my feet clean before we faded off to sleep!

Nov 2006 - Week 3

Nov 23 - Happy Thanksgiving everyone. I am going to be spending the better part of today at the hospital with my Aunt and Uncle. I have my cuckold wimp slave hubby staying in the kitchen preparing us a lovely Thanksgiving dinner for around 4 pm today. I want to get back by around 1pm from the hospital to actually sit back and relax and watch some football as I unwind! I plan on giving my wimp slave a good stuffing himself tonight once I drive my aunt back home. Lets just say that more then the turkey will be stuffed as I harness up my strapon as I am in the mood to give me a serious long and hard ass fuck with my big strapon cock. It has been at least 3 weeks and I do not like going so long without stretching out or fucking his ass. I am thinking of developing an ass stretching training routine because I want his asshole to be easily accessible for my entire hand to fist it at any given time or place on my command. So to do this, my cuckolds asshole will need daily stretching. I admit I am twisted and want my ultimate goal to be to totally 2 hand, double fist his ass up to my elbows LOL Told you I am one sick and twisted FEMDOM chic LOL!



Nov 21 - Hey All - bare with me as I catch up here in my Journal. My uncle had gotten very ill again and I thought he was going to pass on as he was on life support for over a week and I have been rather distressed to say the least. I spent many nights at the hospital with my aunt and caring for her and then to make matters worse I had to make a business trip to Zurich Switzerland for 10 days. I was rather pissed at the fact that I was thrust into at the last minute from my office and it was not an option not to go to this. So I plan on after the holidays here getting you caught up once my damn life allows me to slow down and catch a breath myself! So if I have not gotten back to your email in the last week or so, this is why, so bare with me as life attempts to return to normal LOL! On a happy note, when I went on my business trip to Europe... so did the only key to my cuckold slave hubby's locked chastity cage. That was one thing that made me smile the whole trip was knowing that his useless little cock was securely locked up and the ONLY key was 5000 miles away! Believe me I seriously thought of leaving the key in a banks safety deposit box in Zurich and returning home without it as I see no reason ever for his tiny cock to have as much as a single day of freedom out of chastity ever again! Plus I know that if I did ever unlock his chastity cage that the compulsive fucking masturbator that my cuckold wimp slave hubby is... he would have his hands all over his clit sized tiny penis getting himself off as much as he; could just like every fucking cuckold wimp husband who is inadequate and too useless to satisfy their wife's pussy does! All they think of is themselves and their clit sized penis, unlike a real man who thinks of actually satisfying a woman! Ah well just thinking of this makes me feel pissed off....so guess who is getting a nice hard balls kicking when they get back from doing my errands and picking up groceries LOL!

Nov 2006 - Week 2

Nov 19 - I got in late last night. Very exhausted. Need to seriously sleep due to exhaustion and jet lag! Talk to you all in the net day or 2 and bring you up to speed on my latest fucking "Hell Month".

Nov 2006 - Week 1

Nov 2 - I had an early start to my day but then got a great email and pic of one of my fans big cocks! My fan Scott loves how I deny my slave hubby's worthless little cock and I admit that I love to masturbate to my fans pics of their YUMMY cocks... all as I tell my slave hubby how useless and inadequate he is! So I was rather excited to feel a bit rested and was in a serious.... "I want to punish my slave mood" LOL. So when I got my fan Scott's big cock pic.... I put up on my monitor and quickly started to finger myself! He has exactly the kind of cock that can properly fuck a woman! One that can actually stretch my pussy and make me cum! I brought my wimp in and showed him the pic and as usual... I told him that the cock on the monitor was what a cock is supposed to look like and the kind that are supposed to be inside a woman's pussy. You have to understand, my slave hubby's chastised cock is the size of my thumb. So I put him on his knees and for some reason today, I really let loose on him and smacked his face so hard it almost spun his head off. I really wanted to punish him for being so small and inadequate and I was energized to deliver a serious discipline session LOL. I got up and got my heavy wooden paddle and put him ass up over the desk with his face looking at the big cock on the screen...and I proceeded to repeatedly beat and blister his ass as I told him how useless he is and a disgusting excuse to have any size cock or balls on his body. Then I got mid evil and I smacked his balls so hard with the wooden paddle he was wailing in agony LOL. His balls were like glowing cherries LOL after 20 of the hardest wooden paddle smashes I have ever given! So what did I do next that his balls were in stinging agony.... delivered 20 more of the absolute harshest wooden paddle ball busting smacks to the slaves, these were so sever (and fun to do LOL) that his swollen balls were SCARLETT RED and I love it! I was on a roll now so I smacked his face again ordering my whimpering slave to the floor as I propped my legs up the desk looking at the huge cock on my monitor and made my slave hubby open his mouth on the floor so he could catch my squirting cum as I masturbated away to that cock! After only a few minutes my cunt was gushing cum rivers in spurts as I was masturbating and thinking of that big cock sliding in me as my pussy juice squirts were was covering my slaves face and mouth! When I was done, I told him that is what real men do for me, and that is something he is not. Finally with him on the floor I let go a stream of piss and covered his face and made him drink it all down.. I told him if that stud was here I would have him piss in his mouth every chance I could get and he would get used to having his tongue deep inside up my boyfriends asshole! I am in a quandary though now… I love blistering and torturing his balls, but I also hate that he has them on his body since he is so useless and I want to have them medically cut off and permanently removed as I really do not feel that a wimp slave should have balls. I know of a few places in the USA and Europe – proper medical facilities that can and will do this procedure. That way all he would properly have is a little clit –sized sissy cock and his ass would be his fuckhole! I want to ask the real men out there a question... does it not bother you that wimps like him have balls, does it not insult you? I would think it does for sure! After having to put up with a useless cock for so long it sickens me that wimps like my slave hubby would get sexual pleasure while leaving women like me TOTALLY UNSATISIFIED! These slaves are getting sexual pleasure as if they were a real man, or an equal to you! Personally I think small cock slaves should have their balls removed so only real men can ever fuck women! This way a slave will always know it is inferior and not a man like those hot studs who fuck me! I know it sounds fantasy landish, but I do believe and advocate that slaves; be they male or female, should be tattooed or branded as well and be permitted by law to be kept naked in public and on their collar and leash for real.

Oct 2006 - Week 4

Oct 30 - I had an early start to my day but then got a great email and pic of one of my fans big cocks! Scott loves how I deny my slave hubby's worthless little cock and I admit that I love to masturbate to my fans pics of their YUMMY cocks... all as I tell my slave hubby how useless and inadequate he is! So I was rather excited to feel a bit rested and was in a serious.. I want to punish my slave mood LOL. So when I got my fan Scott's big cock pic.... I put up on my monitor and quickly started to finger myself! He has exactly the kind of cock that can properly fuck a woman! One that can actually stretch my pussy and make me cum! I brought my wimp in and showed him the pic and as usual... I told him that the cock on the monitor was what a cock is supposed to look like and the kind that are supposed to be inside a womans pussy. You have to understand, my slave hubbys chastised cock is the size of my thumb. So I put him on his knees and for some reason today, I really let loose on him and smacked his face so hard it almost spun his head off. I really wanted to punish him for being so small and inadequate and I was energized to deliver a serious discipline session LOL. I got up and got my heavy wooden paddle and put him ass up over the desk with his face looking at the big cock on the screen...and I proceeded to repeatedly beat and blister his ass as I told him how useless he is and a disgusting excuse to have any size cock or balls on his body. Then I got mid evil and I smacked his balls so hard with the wooden paddle he was wailing in agony LOL. His balls were like glowing cherries LOL after 20 of the hardest wooden paddle smashes I have ever given! After 20 of the harshest wooden paddle smacks to the nuts, his balls were SCARLETT RED and I love it! I was on a roll now so I smacked his face again ordering my whimpering slave to the floor as I propped my legs up the desk looking at the huge cock on my monitor and made my slave hubby open his mouth on the floor so he could catch my squirting cum as I masturbated away to that cock! After only a few minutes my cunt was gushing cum thinking of that big cock sliding in it and I was covering his face and mouth! When I was done, I told him that is what real men do for me, and that is something he is not. Finally with him on the floor I let go a stream of piss and covered his face and made him drink most of it. I told him if that stud was here I would have him piss in his mouth every chance I could get! I am in a quandary though now… I love blistering and torturing his balls, but I also hate that he has them on his body since he is so useless and I want to have them medically cut off and permanently removed as I really do not feel that a wimp slave should have balls. I know of a few places in the USA and Europe – proper medical facilities that can and will do this procedure. That way all he would properly have is a little clit –sized sissy cock and his ass would be his fuckhole! I want to ask the real men out there a question... does it not bother you that wimps like him have balls, does it not insult you? That this wimps get sexual pleasure while leaving women like me TOTALLY UNSATISIFIED! These slaves are getting sexual pleasure as if they were a real man, or an equal to the real men who fuck us right! Personally I think all small cock slave should have their balls removed so only real men can ever fuck women! This way a slave will always know it is inferior and not a man like those hot studs who fuck me! My slave hubby has told me he accepts that I plan to "modify" him and he believes that no longer having balls will help him even more become the purest form of a slave!



Oct 29 - Hey, guess who is feeling rested. I actually got 8 hours of sleep for the first time in months! I started my day by ordering my chastised slave hubby to make me breakfast while I sent outside to the hot tub. My slave served me a delicious fruit smoothie while I sat back and watched CNN in the tub to try and catch up on the days news. It makes my day to see his tiny cock chastised and him wearing only his leather collar as he serves me outside! There is something about seeing my slave hubby properly and totally bare assed naked except for his permanently locked on chastity cage and his leather slave collar that always makes me smile. I wish I could permanently destroy every bit of his clothing and ensure that he would never wear any clothes ever again. To me this is how he would live in my perfect world. Never clothed again! To me slaves should be permanently naked, so I do the best I can keeping him this way as much as possible. Living naked so his chastity cage is always visible is perfect and being naked always makes him realize that he is totally dependant on me and vulnerable and NOT EVER an equal to me! I reminded him that we are going on 17 months of his being in permanent chastity and of course17 months since he was last inside my pussy ( and never to be allowed inside my pussy again BTW). We talked and he said that he really is accepting that my pussy denial decision for him as my slave is permanent and he now truly accepts and realizes that he never will orgasm or be inside my pussy again. His permanently chastity and pussy denial has without doubt made him a much better slave and a true slave. Slave rich said that now it feels proper to him that my pussy is only for other men ( and I only fuck other me who have big cocks) He said he now fully agrees with me and understands my reasoning ceasing his own selfish total sexual denial. He then thanked me for helping make him a proper slave truly without rights and to make him sacrifice and suffer for my pleasure, amusement and benefit. My slave hubby stated as well that he is honored be locked up and permanently denied my pussy and that he has piece of mind knowing that I now exclusively have amazing fulfilling sex with other men. Slave rich said that he genuinely is disgusted that he ever received pleasure from my pussy and was ever allowed inside my pussy since he is so small, worthless or a slave....and I agreed 100% with him. A slaves place is to serve without personal pleasure. His pleasure must me from solely serving me unselfishly. Sexually this is something that his tiny cock NEVER could do, his tongue yes...that is why he worships my asshole and pussy with his mouth, and serves as a cock sucker and creampie cleaner for my pussy and my boyfriends cum loads as well as a urinal drinking piss! So it was great to communicate like this and it is wonderful that my slav and I can speak so openly. That is why I love BDSM as it truly allows for the ultimate in communication!



Oct 27 - Well it looks like the sickness is slowing down, thank God that this flu only seemed to hit them for 24-48 hours. Trust me I am exhausted now and seriously need some sleep! I have to tell you though that Pinky and the Brain box set that my member Lloyd sent me was worth it's weight in gold sweetie. I enjoyed it immensely and will be watching it many more times to come! Easily one of the best new cartoon shows geared as much for adults as kids, as there has been in years LOL! Well I am off to bed as I seriously need to catch up on some sleep, then I will try to catch up on a mountain of emails and if all goes well I need to catch up on punishing my slave hubby too. Nothing in particular that he did, just for having a small useless cock LOL

Oct 2006 - Week 3

Oct 25 - Another long night last night as another one of the kids started puking and I spent half my damn night running between bed rooms, changing puke soaked bed sheets. Oh well it is the tough part of being a parent as long as the nights can be, I still would not change it for the world. My very sweet long time member Lloyd made my day today as I stopped by the post office after my chiro appointment and there was a gift waiting there for me. A Pinky and the Brain Season 1 DVD box set!!! I was so delighted and thanks so much Lloyd. Believe me, after the month I have had of the CC Bill policy review and now the kids being sick, getting something like this that will make me laugh is perfect timing. So big kisses. I stopped at Sam's Club to pick up some groceries and I grabbed one of their chickens ( I love those chickens LOL) as none of us had time to make a dinner. So with the house still in shambles of sickies, this would at least be good and quick. Then tonight I want to sit back and watch some of my Pinky and the Brain present!



Oct 24 - I want to know if someone has put a curse on me! Is there a Kim voodoo doll with pins in it's back LOL. But on my bad month... last night at 2:20 am one of the kids was up barfing into bowl. So nurse mom was back in action tending to a case of the flu. I felt bad as they had a fever as well of 103 which had me a little more worried. I was just glad that technology has things like digital ear thermometers! I still like the rectal ones for fetish play though LOL. Ah I glad I can laugh at myself today as I have a wicked headache from both my back and being over tired. Hell I was basically awake from 2 am until 4 am , then back up at 5:30. I am just waiting for the next one to start tossing their cookies. I know I want to look into that flu shot as I hate so much getting sick! So hopefully I will get some sleep as this Advil kicks in if it dies I will write more later.



Oct 22 - Alright it has been a couple of days of non-stop work and not a whole shit load of fun as I have tried to catch back up on everything since the "lost week". Believe me it was hellish to stay the least LOL. Sadly it did not do any favors for my fucked up back. So now I want to simply relax, sit back and put my feet up on my slave and start to watch some of the baseball playoffs. Personally I am cheering for the Tigers. I mean Detroit has won sweet fuck all in the last 10 years. I do not even think they have been in the playoffs. So that is why I am routing for them. Lord knows I want to forget the year that the Braves had. As well, I had slave rich order up that NHL hockey package for the satellite dish as I do love hockey. I know some experts predict that the Thrashers will kick some ass this year and so far all is going well. I am going to try to look at the schedule as I really want to get down to some games this year. To be honest hockey may be my favorite live sport and here in Atlanta it is really caught back on! It is fast, skilled and action packed. Plus I love looking at the goalie mask paint jobs LOL. I am kicking myself that last winter when we were in Chicago that I didn't get to a Black Hawks game!

Oct 2006 - Week 3

Oct 25 - Another long night last night as another one of the kids started puking and I spent half my damn night running between bed rooms, changing puke soaked bed sheets. Oh well it is the tough part of being a parent as long as the nights can be, I still would not change it for the world. My very sweet long time member Lloyd made my day today as I stopped by the post office after my chiro appointment and there was a gift waiting there for me. A Pinky and the Brain Season 1 DVD box set!!! I was so delighted and thanks so much Lloyd. Believe me, after the month I have had of the CC Bill policy review and now the kids being sick, getting something like this that will make me laugh is perfect timing. So big kisses. I stopped at Sam's Club to pick up some groceries and I grabbed one of their chickens ( I love those chickens LOL) as none of us had time to make a dinner. So with the house still in shambles of sickies, this would at least be good and quick. Then tonight I want to sit back and watch some of my Pinky and the Brain present!



Oct 24 - I want to know if someone has put a curse on me! Is there a Kim voodoo doll with pins in it's back LOL. But on my bad month... last night at 2:20 am one of the kids was up barfing into bowl. So nurse mom was back in action tending to a case of the flu. I felt bad as they had a fever as well of 103 which had me a little more worried. I was just glad that technology has things like digital ear thermometers! I still like the rectal ones for fetish play though LOL. Ah I glad I can laugh at myself today as I have a wicked headache from both my back and being over tired. Hell I was basically awake from 2 am until 4 am , then back up at 5:30. I am just waiting for the next one to start tossing their cookies. I know I want to look into that flu shot as I hate so much getting sick! So hopefully I will get some sleep as this Advil kicks in if it dies I will write more later.



Oct 22 - Alright it has been a couple of days of non-stop work and not a whole shit load of fun as I have tried to catch back up on everything since the "lost week". Believe me it was hellish to stay the least LOL. Sadly it did not do any favors for my fucked up back. So now I want to simply relax, sit back and put my feet up on my slave and start to watch some of the baseball playoffs. Personally I am cheering for the Tigers. I mean Detroit has won sweet fuck all in the last 10 years. I do not even think they have been in the playoffs. So that is why I am routing for them. Lord knows I want to forget the year that the Braves had. As well, I had slave rich order up that NHL hockey package for the satellite dish as I do love hockey. I know some experts predict that the Thrashers will kick some ass this year and so far all is going well. I am going to try to look at the schedule as I really want to get down to some games this year. To be honest hockey may be my favorite live sport and here in Atlanta it is really caught back on! It is fast, skilled and action packed. Plus I love looking at the goalie mask paint jobs LOL. I am kicking myself that last winter when we were in Chicago that I didn't get to a Black Hawks game!

Oct 2006 - Week 2

Oct 11 to Oct 18 - Hey all, well we spent a hellish and fucking nerve wracking entire last week dealing with CC Bill as they went through the site (actually all our included sites that we run that you get with membership here) with a fine tooth comb to ensure it meet fully with their acceptable use policy on s random review Think of it like the IRS of website's stopping by. So both mine and slave rich's stress levels hit max overload last week! Happily I can report that all is good and our site AbsoluteKim is in full compliance. But now you see the issue and headache is that if a site does not comply....get ready for this.... CC Bill simply and instantly REMOVES THE WEBSITES ENTIRES FUCKING MEMBERS AREA PERMANENTLY from their access and the entire site thus has no more members and all the current members have no access! I know webgirls that have been in tears because this has happened to them! Years of work gone on their site and remember it is a business that we run as well... is gone in an instant! So now you can see my point of how nerve wracking it is especially on a fetish site like mine! But everything I feature is all fully acceptable from a legal standard. Yes they are that picky! Particular the BDSM and piss stuff raises eyebrows and is looked at. They look long and hard at the BDSM to ensure it is not "violence" and that is why I never would beat a slave until it was bleeding and that my lifestyle of BDSM is consensual! The next item that is a hot point in the policy review is "pissing" and does my pissing content meet the standards for acceptable piss or piss drinking media. Again we were very pleased when the review was done and we are in compliance. We know we were but it is tough when a non fetish person see's or interprets things. Believe me slave rich spent many hours reviewing everything and going over all their questions every day! To be honest and to the fact we know the legal rules and make sure we follow them to a "T" with "i" all dotted and "t'" crossed! So kudos to my slave hubby for dealing with all this and ensuring as a good slave does that everything is done right! Kudos to slave rich! Now due to my back injury and the policy review form CC Bill I am way behind on my emails you all have sent so bare with me while I catch up! Kisses, Kimmy



Oct 9 - Today is a hectic day As I have to go to my back specialist and then my normal doctor and my chiropractor LOL. Lord knows it will be a waiting room fiasco. Trust me I am already beyond sick of waiting rooms I hate them as I always get sick from some one in there LOL. That is why I bring my own books and paper and lately I have told the receptionist after I check in that I will be outside and to call my cell phone when I am about to go in. thankfully they all seem to understand. I kind of like the exam gowns as I never wear panties LOL and it feels sort of kinky being naked in the gown being examined LOL. Hey I have to find some fun for all these damn lower back exams! But I plan on treating my slave for doing a good job and being such a good cock sucker and creampie eater this past weekend as well as taking his whipping from Master Tanner so well! So I am picking us up a Mediterranean style thin crust pizza for us for dinner and hopefully we can sit back and catch up on some emails and such!

Oct 2006 - Week 1

Oct 7 - I was looking so forward to tonight! I needed to get the fuck out of the house and my MALEDOM friend Tanner invited my slave and I over for dinner and an evening of kink. Of course my slave would be making dinner for us once we arrived and he stripped and his body humiliatingly inspected by Tanner LOL!. Once we did get to Tanner's, I ordered slave rich to immediately strip and present his naked body on all 4'sup on the dining table for Master Tanner to inspect. Tanner always laughs at my slave hubby's tiny and chastised cock and he really pinched his nipples hard and spent some time examining slave rich's mouth. When he got around to his ass, Tanner shoved his middle finger all the way he could up inside slave rich's asshole. He left it there and moved it all around inside and once he removed it he ordered slave rich to open his mouth so he could slide his finger inside of it and slave rich could taste his own ass! Tanner told slave rich what a joke of a male he was and that he was a disgrace to even be referred to as a male. Tanner berated him some more and started to play with my tits and kiss me as he continued his verbal humiliation as he told slave rich what a wimp he was and how pathetic he is that his wife only fucks other men's cocks because he is too useless to fuck a woman. Mmmm this was making me wet! Before he ordered slave rich off the table, he whacked my slaves balls 5 times so hard that my slave was in tears after just 5 balls punches! What a wimp LOL. tanner told him to stop his sobbing and get to work on starting dinner and cleaning his bedroom and living room while he sat back with the slaves wife to kiss her and play with her tits LOL. Oh I was feeling delighted seeing my slave hubby dominated by another man and serving him naked and collared while my hot studs enjoyed my tits as he barked orders and insults at my cuckold slave hubby. Especially since it is another man that I enjoy so much to fuck and have his cock inside my pussy while my cuckold wimp slave hubby is never allowed to fuck me LOL! It is very rewarding and fulfilling to have the power and lifestyle that I can never allow his cock inside me! It has been almost 15 months since he was allowed in my pussy and the thought of his greedy little useless cock inside me actually revolts me! It hits home best when other men fuck me and I mock my slave hubby of his inadequate piece of flesh that sits between his legs.... all as other men's big cocks make me moan and scream with pleasure! It is fun too to make slave rich put his face an inch from mine as I suck on another mans cock like Tanners. I love flicking my tongue at him as I savor the cock in my mouth and taunt him about how good it tastes and how I love so much to suck other men's cocks.... and never his! Just hearing or saying this sometimes makes me cum! I have started to tell slave rich to look at my studs faces as their cock is in his wife's mouth and to look at their pleasure and listen as they tell my cuckold wimp slave hubby how good his wife sucks their cock! ultimate is when they cum in my mouth.. I always without fail show slave rich their cum in my mouth and on my face and tell him that this is something that as my slave that he will never get to do again...have an orgasm. The guys usually then like to tell him what a good cock sucker that his slut wife is LOL. Why thank you my sweet studs (evil cum face grin). Now some guys like me to swallow it all, while others prefer me to cum swap and drool all their cock cum into my cuckold wimp slave hubby and make him eat their cocks cum load from his wife's mouth LOL! Hey to me it is all good! Tanner knew my back was in rough shape and asked if I was up for a fuck. For Tanner's cock... I am always up for a fuck so I laid on my back with my legs hanging over his sofa as he started to lick my pussy and I instantly had some orgasms. I yelled to my wimp slave hubby in the kitchen to cum watch a real man lick his wife's pussy LOL! After a squirter of an orgasm, I needed his big cock inside me so Tanner ordered slave rich to lube his cock with his mouth. So like a good cuckold wimp hubby slave rich slid Tanner's cock into his mouth and lapped his big cock head until it was hard and slippery wet. Once it was lubed by my slave hubbys mouth, slave rich was ordered to open his wife's legs and slide Tanner's big cock into his wife..... and then get on the floor looking up at my ass to watch a real man properly fuck and satisfy his wife! As much as my back hurt, this was making it all feel better ...after about 20 minutes Tanner told slave rich to get is useless mouth up to my ass / pussy as he was about to cum in my cunt. Mmmm I was creaming just hearing this as I clawed at the sofa. Finally I could feel Tanner's cock start to grow and explode an absolute mammoth amount of cum into my pussy. I shuddered as I massively orgasmed at the same time as my hot stud. This is the type of thing that my wimps cock NEVER could do to me and why he will never fuck me again! Tanner ordered slave rich to open his mouth wide as he then pulled his cock from inside my pussy and a river of cum flowed out from my pussy into my slave hubby's mouth! Tanner grabbed slave rich's head and forced him to deep lick all of his man load of cum from my pussy. It was so sweet feeling my hubby slave another mans sperm from where his cock just unloaded into his wife's pussy LOL.Once all the cum was eaten out of my pussy by my cuckold, Tanner made him open his mouth one more time so he could lick all the cum and my pussy juices off his cock. I laughed at my slave hubby and as his mouth was full of my studs cock... I asked him how he liked always having to taste his wife's pussy on other men's cocks LOL... Mmmm this was totally blissful and a much needed fuck for me, as it really did make me feel better! The rest of the night was fun watching slave rich eat dinner scraps out of his food bowl on the floor at Tanners feet, and of course Tanner whipped him hard enough and long enough to welt his slave body for another week . We headed out around 2 am and Tanner requested that slave rich be made to walk out down the hallway, use the elevator and go through the parking garage ...totally naked with his collar on his leash. This way if anyone (and who cares at 2:15 am) saw him they would see him in his reality as a slave with a chastised cock. after al he is not legally naked in his chastity cage and collar! After the great night I had and believe me the great fuck helped LOL. I said yes. It felt beyond cool actually walking my slave though slave in a public place like this in a proper fashion ...naked, chastised and leashed. We walked down the hallway and slave rich was so scared as he stood naked waiting for the elevator. Sadly no one was in side when it opened LOL. When we got out of the elevator in the parking garage, 2 rather hot looking girls coming home from a club or party passed us in the parking garage and when they saw us coming out and their jaws dropped. I just kept on walking my naked slave on his leash and I smiled at them in passing and said..."Girls I do recommend that you each get yourselves one of these" and just kept on walking as they paused and then laughed their asses off. A second later on yelled to slave rich...nice ass...then the other one yelled "too bad about the tiny cock though" followed by more laughs. I was never more proud to own a slave in what ranks easily as one of my greatest humiliations ever! I was feeling so kinky that I put my naked slave in the trunk and slammed the lid shut. As I drove through the city I was so fucking wet knowing I had a naked slave locked in the trunk of my car! Wen we got home I wa so horny I masturbated LOL and locked my wimp slave hubby in the closet on the floor gagged appropriately with a penis gag and in a hogtied position as since I am feeling a bit better I have a lot of pent up deviancy to let loose LOL.



Oct 5 - Wow what a great nights sleep for a change last night! I actually clocked in about 10 straight hours! When I got up I called for my slave to bring me my coffee and to get his face between my ass and lick my asshole until it was fresh and clean. That is one thing that I love about totally controlling his life and having a slave is that you know how sweaty your asshole can feel when you first wake up in the morning.... all tacky, hot and sticky LOL ...well it starts my day right to be able to order a slaves tongue to taste all that over night ass flavor and lap my puckered asshole until it is as clean as if scrubbed it in the shower. My rule here is that my asshole is sparkling fresh and clean BEFORE I shower or get in the tub! I then had my slave run be a bath and prepare my breakfast and bring it to my tub. The smoothie was devine and I followed it up with some more Starbucks coffee as I had my slave hubby shave my legs and pussy. When I got out he dried me off and went to work on a foot massage and doing a pedicure on my toes. Oh I do love having these done, especially seeing a naked slave wearing a collar and leash doing it! After lunch I did my stretching and some light exercises on the stepper as I went for a short walk. It was meet the teacher night at school so that is always fun LOL. Since they are all dong well I agreed to stop on the way home and allow them to get the new NHL hockey for Nintendo. Speaking of that I have to check the guide and start watching the Thrashers. I am a HUGE fan but have a hard time watching hockey while the baseball playoff season is still on LOL!



Oct 3 - Today I had one of the most agonizing massages of all time! Oh let me tell you it ii some kind of fun LOL. OMG I thought I was going to have to be peeled off the ceiling as my therapist worked out some very deep tissue knots and scar tissue with all types of very deep work and worse yet... frictions.....that is where they over the muscles sideways to break up scar tissue. Afterwards I was in a worse condition then before my massage so I took some pain killers and sat my ass down in the hot tub for a long soak and some hydrotherapy. Afterwards I took a nap and tried again to catch up on more emails. I apologize for being so tardy on some but it is hard at times to even sit and type. I sent my slave out to the grocery store and had him pick me up some fresh tropical fruit for some smoothies as I had a craving for them as of late. If all goes well I plan to have a quite night and just sit back and watch the Robin Williams movie RV.



Oct 1 - I got up around 8:30 and slave rich was still asleep and his balls were still swollen like a balloon from my BBW friends vicious kicks! I awoke him by shoving a funnel into his mouth as I stood over him and streamed a very long morning piss into his mouth! God love a human urinal as a slave! Once done pissing into my slaves mouth I ordered him to lick clean my sweaty asshole as I needed a shower and my policy is for my slave that he will lick my asshole clean BEFORE I shower, not after it. I want to shower with a clean asshole, plus this way he gets to truly taste his Owners ass flavor! As I showered I ordered him to begin making and serve me a Greek omelet and some fresh Starbucks coffee as I laid back and watched CNN to catch up on the news. Slave rich could hardly walk and I decided right then and there what I liked this and I going to intensify torturing of his cock and balls. I love ass whippings, but CBT is my favorite! I have spent my bed ridden time in some online lifestyle DOM forums learning some very exotic new torture methods such with things such as ice, crickets (to bite the balls and cock.. supposedly it feels like little electrical stings) that is really twisted and I love that idea! Think of the slave being tied up and watching 20 tiny crickets crawl all over his cock and balls biting away on it with their stinging little bites that swell up lovely all while he is helpless to do anything! Mmmmm insect torture is VERY WICKED and a true physical and mental torture and I admit that the thought of crickets torture to his cock and balls has me excited! Of course I want an electrical set too as I want to start to use electrical shock torture on his cock and balls on a regular basis too! Fuck, his penis is useless for a pussy so why not amuse myself with it in sadistically humorous and entertainingly ways! Just the imagery alone of those tortures is down right sadistic! But for the afternoon now i am going to sit back, have a nap and watch some football. I have to check the guide to see what good games are on today! I am looking forward to tonight s Amazing Race to see if the bimbos get bounced off the show! I have to tell you they are a piece of work LOL. as well that couple from Kentucky cracks me up..."I ain't ever seen an Asian before" OMG I was in tears.. talk about backwoods LOL. Ah it feels good to laugh! Well I am off to my hot tub and then the slave will be giving me a manicure, pedicure and a pussy and shave!