Absolute Kims Daily Blog

Mar 2007 - Week 4

2007-04-06T08:20:00.000-07:00

Mar 28 - Good news all, I am going out with Tyler again this weekend while my slave hubby is kept chastised at home doing laundry again! I am just craving kissing and fucking a real cock so much lately. Don't get me wrong, I love making my slave hubby wear a strapon to fuck me or wear his face harness dildo for me to fuck, but other times I just need a real mans hands fondling my tits as his cock slides in and out of my pussy LOL! I am going to make my cuckold slave husband call my boyfriend Tyler and ask him what clothes he would like to see me in LOL. Oh how utterly degrading for my wimp husband to have to do this and I love every bit of it! Of course I also plan on making him thank my boyfriend in advance for fucking his wifes pussy becasue he is too much a cuckld wimp to do the job! Truer words have never been spoken LOL! Have a good night as I sure plan too!

Mar 24 – My back has been acting up the last 3 days, so I finally had to take a muscle relaxant last night and glory, glory hallelujah; I slept decently and didn’t get up until 10:15 am! YIPPIE… OMG I needed some decent fucking sleep. I admit that I can turn into a true bitch when I am sleep deprived. Oh well, all it does is make me smack around my slave husband more LOL so I guess it is a positive out of feeling crappy LOL. I have gotten stricter on things around the house a lot more with slave rich. I have now made it a regular practice if I cook etc that he without exception cleans up my kitchen etc. There used to be times I would do it out of habit, but I am waking up and growing still as a lifestyle FEMDOM. Believe me you should never stop growing and evaluating etc. My goal as I have said is to totally dehumanize my slave husband and have slavery is his only existence. You have ot be strict and consistent with denials, orders and of course punishments daily to prevent any regression of a slave to their former human ways!

Mar 2007 - Week 3

2007-04-06T08:19:00.001-07:00

Mar 20 - OMG, what a great night I the other night. Oh did I need a good fucking like that! I seriously needed some big cock and having slave hubby wear a strapon was not going to cut it, I needed a real man with a real throbbing cock inside me as he played with my tits and had his tongue in my mouth! So I had my cuckold wimp call one of the guys I enjoy fucking; Tyler, and set up a date for me with him. I absolutely LOVE making him do things like that, call a guy to set up a date for his wife to go out with him and fuck his wife while my slave hubby stays home and looks after the family and does domestic housework from the list I leave him! There is something so stress relieving, satisfying and erotic about being able to be out with my ankles in the air and another mans cock in my pussy while knowing my chastised cuckold wimp slave hubby is at home with his tiny penis locked up while I orgasm and make out with other men! ! Don’t get me wrong, I love my slave hubby dearly, but it is much more appropriate in my FEMDOM world to be kissing, sucking and fucking other men! Since I do not allow my slave hubby to touch my tits even, it really adds to the experience each time I fuck another guy and he is sucking and caressing my tits. It really adds some serious mental exoticness knowing that my cuckold wimp cannot touch my tits because I do not allow him LOL! Very erotic control indeed! But it felt so amazing to have a big cock stretching me wide as we had our tongues in each others mouth! Believe me, my hot fuck boyfriend Tyler knows how to make a woman squirt. We fucked for over 3 hours and Tyler as utterly disgusted as I am that slave rich would cum within 30-60 seconds of fucking me. Now you know why the wimp is not allowed inside my pussy… it is a total waste of time and it proved why slave rich is best kept chastised LOL. My slave hubby is a cherished object for me, but NOT a sex partner; he is a slave only and my body is off limits to him! All he is allowed to do is lick my pussy, lick my asshole and lick my feet clean all on my command only! Hell, remember that his mouth is used as a piss toilet for me LOL! Now I have known Tyler for a long time and I let him cum in my pussy. So when we were wrapping up our night, I had Tyler; as his cock was still inside me, call slave rich at home and tell him how hot and wonderful his wife’s pussy was to be inside of tonight LOL. This drives me wild and is SO HUMILIATING. I then got on the phone and told him that Tyler's cock was still inside me LOL and for him to be on his knees at the front door in 30 minutes with is leash attached ot his collar when I got back home. When I arrived, my slave was as ordered, anked of curse, colalrd with is leash attached! I tol dhim I had a wonderful night kissing and fucking another man, expecially while knowing he was at home chastised! i then asked him if he got the laundry done and he replied that he did. I told him that was a good job for him while a real man had his cock inside his wifes pussy for almost 3 hours fucking me right LOL. I ordered my slave to slide down my jeans, then slide down my panties as there was a treat for him. Of course a ton of Tyler’s cum had run from my pussy and soaked my panties. I laughed at my slave hubby and reminded him that his tiny useless cock and cum will never be allowed inside my pussy again and I asked him if he knew how long it has been since he last was inside my pussy. He said he was not sure, so I reminded him it was over a year and a half LOL. I smiled and told him I wished I did this sooner to him and then and I told slave rich to get busy cleaning me. First he had to lick clean my sticky panties and then turn his attention to my pussy. I felt I was ready to cum again as I get so turned on by him licking me and my panties clean of other guys cum. I felt a real big orgasm coming on so I squatted right over my slaves mouth and when I orgasmed, I pushed out a huge gob of Tyler’s cum into slave rich’s mouth for him to eat. I had no idea that Tyler pumped so much cum inside me LOL! Without question though I have to say that going out and fucking other men, then coming home and making my slave hubby eat their cum from my panties and pussy is without doubt the most enjoyable and relaxing fuck fun I can ever have. When I was done, it was 2am, but I still made slave rich call Tyler and thank him for fucking his wife and to let him know I made him eat all his sperm LOL! Now I was sleepy and I once again took hold of slave rich's leash as he lay at my feet, but not before I pulled my cum sticky panties over his face / head for him to sleep with Tyler's cum load that dripped from my pussy... over his face all night!

Mar 17 - Happy St. Patty's Day! I I have a rather hectic family schedule this weekend, but hope to have some time for some good kinky fun. I also have to catch up on a bunch of emails, and website work so bare with me if I have not gotten back to you yet as my computer has been acting up and I am running nuts with medical appointments for both me and some of my family!

Mar 15 - What a good game the other night. I love going downtown for a game! The arena was going wild because the Thrashers won4 -2! It was the first time that I ever sat right at ice level as in the front row! You cannot believe how fast of a game pro hockey is when you sit at this level! I was in a great mood and when we left the game I decided to have some fun. When we got out to the parking garage and were going to get into the car. I told my slave hubby to strip totally naked LOL as I wanted to enforce his inferiority a little bit LOL. Personally I hate him ever being dressed as a slave in my eyes should be permanently naked in a perfect world. If I had the opportunity to do this, I would in a heart beat! That is to destroy all of his clothing so he would never be dressed again! But sadly, we still have the family / vanilla world LOL. Regardless I love making him be naked in public type settings as it helps reiterate his inequality! So once he stripped, I took his clothes and put them in the trunk and made him get into the back seat. I loved driving around down town with my slave sitting naked in the back seat! It still to this day is a rush for me to keep him naked, even in the car like this; he is so vulnerable I just love it! When we got home I ordered him upstairs and before I had a quick shower, I made him lick my sweaty ass clean LOL! Then I made him get his leash as I attached it to his collar and we got into bed with him of course at my feet. I just really like sleeping with his leash in my hand as his face keeps my feet warm!

Mar 2007 - Week 2

2007-04-06T08:19:00.000-07:00

Mar 12 - Well I am in a better mood today because I got a call from one of my friends at work offering me ice level seats for the Thrashers Capitals hockey game tonight! I told my slave that as a treat for doing a good job of serving game over the last few days of me feeling like crap that I am going to take him to the game. I actually got him a new meal collar recently, it is less obvious then his leather one of course, so it is a little easier to wear to events like this where people from my work are going to possibly be. I am proud of my lifestyle, but like anything, I do not flog it in people’s faces. I like things at times in the vanilla world that slavery items are present but not in your face. So his new metal collar is one of them, it looks rather stylish for a male to wear, yet any BDSM or kinky person will realize what it means! Anyway, I am excited about this game, as since I have become a hockey nut, I am excited about seeing Ovechkin play any time I can as he is amazing! I just hope my back feels OK that I do not have to take any meds as I really would like to enjoy a beer at the game and not feel like I am going to pass out!

Mar 8 - I woke up feeling better. My meds have helped the last few days so had my slave hubby call one of my boyfriends today and leave a message for him to call me. I really do need to get out and have some fun. I really do enjoy being able to go out with a boyfriend (yes I am married, and yes I do still have boyfriends) If your new here, my hubby as you know is a slave and I do not to ever allow his tiny cock inside my pussy and he is not even allowed to touch my tits at anytime). I really love going out on a date and leaving my cuckold slave hubby at home baby sitting. I find as a woman I really enjoy having dinner with another man and knowing that while hubby is at home looking after our kids and doing housework... I will soon be getting out of my clothes, putting my legs in the air in a wide "V"having another mans cock inside my pussy giving me a long hard multi orgasmic fucking! It is nice to have another guy to talk to and kiss and have a great relationship with as a fuck friend! I find when I go back to my family and my cuckold wimp slave after sex filled dates with boyfriends, all the stresses of normal every day life are gone and I feel really recharged. So I support that women should enjoy being married, but also openly have boyfriends to regularly fuck and talk with! Of course in my case it is more enjoyable and fitting because there is no reason ever for me to allow my wimp slave hubby to be inside my pussy. He has had his chances and he has blew it. He is a useless fuck, and I do mean lousy at penetrative sex. Good orally - lousy with his tiny cock. I used to think it was OK and sometimes I told myself he would feel good..... and then I realized it was because I was desperate and felt that as my husband I should like and enjoy his cock. Then I woke up and realized he is truly useless and his cock is disgusting. I mean his cock is tiny, he cums within 30 seconds almost always and 2 minutes of actual penetration may be his all-time record and that is true! Isn't that fun for me...NOT I got sick of fooling myself to say...this was good. Plus he is a compulsive masturbator playing with himself 50-75 times a day. So it was an easy choice to lock up his cock in chastity and I see no reason why he should ever be inside my pussy ever again. Believe me there are a lot of great men out there who are amazing fucks and who enjoy my pussy... and know how to fuck it right! I even like having a boyfriend to talk to as a friend on the phone while my slave hubby is at my feet! So that is why I enjoy fucking other men and denying my own slave hubby.. No tits for him, no pussy for him!. Plus like I said, I really feel fresh and sexy when I am out on a date fucking another man, and know my slave hubby and family will always be there when I go home. What a great release and what a great rush plus what a feeling of power! On top of that of course I am in a great mood after a date and nice hot fuck! Even my slave hubby even feels better because he worships me and is glad that another man can give me and do for me what he can't. I appreciate this and thank him in all truthfulness as a lot of men need to take a lesson and there would be a lot more happy marriages and kids growing up with 2 parents! Plus how sexy is it for a married woman to go out on a date, fuck her boyfriend silly , then come home and have her slave hubby welcome her home from her date, kiss her feet, then lick her pussy to taste where another mans cock was while she was on her date! It took me a long time to realize that I should never under any circumstance allow my slave hubby to touch my tits or have his cock in my pussy. But once I realized this ....I look back as this being the best thing I ever did! I love now how I feel when I kiss another man as he slides his cock into me. Women need this as it breaks of the daily family grind of life and especially we women with very small useless penis cuckolds for husbands.We love them dearly, but it is best that other men fuck us. These hubbies must learn to deal with it and put their wives first like slave rich has. Yes he is a wimp and I would not want him any other way then being an honest, strong and confident cuckold wimp and slave! You can ask him and he is happy to live permanently pussy denied and not even allowed to touch my tits all while I make out, kiss and fuck other men in front of him. That is called worship my friends and my slave hubby worships me and I will always love him for that and this freedom! I look at it this way, he is pussy denied, tits denied and chastised, and I have boyfriends who I love to fuck....and yet me and my slave hubby both win and live in a way that makes us satisfied and happy and our children have a very happy love filled home life. So to me that is priceless and is why I endorse married women openly having boyfriends for sex, conversation and simple dinner outings! P.S. plus is is wonderful fun to have my boyfriend play with my tits while he reminds my slave hubby that he better not ever touch these tits or he will get his fingers smacked, balls kicked and his white wimp ass blistered raw red LOL!

Mar 2007 - Week 1

2007-04-06T08:18:00.000-07:00

Mar 5 - Well I survived the day of discomfort…nothing that a few pain meds won’t cure for you! I really am not one to have to take meds if I don’t have too but let me tell you…..it was needed. What really has me irate is the ASSHOLE that hit me probably is walking around with not a thing wrong with them. It is like that alcoholic that gets behind the wheel and drives and then kills someone from their complete idiotic mood, and they survive….how fair is that. Can you tell I am very pissed….(not in a good way) about this whole thing. If anyone has been involved in an accident you can appreciate the hell you have to go through after the incident. You think it would be easy driving here and there but the fact you have to remember when all these appointments are is another thing. My day planner is solid full of appointments for the next month. Grrrrrrrrr. I just wish I could get my whips and canes out to punish the ass.

Mar 3 - Today is another damn achy day for me. I just can’t believe how the body goes in cycles to responding to pain. One day you feel like you could run in a marathon and then the next you can barely move up the stairs. I hope your weekend is off to a better start than mine. I was going to have slave drive me to meet up with one of my boyfriends but you know right now as I need my pussy fucked with real cock, not just a good strapon like I make the slave wear. I have been talking with 2 of them off and on the last month and I just love going out and getting my pussy fucked then coming home to my little cuckold wimp slave hubby! But I don’t think that would be a wise decision to go out now as my back feels like shit and I am not up for chatting too much right now. About the only thing I feel like when I am sore like this is to punish my slaves balls and his ass with my whips. Nothing makes me feel better then torturing him as I am a true sadistic bitch to my slave. It is true..., I get off inflicting a LOT of pain and punishment into all parts of his body! I hope you all have a better weekend and feel better then I do now ! If you do anything fun be sure to drop me an email and let me know what you did!

Mar 1 - Hey only 20 more days until spring! YIPPIE! I think I might book a surprise vacation for slave and I to go to Vegas sometime in the near future!! I haven’t been there in a while and would like to check out the scene again. Can any one recommend a great….clean hotel to stay at? I am very particular on clean…..I don’t want any creepy crawlies in my room if you know what I mean. I wouldn't have to worry about them crawling on me sleeping on the floor like my slave will, but I wouldn't want any in my clothes. Just one of those things. If you do know of a place please send me the email link so I can check into it. It is hard to believe it is almost time to figure out where I want to go for our summer vacation as well. We might be going to see Wayne and Jean in the summer sometime which will be amazing to see them again.That way I can ride and fuck Wayne's fat cock and lick Jean's sweet pussy and maybe eat some cum out of her asshole again!

Feb 2007 - Week 4

2007-04-06T08:17:00.001-07:00

Feb 26 - I have to say I had one of the most relaxing Sundays of my life. Then again I guess every day in my life can be very relaxing if you have a slave to serve you.. Just think about the life you will have if you have a slave that listens and does everything for you, oh the hours you will have available to go out and explore the world. The other night I had slave give me an hour massage…..yes I certainly did deserve it!!! Oh yes after about the first half hour of it the pathetic wimp started to whine a little about how tired his useless hands were from not being able to have a break……..I simply responded “ And you think I care!!” Perhaps next time when this whining wimp complains I will make him give me a two hour massage. I d o believe I could lay there that long having my whole body rubbed down. I had the slave make me some fresh strawberries dipped in chocolate as well he bought me a wonderful Merlot to which I drank throughout the evening!!! So needless to say the slave was having plenty to drink himself LOL (for those of you who do know, I use him as a human toilet so he drinks all my piss every day like a good human urinal should)

Feb 23 - Well I am feeling a little better tonight, I got up this morning had to do some good stretching and of course I got sore as all hell, so I then soaked in a tub. I had my slave at home, so I had him bring me some fresh made coffee and a croissant to the tub and feed me while I soaked. Once I felt my skin was getting like a prune in the water LOL, I had my slave shave both my legs, then my pussy and my asshole as I personally cannot stand any hair down there. Eventually I should do laser hair removal and get it all gone once and for all! To make me feel better, once I got out and my slave dried me off, I had him give my toes a nice pedicure and apply some fresh soft pink mail polish to my feet. There, now I felt better. I had to run out a few appointments as I had both chiro and a massage today. Both were excellent and I feel so much better after them! Tonight I simply plan to sit back and catch up one some of American Idol that I have recorded on my DVR and then call it an early night!

Feb 2007 - Week 3

2007-04-06T08:17:00.000-07:00

Feb 20 - So here I lay on my ass in bed today as I relax and recuperate. I have started to read a good trilogy again . It is the Anne Rice - Sleeping Beauty Trilogy. For those who do not know it, it is a BDSM series based on slavery, naked slaves, pony boys and girls, Princes, Kings, Queens, hard public torture and whippings etc... ALL YUMMY. I love this series and if you have any interest in fetish, PICK IT UP! I also have the audio book version read by Elizabeth MOntgomery before she passed away far to early. Elizabeth was the star of that 70's TV series BEWITCHED. She sounds so erotic talking about butt plugs, naked human ponies pulling carts and center town square slave sales and whippings where the slaves pussies and cocks are analyzed and inspected by would be OWners. Believe me it gets my juices flowing and I masturbate during every chapter LOL and then usually go on to torture my own slave hubby. Today I was so wet after reading about some CBT torture to one of the slaves in the book, I called in slave rich and went to town grabbing his balls sac tight around his chastity cages ring then delivering about 8 very had punches into his balls as he actually started sobbing. I love when I get to this point because I know his balls will ache for 3 days minimum which makes me feel good as a true sadistic bitch LOL! So get to a Borders and get the Sleeping Beauty Trilogy by Anne Rice. It comes in a nice box set cardboard covering or you can by each book individually. I say go for the box set as believe me you will want them all!

Feb 18 - Are you ready for this one.. my doctor changed my pain med and I slept 14 hours straight! I feel awake for the first time in 2 week since the accident! I went to bed last night around 8pm and I got up just before 10:30 am ! YIPPIE oh my gosh did I need that! I grabbed a quick shower and had my salve dry me off. I must tell you he does an excellent job of drying me and he is so good around my tits. as you know he is not allowed to touch my tits under any circumstance including when he dries me off. I hold my arms up and he slides the big towel under them and hold each end as he drape dries my tits. I am quite proud of the fact that besides being denied my pussy, he is denied the privilege of touching my big natural 36 D tits (evil grin). HE has also developed into a wonderful full service toilet of drinking my piss and cleaning my ass for me. My accident has really made me step up my ass cleaning program and even once I feel better, this is going to remain a full time daily job for my slave hubby. I have been doing some reading and it is an important part of his toilet training and a very big part of properly dehumanizing him. I have come to realize that with a lifestyle 24/7 true slave, that they have to be FULLY dehumanized. I mean you love them as a being / human, but love to abuse and be served by them as a slave. I know it seems like a paradox, but it really works and I have found that it works best with total and complete dehumanization is the key. That is why he now serves as a full service toilet and lives permanently chastised and void of orgasms permanently! To be honest, he is used to it and even my slave hubby understands the positive effects on me dehumanizing him! Afterwards I treated him to a special lunch. He made us a great Greek chicken wrap and now as a normal part of all meals where possible. He is ordered to hold his food bowl under my pussy while I piss all over his food. BIg or small, he gets it all, someday's his food is floating, other days it may just be a piss shower LOL. BUt again it is important to be dehumanized and have very meal possible be pissed on by me. Believe me I love seeing him naked and collared under my table eating his food soaked in my piss! Told you that even injured.. I am evil LOL!

Feb 14 - HAPPY VALENTINES DAY... or should we say, happy card day LOL as this is one holiday that is one definitely invented by the card companies. I am still fairly sore and spending my days going from appointment to appointment. I actually felt a little sexual zip today and got out my riding crop to blister up my slaves balls before I laid back and hade him lick my pussy to a few nice orgasms. I made myself feel better by taunting him about how he is going to spend the rest of his life in locked chastity and never be allowed inside my pussy again. Call me twisted and evil, but damn that gets me hot and wet! I just love controlling his tiny penis and making sure that no pussy in the world ever wast3s it's time with an undeserving tiny penis of my slave inside it! Thinking about this and how this summer will be 2 years that he has ben locked up and permanently pussy denied while I have enjoyed lots of cocks, dildos and cum inside me (evil grin). THis got me so wound up that even with my bad back and aching neck I squirted a river. I had him harness up his 9 inch thick face harness cock and plunge it into my pussy as I laid on my back. Oh in a matter of minutes I had another series of squirting orgasms. I really like making my slave hubby wear the face harness because his face is literally inches from my wet juicy pussy as it is getting fucked and his eyes are right up close being denied knowing that his useless penis will never be back inside my fuck hole! FInally I let out one huge gushing explosion of an orgasm that plastered his face in pussy squirt cum and ended with me in a usual fit of laughter of sever multi wet orgasms. Trust me after this I did not even take Tylenol to get to sleep tonight!

Feb 2007 - Week 2

2007-04-06T08:16:00.000-07:00

Feb 8 -Well it has been the week of appointments that is for sure, go here, go there, go everywhere, sit, wait, sit, wait, site wait. Ugghhhhh. RIght now everything hurts, even massages hurt as they are not the fun relaxing kind you would like to get. Instead they are working out spasamed muscles all in my neck, back and ass. Even my ass muscles are spasamed like a rock. I am going to start some acupuncture next week as well in my physio so I am hoping that it will help with some relief from the tightness. The other meds I am taking I have to lay of in the day or I feel like I am stoned and on another planet as they make me really drowsy and groggy. I hope your week is going better then mine!

Feb 2007 - Week 1

2007-04-06T08:15:00.000-07:00

Feb 6 - Hey all, I am trying toy get caught up here and sadly I am trying to re0-couperate. When I got back form the most amazing vacation compliments of my very sweet member Cliff invited myself, slave rich and my family to visit Dallas and be his guest at the All-Star game. He has ben a member for 6 years and we have gotten to know him so well and I feel very comfy around he and his family with my family. Just another way to show you how real I am that I truly enjoy making real life friendships with members! Anyway when we got back, life was getting back to normal until I got rear-ended and I do not mean fucked in the ass. My Mustang got smashed in as I sat at a fucking stop sign by a jack ass talking on his cell phone who whit another car that came flying towards me.. My face got plastered off the air bag and I got a lovely cut on my arm from the bag as well. My fucking neck is a nightmare and my pelvis and hips got twisted way out. When slave rich got to the scene, I had to have police restrain him form beating the living shit out of the guy who caused the accident. He had our family with him, so they were pretty upset to say the least. That is why I have been extra pre-occupied this last 2 weeks with doctor shit, massage, chiro, physio ..believe me it is the last thing anyone needs.

Jan 2007 - Week 4

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On vacation in Dallas! Talk to ya when I get back!

Jan 2007 - Week 3

2007-04-06T08:14:00.000-07:00

Jan 21 - Guess who is going to Dallas for the NHL All-Star game....ME... because my long time member Cliff knew I had become a hockey addict ( and he is a Dallas Stars fanatic of course )and he took care of plane fare, booked our hotel and tickets for the All-Star game and all it's festivities and he was sweet enough to even invite my kids! I declined as I wanted some get away time for me and my slave hubby . But what a surprise when he wrote me and told me what he wanted to do! I am still shocked and believe me I am so grateful because on top of his incredible generosity and kindness, the tickets are damn hard to get! So sweetie, I thank you for thinking of me and everything we have talked about over the years and all I can say is that you shouldn't have and believe me, I am beyond thankful! So pack my jeans, boots and my spurs as we are west to Texas. Talk to you all when I get back!

Jan 17 - WOW.... have I got a secret that you are all going to love! All I will say is we are about to grow- what your web site membership / members get kink and cum wise LOL and it looks like it will be fairly soon.... and you are all going to freak! Now because I am such a bitch, that is all I am going to say as we try to figure out a layout a timeline on this on our webmaster end. But believe me, this info has more then made my day. So if your kinky, which in joining me here already....you surely are... well you are going to freak LOL! As I get more info ...I will be sure to keep you teased and on edge! But what a fucking surprise this will make for the first part of 2007!

Jan 15 - I would like to tell you that my weekend was full of BDSM whippings, and creampie swinging but sadly it was not LOL as we spent the entire weekend working! Ugghhh. Not just mails and site stuff, it was house stuff and a lot of web planning of updates etc and areas we want to grow and ad more things to on the website etc. The site is easy in some ways because it is our life's reality, but I put my heart and soul into making it a lot more then photos and videos like 99% of the sites do. People tend like and stay with my site because it is real and if they are kinky, they understand that fetish is a lifestyle and this is a place where they can feel at home, learn things and importantly a place to share with their spouse as I am not some whacked out weirdo or a porn star. I am a suburban Mom who decided to live life "MY WAY". Uniquely I can show you that just because you have a family, does not mean you cannot daily enjoy a very adventurous kink life that is not apparent to any others! Now that is a million dollar gold mind believe me! Most of all I love when my members email me to just talk, and about anything! So for all you newbies etc, do not be shy and please drop me a line anytime!

Jan 2007 - Week 2

2007-04-06T08:13:00.000-07:00

Jan 13 - Well life is getting back to normal and I was swamped back at work this week and I trying to get caught up this weekend on a mountain of email while I was away. So bare with me as I want to make sure I get everyone's answered. I hate most of all when I find ones that got filtered as SPAM or JUNK MAIL.... when they are not. I feel so bad, but regardless to when I catch it in the wrong folder, I email everyone back. I pride myself on this! I am off now for a few errands, then stopping at Starbucks to grab a latte and then it is back to my computer as I assault my email mountain LOL!

Jan 10 - Well I hated to have to go, but all good vacations must come to an end! But this turned into the day from hell as the flight was delayed, once, twice, and I thought we might be going back to my relatives when we finally got notice that the flight was a go. I admit I find it hard to be patient in an airport when it is family time. It is not like you can go unwind and have a few cocktails in the lounge. So my stress was up and I ended my great vacation by getting bitch as all hell. My slave saw this and he sat on the floor at my feet, removed my shoes and gave my a very relaxing foot rub. I had no less then 4 women over 60 years old smile and comment on how lucky I was to have husband who looked after me like that as they beamed their ear to ear smiles! Oh they are right. Believe it or not, even with a tiny cock that is not ever allowed inside my pussy... I know I have the ultimate hubby in slave rich and I could not ask for more. Who could!!! Hell his tiny cock makes for a lot more fun for me then per say he had a big cock LOL. If he had a big cock, he would still be a slave of course, but with him having a very tiny penis at only 4 inches hard, that just seems to work well for a lifestyle slave like him! After my foot massage he we went for some food and he ordered everyone a pizza to fill their guts LOL and he then he and I went for a thick stacked roast beef and swiss on rye with one of those delicious kosher dill pickles from the barrel. I topped it all off with a Heineken Light. OK...now I was happy. Finally we got on the plane and got back into Atlanta. Then it was the limo ride home which I actually slept! I am too tired and not feeling great, so I am now of to bed and will start to unpack and get slave hubbies laundry list ready in the morning!

Jan 2007 - Week 1

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Jan 5 - Sadly we only have a few more days of vacation left. Tonight we are back to the United Center for another game as we have tickets tonight for the Black Hawks and Nashville Predators! So I am giddy again about going to another NHL game! If you have not watched much hockey... I implore you that you must as it is addictive! We plan on spending the afternoon doing some shopping and then going out for dinner before the game. If all goes well I want to go to another blues club tonight too!

Jan 1 - HAPPY NEW YEAR! Well last night was not too bad as I really loved the foods. There was wings, fondue, pizza, you name it. The fondue was really good as there was a meet one, a veggie one and a fruit one with chocolate! The crowd was OK for vanilla. I would have preferred being at a party with a host of naked slaves for me to use and abuse, but for vanilla it was OK. When we got home I had my slave get out my strapon as I wanted to start his year right. I made him suck my strapon cock, then fucked his ass silly! When I was done I got out my anal probe and worked his ass and prostrate with it for a nice milking. I drained a good amount of cum from his tiny cock into a black bowl. This of course became his first meal of the New Year... a nice thick bowl of fresh cock cum properly delivered by his useless cock without any orgasm! I just wish I started denying him pussy and orgasms years ago as he is much better of a slave and face it. I get off on the control that he never is allowed inside my pussy! Hell I am not missing anything, but he is a slave and does not deserve it! After his first milking and cum eating meal of 2007 I made him put on his strapon and give me a good long fucking. The one thing I hate about staying at relatives houses is I that I have to be quite and not scream which is so hard when being filled with a fat 10 inch cock! Finally I was exhausted and delighted that I had about 11 orgasms and my slave got none, and not even an ounce of stimulation to his chastised cock. I love that his true pleasure is to now unselfishly serve and pleasure me. That is his pleasure and he is honored to be allowed to use a strapon on his Owner / wife and to finally be of some sort of sexual service to me now in life! Afterwards I ordered my cuckold wimp to remove his strapon, clean up both his strapon and mine; after his buff fucking. I then called him over and gave his chastity cage and it's lock a kiss and I told him how much I love him being permanently chastised and never being allowed inside my pussy, or anyone's pussy for that matter ever again!I told him since he served me well tonight and I described in detail how wonderful an orgasms feels and how it is too bad he is not allowed to orgasm LOL, he was then told to curl up at my feet and lick the bottoms of them clean before he would be allowed to stay at my feet for the night! All I know is I am sleeping good tonight!

Dec 2006 - Week 4

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Dec 31 - So here is is New Years eave. I admittedly am not a huge RAW RAW it is New Years person LOL. I prefer quite events and having some personally time fucking a hot guy in front of my slave hubby and then whipping his sorry tiny cock and ass. But I am being dragged to a big party. Don't get me wrong it should be fun, I just prefer more intimate events. I am not into the huggy kissey midnight shit. Drunk slobs trying to feel and squeeze my tits is the usual norm. But if the food is good and they have good beer I will be happy. But regardless have a great night and be smart and be safe!

Dec 29 - I slept in today and when I got up my slave was hard at work making everyone his famous scrambled eggs. OMG they are so good with 3 cheeses, chives, and diced red pepper. Best yet was the fresh brewed Starbucks coffee! after breakfast we all laid around playing Xbox 360. I really like Halo II and may have to see if any slaves want to get me one of those . Tonight was a blast though as we had tickets for the Black Hawks Bruins game at the United Center! I ama hockey addict now since I started going to more Thrashers games. It is just so exciting of an environment and I love going to different arenas too. The game was great. Hell they all are to me LOL and afterwards we went out for pizza and a few Heineken Lights (I love that beer!) and ended the night in some blues club. I do like blues, but I tell you when you are in Chicago and get to be in one live.... it is amazing! By the time we got home it was 2am and it was straight to bed but not before I made my slav hubby lick my very sweaty asshole and feet clean before I had a quick shower. I never let him lick me after I am showered... that defeats the purpose. I needs to taste his Owner properly LOL!

Dec 26 - We had to wake up early to get everything all ready and packed for the airport. Every time I travel at Christmas all I think of is leaving one of my kids behind in Home alone movie situation LOL! We had a wonderful day yesterday and my slave was very thoughtful and bought me a custom new whip that I wanted to much! Believe me it is great when your slaves by you whips to beat them with LOL! This one is exceptionally wicked and stingy so it will be a pleasure to welt my slave hubby's sorry ass and maybe even snap it a few times at his balls LOL! But after all morning excitement we had a quite family day and I helped my slave with our traditional Christmas dinner. afterwards we sat back and watched the animated movie Barnyard and I have to say it was FUCKING HILARIOUS! I was in tears laughing and it instantly became one of my favorite animated movies. So I do recommend it. But we caught our flight alright this morning and I replaced my slaves normal metal lock on his chastity belt with a plastic one as we would be having our entire family at the airport going with us. So I am not into sharing my adult like with minors LOL. I am going to get ready now as we are going out for dinner and then to a comedy club for the night.

Dec 2006 - Week 3

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Dec 20 - Hey all... if anyone has any info on electro-torture please let me know as I want to get into using one of those electric units to torture my slaves cock and balls. But I really do not have any idea on what is the best???? So if any of you have any info please let me know! Of course if anyone would want to get me a present this Christmas.......an electro torture unit is on the top of my list! I think it would make for some very entertaining fun and videos too of me shocking the living shit out of those useless balls and cock of his LOL! Hmmm I think medieval sadist would be a lovely title to ad to my name!!! Oh and please do write me with any really deviant tortures that you would like to see done to his slave body next year i.e. like one member who turned me into having a jar full of hungry crickets chomping and agonizingly eating his cock! Oh I like that one a lot! How about doing some needle torture into his cock and balls as well. Oh and nailing his balls sac to a board with 8 to 12 small nails definitely sparked my demented interest LOL (evil sadistic grin) so keep those torture ideas rolling as I want his inadequate cock, balls, ass and entire body to seriously suffer and hurt for our amusement and pleasure!

Dec 17 - Well the work party was OK, I have been to worse LOL. I did have fun making my slave hubby guzzle piss all night. There is something really cool about being in public and knowing your slave is drinking another persons piss right in front of everyone LOL. When we got home I was a bit tipsy and feeling deviant so I got out my whips and applied some pretty wicked welts to my slaves ass and entire body before I harnessed up my strapon and fucked him so hard up his slave ass that he will walk funny for a week! Call me crazy and kinky but I get off from whipping and strapon fucking a tiny cock male slave as much as I do being fucked myself by a big black cock! My head is a bit throbbing today of course from the party, but it is not as sore as slave rich's ass LOL. His welts were pretty raised up today as it appears that I really was rather vicious with my viper floggers last night! Good it will keep him on his toes around here to say the least LOL. After all a slave should truly fears the wrath and whip of this Owner and that is why I believe that a slave can never be tortured enough or whipped too severely! Those welts on a slaves body should read like brail if you whip a slave right!

Dec 15 -Ho Hum... it is my FUCKING BORING work christmas party tonight! the last few years I would rather watch paint dry. I decided to spruce it up by having a few beers before we go and allowing slave rich one beer there...it will last all night because I plan on filling it up often with my own piss LOL. at least I can do kinky things like this to make my evening entertaining LOL!

Dec 2006 - Week 2

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Dec 14 - OK I have had a shit week so far. Sorry to bitch, but my Uncle is back in ICU and my life has ben at the fucking hospital. My aunt has been in tears half the time thinking of if he dies and spending Christmas alone" lovely all the stuff I am dealing with here. Sorry again for bitching, but I am stressed and it is hard when family is sick and possibly dying. I am a person who loves like and loves kink and it is stuff like this of why I live and do what I do.... it makes me happy and you only live once!

Dec 10 - Today was a lazy sort of day. I went out and did some Christmas shopping while I left my slave hubby at home with a list of domestic chores like hand washing my panties and I had a ton of ironing for him to do. I treated myself to lunch at TGIF's and managed to get a lot of shopping done as well as down 2 Starbucks latte's LOL! When I got home I hit the hot tub and invited my slave hubby to join me. I had him sit in the corner and before I immersed myself I sat my bare and very sweaty asshole on his face to make him lick it clean after my day of shopping.Oh I believe it was rather flavorful LOL! I can almost cum from having my asshole licked and I like it as much as getting my pussy licked. I admit I usually have my slave hubby lick my asshole only as I do not feel he generally deserves to ever lick a pussy... unless there is another mans cum in it. Sometimes I get weak LOL and will order him lick my pussy to make me cum, but I am getting more and more away from it for him. I would like to eventually only have cocks, balls, a cum filled pussy, assholes and feet be the only things he can lick. Now tonight I just want to get to some wrapping and maybe watch the late football game!

Dec 9 - Mmmmm what a fun evening and as a bonus ..... I am up $168 bucks form poker LOL. The night was rather event full as I had decided once my 2 fetish friends arrived that we felt my vanilla girlfriends could handle the slave reality. I wrestle with disclosing this, but since only 2 vanillas were coming over now instead of 3, we decided to say what the fuck LOL. So slave rich was ordered to be naked and my girlfriend Rhonda had the privilege of stretching out his asshole and putting the XL butt plug up his ass. My other friend Chrissy attached his leash to his collar and he was all set for the evening. I was already wet just looking at my slave like this in front of my friends, especially since his tiny cock was locked up (which has been his life now for over a year and a half) at times I unlock him for a supervised shower and extra cleaning or shaving, but then he is locked back up. Chastity has become permanent for my slave hubby and will be staying that way! Once my 2 vanilla friends arrived we told them we had a surprise for them and I dingle my little bell and call for my slave. WHen he came out my friends jaws dropped and hit the floor and before they could say anything Chrissy spoke up and laid out the reality." Kimmy's little slave hubby here is a very real slave, his cock is totally inadequate and a joke. Kimmy does not allow him to fuck her or even touch her tits. Basically he is a sack of shit and lives now in her house as a permanent slave and that is why he is naked in front of you with his little dicklet locked up and a collar and leash around his neck" I started to giggle in the middle of it and told my friends to believe it because it is true. Rhonda stated for them not to feel embarrassed as my hubby is a pathetic wimp and that I now only fuck other men and have a wife's dream life of having a very real slave as a husband and being able to fuck all the other men I desire....who I want when I want, and as much as I want! I told slave rich to then bend over and show everyone his ass and the big plug LOL and to allow my friends to inspect his chastity cage. Of course we then had about 30 minutes of non-stop questions and there were too many to go over here. Surprisingly the girls seemed rather cozy to the idea of a male slave...hell what women would not! So slave rich went to work serving our drinks and preparing and serving food for us! We had some demonstrations through the night of slave usages like when Rhonda kicked and punched slave rich's balls harder then I have ever seen. He was in agony and his balls swelled up like grapefruits LOL happily all the girls seemed to enjoy his suffering. Rhonda stated..."show me a woman who has not wanted to ever do that and I will show you a liar" LOL. Chrissy being most brash dropped her pants on one occasion and made slave rich hold a glass under her so he could drink her piss. One of my vanillas was shocked by this and Chrissy laughed and told her that this was nothing that I no longer even wipe my own ass...that is my slaves job! My one vanilla asked if he would get sick drinking piss and I explained to her no as it was sterile etc. I asked if next card game if all the girls would consider using my slave as their human toilet and if they were a bit uncomfortable, if they would at least piss into the glass in private then bring it to the table so we could make my slave drink it there. Happily all agreed! I was horny and hoping for a little lesbo action but disappointingly it never came. We broke up the night around 2 am and everyone seemed to have a great time. I told my novice friends that now that they know the reality that next time I will teach them how to whip a slave! I just love when women can learn how to treat a tiny cock wimp LOL. But slave rich did well and he is really getting used to his public humiliations which pleases me to no end! Before I went to bed, I made him get down and lick the bottoms of my dirty feet clean as I was barefoot all night! I love the feeling of dirt being licked off the bottoms of my feet by a slave! Then I harnessed up his face harness and laid him down on my bed and sat up on his face harness and fucked myself silly for almost 20 minutes. I just can't believe how much better I enjoy this sex with him then I did when I used to let his waste of time itty bitty cock inside my pussy. I just wish I started denying him pussy 10 years ago instead of a year and a half ago!

Dec 8 - Well I am looking forward to tonight as I have invited and have 5 girlfriends coming over (3 vanilla, 2 fetish) are coming over for a girls night out here playing poker! I am fairly new at poker, but I have enjoyed it when I have played. The best part is my slave will have his collar on and be serving us all night and I will be calling him slave all night. My vanillas will think it is cute how he serves us and I call him slave. I just like more and more allowing other women to be enlightened and exposed how a tiny cock wimp should live serving us all! I will not be overtly in their face, but they will know I do control him. I never am forceful as to make a "vanilla" feel uncomfortable. Then on the other hand, my fetish friends are used to pissing into a glass and making him drink their pussy piss. So I am sure he will have more then a few glasses of piss from their pussies to drink tonight as I made him pick up 24 Heineken Light beers and another 24 Coronas LOL. Drink up girls, the human toilet is on duty for you all LOL! As well my slave will be making a variety of foods to serve us from quesadillas, pizzas and chicken wings. What I love is 2 of them of course have had slave rich drink their piss and have whipped him on occasion and they both know how tiny and useless his penis is and that he is not allowed inside my pussy and not even allowed to touch my tits. They are 2 of my biggest supporters as they both love big cocks and are sick of wimps who cannot satisfy their pussy and do the job man wise LOL. So after a few beers, who know, slave rich may be showing my vanilla friends his chastised tinnie wienie LOL. Got to run and get some errands done before I start to make my list of orders and rules for my slave tonight!

Dec 2006 - Week 1

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Dec 6 - Wow what a hectic day, I had the lovely call from the school as someone had been in a fight and beat the shit out of a kids 3 years and grades higher! I hate dealing with schools on this stuff, I guess my kids is just supposed to sit there and take some bullies shit. Nope I told them all, do not ever start it, but if it starts, be sure you finish and believe me all my family is fearless. They get it from me being a FEMDOM and their dad being a lifestyle slave... as both of us are courteous, polite....but also fearless and ones who in the vanilla world take shit from no one! So of course, when I got to the school, we find out that someone started it and my kid in turn beat the living fucking shit out of them and is in trouble for "fighting back" What a joke! It takes all my strength not to tell the school officials to go fuck themselves. Ah well looks like they have a few days at home LOL. I seriously wonder what the hell is happening to school boards. please write me if you have had similar dealings with schools on shit like this LOL! I would love to hear from you! But I am not made at my kid at all as they told me the truth and all they did was defend themselves and of course win! That is never a fear as they love karate but have never used at as their fists have no trouble doing the talking for them by simple conventional, non-martial arts means LOL.

Dec 3 - HOLY SHIT.... it is December and that means time to start my christmas shopping and some trips to the Mall of Georgia for me. I love that place. I think the security guards must know me there as I have been publicly naked there on more then a few occasions and remember fondly times there like when I gave a blow job to one of my boyfriends in a washroom.... while my hubby had full knowledge that his wife was inside sucking another mans cock in a public washroom as he was ordered to stand outside the door listening to him moan while I sucked his cock and swallowed his cum. I remember it so well because when we came out, he looked at slave rich and smiled as he told him "Your wife is a wonderful cock sucker cucky boy" as he and I walked together as slave rich walked a step a half step behind us LOL. I have to think of what I want or need this year LOL so I am going to work on my Christmas whish list and will have it up for you all shortly. No obligation, but I definitely appreciate any gifts or tributes from my members and of course you useless fucking tiny dick wimp slaves and collared asshole licking and piss drinking lifestyle slave sluts! So get shopping for Mistress Kim (evil grin and wink)

Dec 2 - I LOVE GOING TO HOCKEY GAMES! WOW!! What a great time I had last night. That sport is so exciting to see live! The whole atmosphere is amazing in that arena! I like it now better then baseball and even football! I love the pumped up action with music, the crowd, the speed of the game, the hits. It really has everything! Last night I got to see the Thrashers beat the Toronto Maple Leafs on some complimentary amazing seats! I took my slave as he likes the game too and we had a great time. I even bought a white Thrashers jersey at the game to wear! It looked smoking hot with my jeans and black stiletto heels! The game was great and my Thrashers won 5-0 and Kari Lehtonen got a shutout. Maybe I brought the boys good luck. I need more tickets, I am now hooked LOL. Maybe next year one of my tribute slaves will tribute me with seasons tickets LOL! After the game we went out to Starbucks and my slave got me a lovely gingerbread latte which I loved! On the home my slave had to piss, so I pulled over on the side of the dark highway and I made him piss into my empty Starbucks cup. I was feeling kinky and pumped up...so I ordered him to strip and give me all his clothes as he should be properly attired like a good slave and be sitting in my car naked! I teased him before I let him in that I should drive away and leave him naked like this and make him get his way home 100% naked from here LOL!I swear that one day I am going to do that and cry laughing as I drove home thinking of him trying to get his naked slave body home LOL! But my soft heart let the naked slave get back in the car LOL but I must say that I really hate clothes on slave as it promotes equality and a slave has to learn to accept public nakedness at times as part of it's life's rules is to have no modesty in regards to its body even when it is spread legged or having it's asshole on display for all to see because after al lit is an animal and a piece of meat! So once back in the car naked, I made him drink his mug of fresh hot yellow cocks piss as we drive home LOL! What a perfect little fetish twist and end to a perfect night at the game! When we got home I made him rub my feet then lick the dirt off my feet's soles clean! So after a good tongue cleaning to the bottom of my feet I ordered my slave to thank me for way taking him to the game, making him drink his cock piss, making him properly ride home naked in my car, and ending his night by allowing him to have the privilege him licking my feet's dirt and sweat off their bottoms! Once he properly thanked me I allowed him to curl up at the end of my bed like a good little pet!

Dec 1- Guess who is going to the hockey game tonight! One of my colleagues at work has seasons and could not go and asked if I would like his 2 tickets. Center ice 15 rows up. ..Giddy Up! I love hockey and love the Thrashers and the whole "Blueland" theme because of all the Finland players! I have not been to a game this year yet so I cannot wait to go! I often get asked what do I do if people recognize me at places like this and to be honest, I have been online for 5 years and yes I have had people on occasion approach me, even at times when I have been with my family. But never once has someone been rude or 'obvious" of my XXX website. Face it, I am a real person, I love my family, my slave, and I just chose to share my life with you all and help you all understand some alternative and fun ways to live your life as well as provide you with some serious XXX erotic entertainment. Plus since I am kinky I wanted my site to reflect my life and NOT be one dimensional so on my site we have all kinds of sex swinging and group sex, lesbian (which I proudly love other women and love to eat pussy) pissing, fisting, cuckold, nude in public, lifestyle BDSM and more. So yes I am kinky and love it, so most people respect the fact that I am not a Hollywood porno bimbo and that I actually have a brain and degree to back it up. They realize that I pack school lunches and that I am real, so every time, people have smiled or simply told me "they love my work" and I actually had one person in the grocery store keep looking at me and I am oh great, I have my kids with me and someone recognizes me. But in passing he smiled and said "Hi Kim, not sure if you remember me from that web conference we attended" This was creative and I chit chatted for a minute and made his day. Then he said, "well keep up the good work, you always have great ideas". So I appreciated this and this was in front of my family! Face it if someone ever was a dick head I would just call security or the police. But for some reason, I find fetish people like you all, and I do not mean you have to love BDSM, but if you are a member of my site, face it you have a flare for fetish and kinkier stuff, and I just find fetish people to me respectful and classy. Maybe it is because they feel a bit reserved with their kinks? Not sure, but you all are great and I hope my site helps you all realize that fetishes are great and you are sane and secure to have them!

Nov 2006 - Week 4

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Nov 27 - What a great nights sleep. I think I need to start fisting my slave hubby's ass more often! After all I really want to be able to full fit both my hands together up his ass and deep inside his body in a double ass fisting! It is a control thing for me as it really feels powerful to fist an ass! My slave was up by 6am and when I got up at 7am he obediently had prepared and had waiting 2 omelets for my Aunt and myself as well as fresh ground coffee. My aunt commented how every women needed a husband like slave rich and I agreed. She asked if he was always like this and I said, well sort of, but that I had a "hand in" how he acts LOL (how could I resist that after fisting his ass last night LOL). After breakfast we headed out to the hospital to take her back to my Uncles room. I visited for a bit and talked to the doctor for a while before heading off to work around 11am. When I got home had a headache and irritated for some reason so I ordered my slave to assume the position on the wall and I got out a few whips and beat the shit out of him.. I know it may sound cruel, but I believe a slaves body is for it's Owner to abuse or use in any way shape or form, and beating and whipping a slave to me is a stress relief as I take frustrations, bad moods, irritations etc of the day on my slaves body! When I am done I feel better like you do when you work out. I am a lifestyle FEMDOM, so whipping a slave for me is a true stress relief. Yes it is sadistic and I love it. Fuck it as that is why a slave is an object and property and why ....I own property!

Nov 26 - Well I hope that you all had a great holiday weekend so far. Our Thanksgiving dinner was wonderful and my slave did a wonderful job on the entire dinner. I was most impressed buy it all, even down to the fact that he had gotten my favorite Merlot wine to serve before dinner with some brie cheese and kalamata olives! Very classy and kudos. My aunt came back to the house for dinner and I found myself giggling at times because here is this sweet older lady and my slave is serving us hand and foot all while he has a very big extra large butt plug shoved up his asshole stretching it out LOL. This is exactly why I love fetish... it takes this normal vanilla event like a family holiday and it puts a kinky "spark" into it that is only known to my slave hubby and myself! This is exactly why I believe in being kinky for a lifestyle as it simply gives everything a spark! After dinner I set my aunt up to stay the night and informed my slave to enquire what she wanted for breakfast and to make sure that he had it fully ready for her when she had to get up at 7am tomorrow. Of course my aunt thinks my slave is the greatest thing since sliced bread and believe me he is LOL. I decided to reward my slave tonight and have some kinky fun. I ordered him on the floor with his ass in the air ready for an inspection and butt plug removal. This plug is pretty large and when I took it out of his ass, his asshole gaped fucking huge, so I grabbed my latex glove and some lube and started to slide my hand into his asshole. SInce his ass is getting so well stretched, it only took a few minutes before my entire hand was easily inside of his asshole and I worked now on sliding it further and further up his ass. After about 5 minutes, I had worked my hand all the way so it was half way up my forearm! It was so empowering to have my hand and arm totally inside my slaves body and up his ass so far like this! My slave hubby of course was locked in chastity but there was a huge pool of cum under his chastity cage as this is a way of milking because of the prostrate stimulation. My slaves knees where shaking as slide my hand even further up his asshole! With my hand still up his ass I made him slide down and eat up the big puddle of cock cum off the floor. face it, I love treating him like an animal and eating off the floor sure does it, especially when it is cum he is eating! Mmmmm now that was fun and for extra torture, I slide my hand out of his ass and made him sit there inches in front of my pussy but forbidden to touch or taste it as I masturbated and squirted all while telling him that it is too bad that he is not a real man as he could have tasted my pussy or even fucked it. I really rubbed it in and mocked my slave as I played with my tits and sucked my nipples all as I taunted him about how he is not even allowed to even touch his wife's big bouncy tits because he is a useless piece of shit slave animal and that "his wife's tits..are for real men, not slave animals like him" LOL! Oh this teasing and denial gets me off huge and my pussy squirted again! By now I was entertained and orgasmed out and was ready to sleep! Since my slave was a good little wimp husband and took his ass fisting so well, I put his XL butt plug back up his ass and allowed him to curl up and lick the bottom of my feet clean before we faded off to sleep!

Nov 2006 - Week 3

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Nov 23 - Happy Thanksgiving everyone. I am going to be spending the better part of today at the hospital with my Aunt and Uncle. I have my cuckold wimp slave hubby staying in the kitchen preparing us a lovely Thanksgiving dinner for around 4 pm today. I want to get back by around 1pm from the hospital to actually sit back and relax and watch some football as I unwind! I plan on giving my wimp slave a good stuffing himself tonight once I drive my aunt back home. Lets just say that more then the turkey will be stuffed as I harness up my strapon as I am in the mood to give me a serious long and hard ass fuck with my big strapon cock. It has been at least 3 weeks and I do not like going so long without stretching out or fucking his ass. I am thinking of developing an ass stretching training routine because I want his asshole to be easily accessible for my entire hand to fist it at any given time or place on my command. So to do this, my cuckolds asshole will need daily stretching. I admit I am twisted and want my ultimate goal to be to totally 2 hand, double fist his ass up to my elbows LOL Told you I am one sick and twisted FEMDOM chic LOL!

Nov 21 - Hey All - bare with me as I catch up here in my Journal. My uncle had gotten very ill again and I thought he was going to pass on as he was on life support for over a week and I have been rather distressed to say the least. I spent many nights at the hospital with my aunt and caring for her and then to make matters worse I had to make a business trip to Zurich Switzerland for 10 days. I was rather pissed at the fact that I was thrust into at the last minute from my office and it was not an option not to go to this. So I plan on after the holidays here getting you caught up once my damn life allows me to slow down and catch a breath myself! So if I have not gotten back to your email in the last week or so, this is why, so bare with me as life attempts to return to normal LOL! On a happy note, when I went on my business trip to Europe... so did the only key to my cuckold slave hubby's locked chastity cage. That was one thing that made me smile the whole trip was knowing that his useless little cock was securely locked up and the ONLY key was 5000 miles away! Believe me I seriously thought of leaving the key in a banks safety deposit box in Zurich and returning home without it as I see no reason ever for his tiny cock to have as much as a single day of freedom out of chastity ever again! Plus I know that if I did ever unlock his chastity cage that the compulsive fucking masturbator that my cuckold wimp slave hubby is... he would have his hands all over his clit sized tiny penis getting himself off as much as he; could just like every fucking cuckold wimp husband who is inadequate and too useless to satisfy their wife's pussy does! All they think of is themselves and their clit sized penis, unlike a real man who thinks of actually satisfying a woman! Ah well just thinking of this makes me feel pissed off....so guess who is getting a nice hard balls kicking when they get back from doing my errands and picking up groceries LOL!

Nov 2006 - Week 2

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Nov 19 - I got in late last night. Very exhausted. Need to seriously sleep due to exhaustion and jet lag! Talk to you all in the net day or 2 and bring you up to speed on my latest fucking "Hell Month".

Nov 2006 - Week 1

2007-04-06T08:06:00.000-07:00

Nov 2 - I had an early start to my day but then got a great email and pic of one of my fans big cocks! My fan Scott loves how I deny my slave hubby's worthless little cock and I admit that I love to masturbate to my fans pics of their YUMMY cocks... all as I tell my slave hubby how useless and inadequate he is! So I was rather excited to feel a bit rested and was in a serious.... "I want to punish my slave mood" LOL. So when I got my fan Scott's big cock pic.... I put up on my monitor and quickly started to finger myself! He has exactly the kind of cock that can properly fuck a woman! One that can actually stretch my pussy and make me cum! I brought my wimp in and showed him the pic and as usual... I told him that the cock on the monitor was what a cock is supposed to look like and the kind that are supposed to be inside a woman's pussy. You have to understand, my slave hubby's chastised cock is the size of my thumb. So I put him on his knees and for some reason today, I really let loose on him and smacked his face so hard it almost spun his head off. I really wanted to punish him for being so small and inadequate and I was energized to deliver a serious discipline session LOL. I got up and got my heavy wooden paddle and put him ass up over the desk with his face looking at the big cock on the screen...and I proceeded to repeatedly beat and blister his ass as I told him how useless he is and a disgusting excuse to have any size cock or balls on his body. Then I got mid evil and I smacked his balls so hard with the wooden paddle he was wailing in agony LOL. His balls were like glowing cherries LOL after 20 of the hardest wooden paddle smashes I have ever given! So what did I do next that his balls were in stinging agony.... delivered 20 more of the absolute harshest wooden paddle ball busting smacks to the slaves, these were so sever (and fun to do LOL) that his swollen balls were SCARLETT RED and I love it! I was on a roll now so I smacked his face again ordering my whimpering slave to the floor as I propped my legs up the desk looking at the huge cock on my monitor and made my slave hubby open his mouth on the floor so he could catch my squirting cum as I masturbated away to that cock! After only a few minutes my cunt was gushing cum rivers in spurts as I was masturbating and thinking of that big cock sliding in me as my pussy juice squirts were was covering my slaves face and mouth! When I was done, I told him that is what real men do for me, and that is something he is not. Finally with him on the floor I let go a stream of piss and covered his face and made him drink it all down.. I told him if that stud was here I would have him piss in his mouth every chance I could get and he would get used to having his tongue deep inside up my boyfriends asshole! I am in a quandary though now… I love blistering and torturing his balls, but I also hate that he has them on his body since he is so useless and I want to have them medically cut off and permanently removed as I really do not feel that a wimp slave should have balls. I know of a few places in the USA and Europe – proper medical facilities that can and will do this procedure. That way all he would properly have is a little clit –sized sissy cock and his ass would be his fuckhole! I want to ask the real men out there a question... does it not bother you that wimps like him have balls, does it not insult you? I would think it does for sure! After having to put up with a useless cock for so long it sickens me that wimps like my slave hubby would get sexual pleasure while leaving women like me TOTALLY UNSATISIFIED! These slaves are getting sexual pleasure as if they were a real man, or an equal to you! Personally I think small cock slaves should have their balls removed so only real men can ever fuck women! This way a slave will always know it is inferior and not a man like those hot studs who fuck me! I know it sounds fantasy landish, but I do believe and advocate that slaves; be they male or female, should be tattooed or branded as well and be permitted by law to be kept naked in public and on their collar and leash for real.

Oct 2006 - Week 4

2006-10-30T09:17:00.000-08:00

Oct 30 - I had an early start to my day but then got a great email and pic of one of my fans big cocks! Scott loves how I deny my slave hubby's worthless little cock and I admit that I love to masturbate to my fans pics of their YUMMY cocks... all as I tell my slave hubby how useless and inadequate he is! So I was rather excited to feel a bit rested and was in a serious.. I want to punish my slave mood LOL. So when I got my fan Scott's big cock pic.... I put up on my monitor and quickly started to finger myself! He has exactly the kind of cock that can properly fuck a woman! One that can actually stretch my pussy and make me cum! I brought my wimp in and showed him the pic and as usual... I told him that the cock on the monitor was what a cock is supposed to look like and the kind that are supposed to be inside a womans pussy. You have to understand, my slave hubbys chastised cock is the size of my thumb. So I put him on his knees and for some reason today, I really let loose on him and smacked his face so hard it almost spun his head off. I really wanted to punish him for being so small and inadequate and I was energized to deliver a serious discipline session LOL. I got up and got my heavy wooden paddle and put him ass up over the desk with his face looking at the big cock on the screen...and I proceeded to repeatedly beat and blister his ass as I told him how useless he is and a disgusting excuse to have any size cock or balls on his body. Then I got mid evil and I smacked his balls so hard with the wooden paddle he was wailing in agony LOL. His balls were like glowing cherries LOL after 20 of the hardest wooden paddle smashes I have ever given! After 20 of the harshest wooden paddle smacks to the nuts, his balls were SCARLETT RED and I love it! I was on a roll now so I smacked his face again ordering my whimpering slave to the floor as I propped my legs up the desk looking at the huge cock on my monitor and made my slave hubby open his mouth on the floor so he could catch my squirting cum as I masturbated away to that cock! After only a few minutes my cunt was gushing cum thinking of that big cock sliding in it and I was covering his face and mouth! When I was done, I told him that is what real men do for me, and that is something he is not. Finally with him on the floor I let go a stream of piss and covered his face and made him drink most of it. I told him if that stud was here I would have him piss in his mouth every chance I could get! I am in a quandary though now… I love blistering and torturing his balls, but I also hate that he has them on his body since he is so useless and I want to have them medically cut off and permanently removed as I really do not feel that a wimp slave should have balls. I know of a few places in the USA and Europe – proper medical facilities that can and will do this procedure. That way all he would properly have is a little clit –sized sissy cock and his ass would be his fuckhole! I want to ask the real men out there a question... does it not bother you that wimps like him have balls, does it not insult you? That this wimps get sexual pleasure while leaving women like me TOTALLY UNSATISIFIED! These slaves are getting sexual pleasure as if they were a real man, or an equal to the real men who fuck us right! Personally I think all small cock slave should have their balls removed so only real men can ever fuck women! This way a slave will always know it is inferior and not a man like those hot studs who fuck me! My slave hubby has told me he accepts that I plan to "modify" him and he believes that no longer having balls will help him even more become the purest form of a slave!

Oct 29 - Hey, guess who is feeling rested. I actually got 8 hours of sleep for the first time in months! I started my day by ordering my chastised slave hubby to make me breakfast while I sent outside to the hot tub. My slave served me a delicious fruit smoothie while I sat back and watched CNN in the tub to try and catch up on the days news. It makes my day to see his tiny cock chastised and him wearing only his leather collar as he serves me outside! There is something about seeing my slave hubby properly and totally bare assed naked except for his permanently locked on chastity cage and his leather slave collar that always makes me smile. I wish I could permanently destroy every bit of his clothing and ensure that he would never wear any clothes ever again. To me this is how he would live in my perfect world. Never clothed again! To me slaves should be permanently naked, so I do the best I can keeping him this way as much as possible. Living naked so his chastity cage is always visible is perfect and being naked always makes him realize that he is totally dependant on me and vulnerable and NOT EVER an equal to me! I reminded him that we are going on 17 months of his being in permanent chastity and of course17 months since he was last inside my pussy ( and never to be allowed inside my pussy again BTW). We talked and he said that he really is accepting that my pussy denial decision for him as my slave is permanent and he now truly accepts and realizes that he never will orgasm or be inside my pussy again. His permanently chastity and pussy denial has without doubt made him a much better slave and a true slave. Slave rich said that now it feels proper to him that my pussy is only for other men ( and I only fuck other me who have big cocks) He said he now fully agrees with me and understands my reasoning ceasing his own selfish total sexual denial. He then thanked me for helping make him a proper slave truly without rights and to make him sacrifice and suffer for my pleasure, amusement and benefit. My slave hubby stated as well that he is honored be locked up and permanently denied my pussy and that he has piece of mind knowing that I now exclusively have amazing fulfilling sex with other men. Slave rich said that he genuinely is disgusted that he ever received pleasure from my pussy and was ever allowed inside my pussy since he is so small, worthless or a slave....and I agreed 100% with him. A slaves place is to serve without personal pleasure. His pleasure must me from solely serving me unselfishly. Sexually this is something that his tiny cock NEVER could do, his tongue yes...that is why he worships my asshole and pussy with his mouth, and serves as a cock sucker and creampie cleaner for my pussy and my boyfriends cum loads as well as a urinal drinking piss! So it was great to communicate like this and it is wonderful that my slav and I can speak so openly. That is why I love BDSM as it truly allows for the ultimate in communication!

Oct 27 - Well it looks like the sickness is slowing down, thank God that this flu only seemed to hit them for 24-48 hours. Trust me I am exhausted now and seriously need some sleep! I have to tell you though that Pinky and the Brain box set that my member Lloyd sent me was worth it's weight in gold sweetie. I enjoyed it immensely and will be watching it many more times to come! Easily one of the best new cartoon shows geared as much for adults as kids, as there has been in years LOL! Well I am off to bed as I seriously need to catch up on some sleep, then I will try to catch up on a mountain of emails and if all goes well I need to catch up on punishing my slave hubby too. Nothing in particular that he did, just for having a small useless cock LOL

Oct 2006 - Week 3

2006-10-30T09:16:00.000-08:00

Oct 25 - Another long night last night as another one of the kids started puking and I spent half my damn night running between bed rooms, changing puke soaked bed sheets. Oh well it is the tough part of being a parent as long as the nights can be, I still would not change it for the world. My very sweet long time member Lloyd made my day today as I stopped by the post office after my chiro appointment and there was a gift waiting there for me. A Pinky and the Brain Season 1 DVD box set!!! I was so delighted and thanks so much Lloyd. Believe me, after the month I have had of the CC Bill policy review and now the kids being sick, getting something like this that will make me laugh is perfect timing. So big kisses. I stopped at Sam's Club to pick up some groceries and I grabbed one of their chickens ( I love those chickens LOL) as none of us had time to make a dinner. So with the house still in shambles of sickies, this would at least be good and quick. Then tonight I want to sit back and watch some of my Pinky and the Brain present!

Oct 24 - I want to know if someone has put a curse on me! Is there a Kim voodoo doll with pins in it's back LOL. But on my bad month... last night at 2:20 am one of the kids was up barfing into bowl. So nurse mom was back in action tending to a case of the flu. I felt bad as they had a fever as well of 103 which had me a little more worried. I was just glad that technology has things like digital ear thermometers! I still like the rectal ones for fetish play though LOL. Ah I glad I can laugh at myself today as I have a wicked headache from both my back and being over tired. Hell I was basically awake from 2 am until 4 am , then back up at 5:30. I am just waiting for the next one to start tossing their cookies. I know I want to look into that flu shot as I hate so much getting sick! So hopefully I will get some sleep as this Advil kicks in if it dies I will write more later.

Oct 22 - Alright it has been a couple of days of non-stop work and not a whole shit load of fun as I have tried to catch back up on everything since the "lost week". Believe me it was hellish to stay the least LOL. Sadly it did not do any favors for my fucked up back. So now I want to simply relax, sit back and put my feet up on my slave and start to watch some of the baseball playoffs. Personally I am cheering for the Tigers. I mean Detroit has won sweet fuck all in the last 10 years. I do not even think they have been in the playoffs. So that is why I am routing for them. Lord knows I want to forget the year that the Braves had. As well, I had slave rich order up that NHL hockey package for the satellite dish as I do love hockey. I know some experts predict that the Thrashers will kick some ass this year and so far all is going well. I am going to try to look at the schedule as I really want to get down to some games this year. To be honest hockey may be my favorite live sport and here in Atlanta it is really caught back on! It is fast, skilled and action packed. Plus I love looking at the goalie mask paint jobs LOL. I am kicking myself that last winter when we were in Chicago that I didn't get to a Black Hawks game!

Oct 2006 - Week 3

2006-10-30T08:58:00.000-08:00

Oct 2006 - Week 2

2006-10-25T08:12:00.000-07:00

Oct 11 to Oct 18 - Hey all, well we spent a hellish and fucking nerve wracking entire last week dealing with CC Bill as they went through the site (actually all our included sites that we run that you get with membership here) with a fine tooth comb to ensure it meet fully with their acceptable use policy on s random review Think of it like the IRS of website's stopping by. So both mine and slave rich's stress levels hit max overload last week! Happily I can report that all is good and our site AbsoluteKim is in full compliance. But now you see the issue and headache is that if a site does not comply....get ready for this.... CC Bill simply and instantly REMOVES THE WEBSITES ENTIRES FUCKING MEMBERS AREA PERMANENTLY from their access and the entire site thus has no more members and all the current members have no access! I know webgirls that have been in tears because this has happened to them! Years of work gone on their site and remember it is a business that we run as well... is gone in an instant! So now you can see my point of how nerve wracking it is especially on a fetish site like mine! But everything I feature is all fully acceptable from a legal standard. Yes they are that picky! Particular the BDSM and piss stuff raises eyebrows and is looked at. They look long and hard at the BDSM to ensure it is not "violence" and that is why I never would beat a slave until it was bleeding and that my lifestyle of BDSM is consensual! The next item that is a hot point in the policy review is "pissing" and does my pissing content meet the standards for acceptable piss or piss drinking media. Again we were very pleased when the review was done and we are in compliance. We know we were but it is tough when a non fetish person see's or interprets things. Believe me slave rich spent many hours reviewing everything and going over all their questions every day! To be honest and to the fact we know the legal rules and make sure we follow them to a "T" with "i" all dotted and "t'" crossed! So kudos to my slave hubby for dealing with all this and ensuring as a good slave does that everything is done right! Kudos to slave rich! Now due to my back injury and the policy review form CC Bill I am way behind on my emails you all have sent so bare with me while I catch up! Kisses, Kimmy

Oct 9 - Today is a hectic day As I have to go to my back specialist and then my normal doctor and my chiropractor LOL. Lord knows it will be a waiting room fiasco. Trust me I am already beyond sick of waiting rooms I hate them as I always get sick from some one in there LOL. That is why I bring my own books and paper and lately I have told the receptionist after I check in that I will be outside and to call my cell phone when I am about to go in. thankfully they all seem to understand. I kind of like the exam gowns as I never wear panties LOL and it feels sort of kinky being naked in the gown being examined LOL. Hey I have to find some fun for all these damn lower back exams! But I plan on treating my slave for doing a good job and being such a good cock sucker and creampie eater this past weekend as well as taking his whipping from Master Tanner so well! So I am picking us up a Mediterranean style thin crust pizza for us for dinner and hopefully we can sit back and catch up on some emails and such!

Oct 2006 - Week 1

2006-10-25T08:11:00.001-07:00

Oct 7 - I was looking so forward to tonight! I needed to get the fuck out of the house and my MALEDOM friend Tanner invited my slave and I over for dinner and an evening of kink. Of course my slave would be making dinner for us once we arrived and he stripped and his body humiliatingly inspected by Tanner LOL!. Once we did get to Tanner's, I ordered slave rich to immediately strip and present his naked body on all 4'sup on the dining table for Master Tanner to inspect. Tanner always laughs at my slave hubby's tiny and chastised cock and he really pinched his nipples hard and spent some time examining slave rich's mouth. When he got around to his ass, Tanner shoved his middle finger all the way he could up inside slave rich's asshole. He left it there and moved it all around inside and once he removed it he ordered slave rich to open his mouth so he could slide his finger inside of it and slave rich could taste his own ass! Tanner told slave rich what a joke of a male he was and that he was a disgrace to even be referred to as a male. Tanner berated him some more and started to play with my tits and kiss me as he continued his verbal humiliation as he told slave rich what a wimp he was and how pathetic he is that his wife only fucks other men's cocks because he is too useless to fuck a woman. Mmmm this was making me wet! Before he ordered slave rich off the table, he whacked my slaves balls 5 times so hard that my slave was in tears after just 5 balls punches! What a wimp LOL. tanner told him to stop his sobbing and get to work on starting dinner and cleaning his bedroom and living room while he sat back with the slaves wife to kiss her and play with her tits LOL. Oh I was feeling delighted seeing my slave hubby dominated by another man and serving him naked and collared while my hot studs enjoyed my tits as he barked orders and insults at my cuckold slave hubby. Especially since it is another man that I enjoy so much to fuck and have his cock inside my pussy while my cuckold wimp slave hubby is never allowed to fuck me LOL! It is very rewarding and fulfilling to have the power and lifestyle that I can never allow his cock inside me! It has been almost 15 months since he was allowed in my pussy and the thought of his greedy little useless cock inside me actually revolts me! It hits home best when other men fuck me and I mock my slave hubby of his inadequate piece of flesh that sits between his legs.... all as other men's big cocks make me moan and scream with pleasure! It is fun too to make slave rich put his face an inch from mine as I suck on another mans cock like Tanners. I love flicking my tongue at him as I savor the cock in my mouth and taunt him about how good it tastes and how I love so much to suck other men's cocks.... and never his! Just hearing or saying this sometimes makes me cum! I have started to tell slave rich to look at my studs faces as their cock is in his wife's mouth and to look at their pleasure and listen as they tell my cuckold wimp slave hubby how good his wife sucks their cock! ultimate is when they cum in my mouth.. I always without fail show slave rich their cum in my mouth and on my face and tell him that this is something that as my slave that he will never get to do again...have an orgasm. The guys usually then like to tell him what a good cock sucker that his slut wife is LOL. Why thank you my sweet studs (evil cum face grin). Now some guys like me to swallow it all, while others prefer me to cum swap and drool all their cock cum into my cuckold wimp slave hubby and make him eat their cocks cum load from his wife's mouth LOL! Hey to me it is all good! Tanner knew my back was in rough shape and asked if I was up for a fuck. For Tanner's cock... I am always up for a fuck so I laid on my back with my legs hanging over his sofa as he started to lick my pussy and I instantly had some orgasms. I yelled to my wimp slave hubby in the kitchen to cum watch a real man lick his wife's pussy LOL! After a squirter of an orgasm, I needed his big cock inside me so Tanner ordered slave rich to lube his cock with his mouth. So like a good cuckold wimp hubby slave rich slid Tanner's cock into his mouth and lapped his big cock head until it was hard and slippery wet. Once it was lubed by my slave hubbys mouth, slave rich was ordered to open his wife's legs and slide Tanner's big cock into his wife..... and then get on the floor looking up at my ass to watch a real man properly fuck and satisfy his wife! As much as my back hurt, this was making it all feel better ...after about 20 minutes Tanner told slave rich to get is useless mouth up to my ass / pussy as he was about to cum in my cunt. Mmmm I was creaming just hearing this as I clawed at the sofa. Finally I could feel Tanner's cock start to grow and explode an absolute mammoth amount of cum into my pussy. I shuddered as I massively orgasmed at the same time as my hot stud. This is the type of thing that my wimps cock NEVER could do to me and why he will never fuck me again! Tanner ordered slave rich to open his mouth wide as he then pulled his cock from inside my pussy and a river of cum flowed out from my pussy into my slave hubby's mouth! Tanner grabbed slave rich's head and forced him to deep lick all of his man load of cum from my pussy. It was so sweet feeling my hubby slave another mans sperm from where his cock just unloaded into his wife's pussy LOL.Once all the cum was eaten out of my pussy by my cuckold, Tanner made him open his mouth one more time so he could lick all the cum and my pussy juices off his cock. I laughed at my slave hubby and as his mouth was full of my studs cock... I asked him how he liked always having to taste his wife's pussy on other men's cocks LOL... Mmmm this was totally blissful and a much needed fuck for me, as it really did make me feel better! The rest of the night was fun watching slave rich eat dinner scraps out of his food bowl on the floor at Tanners feet, and of course Tanner whipped him hard enough and long enough to welt his slave body for another week . We headed out around 2 am and Tanner requested that slave rich be made to walk out down the hallway, use the elevator and go through the parking garage ...totally naked with his collar on his leash. This way if anyone (and who cares at 2:15 am) saw him they would see him in his reality as a slave with a chastised cock. after al he is not legally naked in his chastity cage and collar! After the great night I had and believe me the great fuck helped LOL. I said yes. It felt beyond cool actually walking my slave though slave in a public place like this in a proper fashion ...naked, chastised and leashed. We walked down the hallway and slave rich was so scared as he stood naked waiting for the elevator. Sadly no one was in side when it opened LOL. When we got out of the elevator in the parking garage, 2 rather hot looking girls coming home from a club or party passed us in the parking garage and when they saw us coming out and their jaws dropped. I just kept on walking my naked slave on his leash and I smiled at them in passing and said..."Girls I do recommend that you each get yourselves one of these" and just kept on walking as they paused and then laughed their asses off. A second later on yelled to slave rich...nice ass...then the other one yelled "too bad about the tiny cock though" followed by more laughs. I was never more proud to own a slave in what ranks easily as one of my greatest humiliations ever! I was feeling so kinky that I put my naked slave in the trunk and slammed the lid shut. As I drove through the city I was so fucking wet knowing I had a naked slave locked in the trunk of my car! Wen we got home I wa so horny I masturbated LOL and locked my wimp slave hubby in the closet on the floor gagged appropriately with a penis gag and in a hogtied position as since I am feeling a bit better I have a lot of pent up deviancy to let loose LOL.

Oct 5 - Wow what a great nights sleep for a change last night! I actually clocked in about 10 straight hours! When I got up I called for my slave to bring me my coffee and to get his face between my ass and lick my asshole until it was fresh and clean. That is one thing that I love about totally controlling his life and having a slave is that you know how sweaty your asshole can feel when you first wake up in the morning.... all tacky, hot and sticky LOL ...well it starts my day right to be able to order a slaves tongue to taste all that over night ass flavor and lap my puckered asshole until it is as clean as if scrubbed it in the shower. My rule here is that my asshole is sparkling fresh and clean BEFORE I shower or get in the tub! I then had my slave run be a bath and prepare my breakfast and bring it to my tub. The smoothie was devine and I followed it up with some more Starbucks coffee as I had my slave hubby shave my legs and pussy. When I got out he dried me off and went to work on a foot massage and doing a pedicure on my toes. Oh I do love having these done, especially seeing a naked slave wearing a collar and leash doing it! After lunch I did my stretching and some light exercises on the stepper as I went for a short walk. It was meet the teacher night at school so that is always fun LOL. Since they are all dong well I agreed to stop on the way home and allow them to get the new NHL hockey for Nintendo. Speaking of that I have to check the guide and start watching the Thrashers. I am a HUGE fan but have a hard time watching hockey while the baseball playoff season is still on LOL!

Oct 3 - Today I had one of the most agonizing massages of all time! Oh let me tell you it ii some kind of fun LOL. OMG I thought I was going to have to be peeled off the ceiling as my therapist worked out some very deep tissue knots and scar tissue with all types of very deep work and worse yet... frictions.....that is where they over the muscles sideways to break up scar tissue. Afterwards I was in a worse condition then before my massage so I took some pain killers and sat my ass down in the hot tub for a long soak and some hydrotherapy. Afterwards I took a nap and tried again to catch up on more emails. I apologize for being so tardy on some but it is hard at times to even sit and type. I sent my slave out to the grocery store and had him pick me up some fresh tropical fruit for some smoothies as I had a craving for them as of late. If all goes well I plan to have a quite night and just sit back and watch the Robin Williams movie RV.

Oct 1 - I got up around 8:30 and slave rich was still asleep and his balls were still swollen like a balloon from my BBW friends vicious kicks! I awoke him by shoving a funnel into his mouth as I stood over him and streamed a very long morning piss into his mouth! God love a human urinal as a slave! Once done pissing into my slaves mouth I ordered him to lick clean my sweaty asshole as I needed a shower and my policy is for my slave that he will lick my asshole clean BEFORE I shower, not after it. I want to shower with a clean asshole, plus this way he gets to truly taste his Owners ass flavor! As I showered I ordered him to begin making and serve me a Greek omelet and some fresh Starbucks coffee as I laid back and watched CNN to catch up on the news. Slave rich could hardly walk and I decided right then and there what I liked this and I going to intensify torturing of his cock and balls. I love ass whippings, but CBT is my favorite! I have spent my bed ridden time in some online lifestyle DOM forums learning some very exotic new torture methods such with things such as ice, crickets (to bite the balls and cock.. supposedly it feels like little electrical stings) that is really twisted and I love that idea! Think of the slave being tied up and watching 20 tiny crickets crawl all over his cock and balls biting away on it with their stinging little bites that swell up lovely all while he is helpless to do anything! Mmmmm insect torture is VERY WICKED and a true physical and mental torture and I admit that the thought of crickets torture to his cock and balls has me excited! Of course I want an electrical set too as I want to start to use electrical shock torture on his cock and balls on a regular basis too! Fuck, his penis is useless for a pussy so why not amuse myself with it in sadistically humorous and entertainingly ways! Just the imagery alone of those tortures is down right sadistic! But for the afternoon now i am going to sit back, have a nap and watch some football. I have to check the guide to see what good games are on today! I am looking forward to tonight s Amazing Race to see if the bimbos get bounced off the show! I have to tell you they are a piece of work LOL. as well that couple from Kentucky cracks me up..."I ain't ever seen an Asian before" OMG I was in tears.. talk about backwoods LOL. Ah it feels good to laugh! Well I am off to my hot tub and then the slave will be giving me a manicure, pedicure and a pussy and shave!

Sept 2006 - Week 4

2006-10-25T08:11:00.000-07:00

Sept 30 - Hey all, I am feeling a but better today. I have some pretty heavy duty muscle relaxants and tylenol pumped into me as it is the only way right now i can tolerate the days LOL! slave rich has got my laptops wireless all sorted out, so at least now I can work with it in bed a bit easier and email and chat with some of you! Oh hey, was the other night entertaining! Angie my BBW friend came over and did she let into slave rich. RIght form the word go on her arrival she was abusing him. When he was removing her shoes, she made him lick her feet clean and then laid him out on the floor and her entire 265 lbs stood on his ass and told him to get used to her walking all over him! When she got off of him she opened her skirt in the rear and asked slave rich if he ever worshipped a BBW before as she spread her massive ass apart and told him to lick and taste her asshole. I have to tell you it was so hot seeing my little wimp slave hubby serving this very large but sexually powerful woman! This was instantly making me feel better, especially because she was so dominant and aggressive. When he was serving us coffee, slave rich spilled a bit and she yanked his hair and smacked the living shit out of his face telling him how fucking useless he was and made him lick it all off the floor. Later on when she had to piss, (I had told her how he is my urinal) she ordered him to the floor and face sat him with all her weight and ordered him to open his mouth for her piss! I loved seeing this 265 lb woman spread her pussy wide and piss into my slaves mouth! OMG I was wet, even on my all my meds, I was fucking wet seeing this BBW dominate my slave! Later in the evening she tied my slave hubby with his knees over a chair with his hands to the ground so his ass was hit in the air and his balls swinging freely. Angie got out her stinger crop and literally beat his balls for 20 minutes and left him in tears and screaming at times. Now I have beat his balls hard, but this was to a new level even for me. Trust me I believe that BBW DOM's are mean business LOL! Then she went to work on his ass and Angie used 5 different implements, including a sturdy piece of oak to leave my slaves ass a welted deeply red and bruised mass of sore flesh. Lets just say, my slave will not sit down to well for a week at least! I told Angie that I was really compelled at how erotically powerful it was seeing a large BBW really manhandle my slave! She told me it was natural for her and she is proud to be a BBW and be proud of what she is. Her confidence was amazing to me and I was beyond impressed. Angie and I had a great night and in the end she ended her visit ion style. Once slave rich put on her shoes and kissed her feet, he was ordered to lay back, spread eagle and Angie let go with 5 of the hardest kicks, with all her 265 lbs of BBW weight behind her... into slave rich's balls! By the 5th kick , his balls had already started to swell and within a half an hour, his balls were the size of a large grapefruit! I loved it and could not resist smacking his balls when they were this swollen. It put him in tears and I loved it! I definitely want my BBW friend to abuse my slave hubby more as he goes quite hard on him which is the way it should be in my eyes! I was compassionate though and allowed my slave to put a pack of ice on his balls as they were turning a lovely shade of purple LOL! Ah now I will definitely sleep well as I ordered my slave to sleep on the hard wood floor beside my bed with his swollen purple balls aching all night long. Mmmmm what sadistic bliss!

Sept 28 - Well it has been a hard few days to say the least. I am sorry if I have ben late getting back to any of your emails, but I have felt like crap and until today, I have barely been out of bed. My slave has done an admirable job of serving me. I have to tell you that I have definitely benefited having him serve as my human urinal at my bedside LOL! But my back has felt so bad that I called my chiropractor and she brought her portable table over to the house and did an adjustment for me right here in my bedroom! Believe me I was cringing at the thought of having to get into a car, so this was a godsend! as well I scheduled my massage therapist to come over and do a 1.5 hour treatment on me at the house as well. I am really happy that for a few extra bucks I can get house calls. But in the same token, I have been long term patients of both! On an upside I have watched a ton of movies. Some were total no brainers like The Cookout LOL , then on the other side of the coin I watched Syriana with George Clooney. The movie is a slow moving political thriller but it does make you think. The nail extraction scene is not for the squeamish! I am actually looking forward to tonight as I am going to get some real entertainment because a BBW Dominatrix friend of mine is coming over and she is about 265 lbs, she is very pretty... very large LOL... and has a huge ass .... and I want her to abuse slave rich for me since I am out of commission. I personally get really turned on by a large BBW abusing my tiny cock slave hubby. So it should be fun!

Sept 25 - Well another day at home and on the disabled list for me LOL. I hope to be able to do some work from here today so I can collect a paycheck LOL. Yesterday went pretty good I sat back with my slave and we watched the Bengal's - Steelers game. I admit I like the Bengals and Carson Palmer...they are my sleeper team. I will always love the Falcons, but do like other teams. But that was an exciting game. On exciting, I was reading one of slave rich's ESPN magazines and freaked out about that amazing stadium that the Arizona Cardinals built. Please anyone who has been to it, write me and tell me about it and send me some pics. That place looks so cool. a retractable glass roof and the sod for football is kept outside and rolled in! FUCKING COOL! I actually think the Cardinals will be good with Warner and Edgrin James! I was surprised with some company yesterday too as a few friends including Tanner (my male DOM friend) he brought me a wonderful gift in a iPod Nano! What a sweetie! Trust me I needed it so I could give my middle kid theirs back LOL. Tanner whispered something to me and it made me smile. When slave rich brought in eveyones drinks and served them, Tanner asked him if he could please speak to him. I smiled as they walked out of the room and headed upstairs... because Tanner had to piss and he asked if it was OK for him to piss into slave rich's mouth! Tanner made him get on his knees, open his mouth as he slid his perfect cock all the way into my slave hubby's open mouth and down his throat and let go of a very long hot stream that my as slave rich served as a true slave should! He then gave slave rich's balls 3 very hard smacks, and one good punch to make sure he kept serving me like a Queen LOL! Tanner then turned around and ordered my slave hubby to lap and suck his balls and then slid his tongue up his asshole to freshen his ass. He spread his smooth tanned ass wide and made slave rich really stretch his neck, almost begging and lapping his tongue in the air to lick his asshole. Tanner then he shoved my slave hubby's head down and sat right down on slave rich's face as his balls and cock smacked slave rich's face hard. Tanner told him to make sure his tongue cleaned DEEP up his asshole as Tanner lifted his legs so all his weight was on my slave hubby's head forcing slave rich's tongue deeper up Tanner's hot ass then it ever has been before LOL! Tanner said that my cuckold wimp slave hubby does a great job at licking a man's asshole too LOL like a good wimp cuckold should! He said you can tell that my slave knows he really is inferior to all other men by how enthusiastically his tongue goes up a dominant males ass and Tanner said that slave rich does try hard to get the approval of male doms with his oral service and worship of their assholes and balls. Tanner reminded him verbally that he is a useless piece of shit slave and how Tanners cock gets to go inside my pussy but slave rich's does not .... so that made my day to say the least. But knowing a dominant male used my slave husbands mouth as a urinal for their cock and piss to go into always makes me smile and improves my mood! Everyone left around 3:30 which was fine because I was getting tired and needed a nap. I got up around 6:30 pm and had slave rich make me a nachos platter with lots of black olives LOL and another Corona so I was assured that I would sleep good tonight with the beer and my pain killers LOL. I spent most of last night then on the phone talking with Tanner to thank him again for the iPod, and a few other of my friends and then I called my Aunt and Uncle for a while to check in with them now that all 3 of us are in gimp mode LOL.

Sept 23 - So it is the weekend and I am finally getting back to my feet and sat on the computer today long enough to answer some emails. Then I parked my ass on the floor to try some gentle stretching. It helped and I actually felt pretty good. Good enough to want to watch a movie tonight. I want to watch Lord of War, slave hubby recorded it on the Tivo a while back in HD so I think that may be a good choice. As long as it is better then the Weatherman, Nicholas Cage's last movie I saw that totally fucking sucked! Tomorrow I hope to go for a short walk with my family as I am sick of sitting in bed watching Judge Judy and Days of our Lives. Then I would like to plan to sit in front of my plasma and watch some football with my slave hubby. He has done so much and not complained one time. He loves his life as a slave and when the chips are down and there are now hard orders, whipping etc, he has shinned and looked after me hand and foot. I do not support slaves who only function as a salve when they feel lie it or are being dominated. Slavery is a lifestyle and it has peeks and valleys. It is not 24/7 leather, stilettos and whips ...reality BDSM is rarely that. But I admit that one thing it is for my slave is 24/7 chastity and orgasm denial LOL! Sorry but reality of BDSM life is not all whips etc every dingle day it is true.... and you have no idea how many times I have whipped his ass while I was in bunny slippers LOL. Trust me at times there is just no time when you run an active family, but there are lots of eye glares, face smacks, balls smacks etc because they can be dealt with quietly and discretely in a matter of 5 seconds. But that is reality and I do not advocate those fake BDSM / swinger style idiot sites or fake people who have their head so far up their ass and try to make you think it is anything else. Face it BDSM and swinger people like us do live normal lives with families and I still go to soccer and baseball games, family reunions, take my kids on picnics and go to school plays and PTA meetings....just underneath the clothes for slave rich and I is a butt plug, chastity cage and piercing's LOL

Sept 2006 - Week 3

2006-10-25T08:10:00.000-07:00

Sept 20 - OK the last few days have been a blur and I spent my days basically in bed or in my hot tub, at a massage therapists or at my chiropractors. Please feel free to drop me a note as I am bored. I can't even whip my slave or fuck his ass. He has been obedient and done a good job looking after and running the family. That is the sign of a good slave...they are not doormats. My slave hubby can be a total animal if I need him to be. He has no problem literally or physically kicking the shit out of someone verbally or physically LOL. I know I would not want him in my face because he never looses. Slave rich subscribes to the first rule of Attila the Hun..... a Hun never enters a battle that he cannot win! My salve hubby may be a cuckold wimp with a tiny cock, a lifestyle slave, and suck men's cocks for my entertainment, but don't get him wrong by all that in the same time he is a leader, a warrior and an obedient and dedicated being. That is why I am so proud to call him my slave and tell you that it is so easy to love him forever! My slave hubby spoiled me tonight by making me my favorites Greek style homemade pizza and felt so shitty still I said what the fuck and had a Corona with it even on my muscle relaxants LOL. I do not do recreational drugs... not my scene, but the beer and my med's made me flying high.... os much so that I fell asleep for 14 hours LOL.

Sept 18 - Yesterday was not a good day again, this motherfucker is not lightening up. I fucking hope I have not aggravated any other fucking back problems as I was just starting to use my whip pain free. Hey that is sort of like an oxy moron isn't it? I use my whip...pain free LOL. Pain free for me, but agonizing for my slave hubby! I do admit that I am not one to use whips and such as play tools. When I swing them and use a punishment instrument... I use it to it is effective and leaves welts and sting marks on a slaves body. I hate those so called slaves who cannot have welts on their body. My god... I guess they are running the dom... which sickens me. I mean i understand some seek it without their wives knowledge etc by going to a professional dominatrix, but I really think they need to talk to their wives more... and if she is totally non-understanding... does that not tell you something about your relationship???? ...... it does to me. Slave rich and I vowed not to ever hide one thing from each other as a relationship has to be based on trust and honesty. Hell that is why we can live like we do, because we are honest and accepting. I know not everyone can and this saddens me. Especially since os many women are fucked in the head. Yes I said that, they are fucked in the head in a bad way, the way that they cannot give their husbands what they need. These women irritate me. There I said it. BUt it is true. That is why I tell you all, please email me or write me if you ever want to talk or even want me to talk with your wife. I am no councilor, but I am real and a real wife and a real mom, not some porn star or bimbo and I am educated both scholastically and in reality! So please feel fee to tell me your inner thoughts desires or needs and I am here to listen.... and be non-judgmental!!!

Sept 16 - It is official, I feel like total shit. my back is totally throbbing and I can't fucking move to get out of bed. This is a nasty one sports fans. Slave rich was at his diligent best waiting on me hand and foot while I was awake. But for most parts I spent the damn day going in and out of la la land and watching my TV in bed. I ordered slave rich to go get me a Starbucks pumpkin spice latte as I needed something to perk me up. Fuck I even watched porn on the dish and still felt crap as I am actually in too much pain to masturbate which is sickening LOL. But my late was good as he remembered to get whip cream on it LOL. I managed to get out of bed around 2pm and had my salve help me to the hot tub and I mellowed out there for over an hour outside. I was finally hungry for the first time today and I slave hubby made me some good comfort food in a homemade chicken pot pie! It was amazing. I tell you, he may have a tiny penis, but he makes up for it at times like this with amazing cooking skills. Be it on the BBQ or on the stove, my slave can cook up a storm! after dinner I felt a somewhat awake so we watched Hoodwinked and I loved it. I admit I am a sucker for movies like Over the Hedge, Ice age, Madagascar etc. I am one of those adults who still loves to be a big kid at times LOL. But after the movie, I was starting to really hurt so it was time to medicate up for the night and visit la la land LOL!

Sept 15 - OK now what do I do since Rockstar Supernova is over LOL... fortunately the amazing Race is starting LOL. I am not a huge Survivor fan but we do love the Amazing Race. I am thankful that today is Friday though as when I was at the post office yesterday, I stumbled over the fucking curb and wretched my back and was in tears. I had a shooting fucking pain that went straight up my back into my neck and felt like it numbed my brain. One of the mail men saw this and rushed over to me because I damn near toppled over. He was the sweetest older man and helped me to the car. I went straight to chiropractor for an emergency adjustment. It helped buy my back was in agony so I went to the walk in clinic and say a doctor and he set me up with some muscle relaxants and anit-inflamatories and Tylenol's that are strong enough to put the space shuttle in orbit. I felt so shit I called slave rich to come and pick me up and he brought his brother with him to drive my car home. THis was not how I hoped to start my weekend, especially since we planned to go to a fetish party.. Grrrrrrrr. When I got home I felt half stoned already on the med's and I sat my ass in the hot tub then went to bed at 4:30 pm.....and woke up Saturday morning!

Sept 14 - HOLY ROCKSTAR BATMAN!!!! Wow is all I can say! I am not disappointed that Lukas won, I have re-watched a lot of the past weeks and I have to say he easily is a front runner. I felt that the writing was on the all for Magni. Do not get me wrong, I really liked Magni, but he struggled in the photo shoot, he struggled in the song writing, and his original song was not memorable like the other Lukas, Dilana, Toby and even Storm's original songs were. Then when it went down to the final 3 I know it was really a toss up as all 3 deserved to win in my eyes. Dilana irritated me the last few weeks and I feel that I am safe to say that she irritated everyone with her antics. But what actually made me a Lukas fan was his song Headspin. I hope that they record it with Supernova and out it on the CD as I loved it. I had to download it off Limewire and listen to it in the car now. Actually I would love a member to make me a DVD of all the best songs! That would be a good job for one of my slaves (wink nudge LOL). So now that it is over I want them top put pics back on Storm Large.com as I want to see my big girl naked! IF anyone has any pics of Storm naked, please drop forward them onto me so I can masturbate to her LOL!

Sept 2006 - Week 2

2006-10-25T08:09:00.001-07:00

Sept 12 - Got up late today as I was going to be working from home all day. This was good because I didn't feel like getting dressed and wanted to spend the day working naked. I need this as I often get sick of clothes! So once I got my work done, I wanted to catch up on web stuff and my Journal as well as a bunch of emails. I had my slave hubby working away downstairs cleaning out cupboards and wiping them down and clean of crumbs. For lunch my slave made us some grilled chicken wraps and I told him to bring me his food bowl with his wrap in it. It was properly diced up because he is not allowed to eat with his hands and eats like a slave should... like a dog on the floor on all 4's from his food bowl. But I sweetened up his lunch by first spitting into it then putting it on the floor and squatting my pussy back over it and filling his bowl to the top with a huge piss. I pissed so much that I thought his lunch would be floating LOL. But it made me smile seeing my slave eating a bowl of food soaked in both my spit and my piss. After lunch I goofed off a bit and searched online about different electric torture therapy devices form various creditable online BDSM stores. If anyone has any info on electric torture please do let me know because I want to learn as much as possible. Tanner has taught me some, but I want to hear from as many people who have knowledge of this as I am sure there are lots of good ways for me to electrically torture my slaves repugnant cock and balls as well as maybe starting to stick needles into his chastised cock head and right into his balls too making his testicles a painful skewered needle shiskabob! Mmmmm now that would be painfully kinky! I had to make a run out to the mall after dinner to pick up some needed school supplies from the list I was presented tonight and then it was over to the school for a "Meet the Creature (teacher LOL) night". I can't wait for Rockstar Supernova tonight ...I am on pins and needles of who will win! Lets go Toby or Lukas!!!

Sept 11 - Well this is a sad 5 year anniversary of 9/11 and the Twin Towers so I am not in a great mood. I just want them to catch that fucking dirt loving sack of shit cave dweller. I hope you all take time today to remember and never forget what was done to us all.

Sept 10 - WOW did I sleep well with Tanner. When I awoke, slave rich was still asleep in his cage and Tanner had a stiff cock, so I flipped the covers off him and started to hungrily lick his balls and suck his cock. As he awoke with a smile on his face I called to my cuckold wimp slave hubby in his cage to wake him up. So slave rich awoke locked in a cage seeing his wife laying in bed with another man as she sucked his cock. Mmmmm what a way to start a day! After sucking on tanners beautiful big cock, I climbed back up on his cock for a morning fuck and of course I after about 30 minutes of fucking and sucking, I got pumped full of another pussy full of cum! OMG Tanners cock felt so amazing, I was actually irritated at the thought that I have ever let slave rich fuck me. I love him dearly, but sexually I need a real man to cum in me, not a wimp LOL. Then Tanner got kinky and told slave rich to get his mouth to the top of his cage as he swung me over the bed as I was still had his cock inside my pussy and he held me over the cage with my legs spread and pulled out of me so all his cum would drain out. Oh and it did and with my legs spread wide over my slave in a cage, Tanner's cum creampie poured out into his waiting mouth. OMG this was so fucking hot, all while my slave hubby begged like a baby bird with his head strained to the sky to eat the cum of the man who just fucked his wife's pussy ...a pussy that my slave hubby is never allowed inside LOL. Once my pussy was drained, Tanner lowered me to the cage top so slave rich's tongue could lick me through the bars and hubby could finishing cleaning me out of Tanners sticky sperm. Once I was clean, Tanner put me down and then shoved his cock through the bars for slave rich to lick clean too. Of course Tanner had not had his morning piss yet, so he used slave rich's mouth to relieve himself of a very long and yellow morning piss. So before 10 am, slave hubby had eaten another mans cum again from his wife's pussy, drank a huge piss from a cock and had to sit locked in a cage as his wife sucked off and then fucked another man for over 30 minutes of screaming hot and wet sex! All I can say is KINK RULES. I definitely have the best slave / husband on the planet that I happily live my life like this. See I love my slave dearly and that is why all this works. Tanner is hot and an amazing fuck, but I am with slave rich forever, as we are soul mates. Ever guy will fuck me better then my slave hubby did, face it he is useless and that is why he is chastised permanently and NEVER allowed in my pussy. But it does not change my marriage feelings etc as no one will ever replace how I feel towards him and he knows that. That is why he is so content and happy to live a way that is right and fulfilling for him, as a real cuckold slave because he knows I am with him for life! Show me marriages that have this special of a bond. They are far and few between. That is why I love kink and express myself to you so that you all grow and enhance your marriages or relationships. You do not have to be a cuckold or a slave, Just talk and care for each other and be honest with each other. The possibilities are endless! Slave rich was let out of his cage and ordered to prepare breakfast we tanner and I went into his hot tub. It was wonderful sitting back in his arms while slave rich made us omelets and served us coffee tot the tub. Now this was living and how I always wanted my slave husband to be, and this was a relationship of perfection in my eyes! Me with a hot stud and my slave hubby living as a slave for us both! Before we left and headed out, slave rich had done all the dishes and cleaned Tanners place as we laid back down for a nap. It was great napping together while slave rich cleaned and did domestic duties in Tanners condo such as floor sweeping, dusting, cleaning Tanner's toilets etc. When we got up it was time to get ready to leave, I made slave rich kiss Tanners feet and thank him for using him as a human urinal so he could drink a real man's piss and thank him for fucking his wife and filling her with his cum. I made slave rich explain that he was honored to be able to eat another mans sperm from his wife's pussy because he is to useless to be allowed inside a woman, so it honors him to serve us both this way as a cuckold and slave. God I need more weekends like this LOL . Earthshaking long sex fucking sessions, hot cum inside my pussy from other men, great blow jobs, human urinal slaves, cages, and serious ass welting whippings. It gets no better in my books! We stopped at Starbucks as I needed more coffee and then at the grocery store to pick up some steaks for dinner. Once we got home, slave rich had to do the laundry and my domestic chores as I slipped into a hot tub and then talked to a few friends (and got to tell one of them who is kink friendly all about the weekend LOL) She wants slave rich sent over to clean her condo, so I am going to schedule him in to start doing a few things like this for her and Tanner on a regular basis. I think it will be good for him! The steaks were great and I had slave hubby BBQ a cauliflower too as well as some spicy red peppers soaked in balsamic! After dinner I caught up on a few episodes of Gene Simmons Family Jewels show which I love, then decided to call it a night. I talked with slave rich about the weekend and I was giddy that he as much as me felt it was so right that only other men can ever be in my pussy and that it is so right as well for him to taste my pussy on their cocks and eat their cum from inside me. So now all of you ...promise me you will all communicate and be honest with your partners and if you both do so and check your insecurities at the door. You too can bring what is a dream life to reality like I have!

Sept 9 - The comedy club was very funny and an excellent time. The one comedian was like Bobcat Goldwaith (who I love) and had the place in stitches. Afterwards we went out for some coffee and my friends thought it would be fitting for slave rich to sit at my feet in public (the 3 of them are all dominant fetish personalities). Oh my slave got a few looks as he sat at our feet beside the table, but I agree it was hot requiring him to sit at my feet in a collar in public! We were downtown, so anything goes LOL. Afterwards one of the guys asked if we wanted to come over for fun. Tanner is a cutie and always fun so I was looking forward to it. When we got to his condo he ordered slave rich to strip of course and present him with his clothes and he asked me if he could put him through his paces. Of course I agreed and sat back delighted to watch. Tanner unlocked his chastity cage because he wanted to use electric shock on slave rich's cock and balls as well as deliver some smacks and his crushing vice like squeezes that had slave rich squealing like a piggy LOL. I really like the electric shock as slave rich was screaming as Tanner had a urethral rod from the electrical kit slide as far as it would go inside slave rich's cock and some electrical attachments to his cock head and balls too. He removed the PA ring to do this as it is a SOB - screw on ball, so it easily can be removed) These kits are totally safe and designed for electrical torture therapy as I never would do anything unsafe! But I love how the electric shock makes a slaves body arch and their mouths scream LOL and it is best when torturing a slaves cocks balls, cunt or tits! Aren't I quite the sadist LOL! I now really want to get an electrical torture kit and shock the hell out of my slave hubby's waste of flesh... his a cock and balls. Tanner asked if he could use slave rich as a urinal and happily gave permission and giggled as Tanner grabbed slave rich's hair and ordered him to open his mouth as Tanner shoved his cock deep into my slave hubby's mouth and let go with a long hard piss that slave rich gulped and swallowed. Once he was done pissing, Tanner ordered my slave hubby to deep lick inside his asshole. I was in heaven seeing a dominant man humiliate my slave hubby making him lick inside his asshole for my entertainment. Tanner then shoved his cock back into his mouth and slave rich sucked him off resulting in Tanner pumping a massive load of cum into his mouth that overflowed. Tanner was so mad that slave rich dribbled some of his cum load that he kicked hubby in the balls as he lapped his sperm off the floor! This was the first time that slave rich had sucked off Tanner and eaten his cum and drank his piss so I had fun asking him how he liked eating his sperm and being his toilet LOL. Tanner then got out some whip and we tied slave rich to some ceiling hooks. Tanner then grabbed a big bottle of soda, one of the huge ones and tied a string around it, then tied it around slave rich's balls. He then added another bottle so he got just over 5 lbs hanging off my slave hubby's balls. Tanner and I then both went to town beating the living shit out of his ass and his balls as we got our jollies using some of his severest whips. tanner is a true sadist and loves nothing more then whipping the hell out of small cock male slaves! Once my slave hubby was whimpering like a pussy from his beating, we left him there facing the sofa with his agonizingly weighted balls as I wanted to fuck Tanner big time. He was more then ready to go as I slid down my leather pants and panties and sat my wet pussy down onto his throbbing slide hard cock. My eyes rolled back in my head as his cocks slide all the way into my wet pussy. Tanner is so thick and meaty at 8 inches long and thick as can of soda where as slave rich is as thick as a finger and as long as one too! It was great fucking Tanner on the sofa like this because my welted slave hubby was tied up watching me fuck Tanner. I could not hold back verbally - because Tanner is 8 inches and thick - of continually screaming out how much better his cock felt inside my pussy then fucking my cuckold wimp slave hubby's ever did. I loved this position because his cock really went deep inside of me as it stretched me out and as I said Tanner is cute so It was hot to ride his cock as he sat there and he played with my tits as we kissed. I love making slave rich see me kiss other men LOL and Tanner started mocking him how wonderful my big natural tits are to play with and suck and saying stuff, like too bad your not allowed to ever touch your wife's tits, but it is a good thing because she needs a real man to play with them right LOL. Now I know Tanner is STD clean as we are good friends, so I allowed him to cum in my pussy. OMG it felt so good feeling his cock explode inside my pussy as we were kissing. When I climbed up off his sticky cock, we quickly undid slave rich from his bondage suspension. Tanner ordered him to lick his fat and still semi hard cock clean as I laid back and watch. Once his big dick was clean of sperm, I ordered slave rich to crawl between my legs and eat Tanners cum out of his wife's pussy. When slave rich was eating Tanner's creampie from my cunt and licking the dribble runs of sperm off my asshole and ass cheeks, I asked him if he liked watching real men fuck his wife right and slave rich nodded yes. I asked him how he likes other men's cum in my pussy knowing his cock or cum will never be allowed back inside me LOL. Again he nodded yes and said that this life for him as a slave and all it's restrictions for him and boyfriends for me in his eyes is proper and correct. As well my salve hubby added that this is the right and proper way that he always wanted to live because he has loved cocks as much as pussy and knew he always was a cuckold sissy with a tiny penis incapable of sexual penis satisfaction for women.. Tanner and I both laughed and said good, because there is no way he could change your reality and destiny! Once slave rich was done eating Tanners creampie from my pussy, I decided that we would stay the night. Tanner got out a cage and set it up in the bedroom and we ordered slave rich into it and locked it up while we slide into his bed and my slave hubby got to look up from the cage and seeing his wife going to sleep sexually satisfied and happy as I lay there kissing and holding onto the cock of another man as we fell into a deep sleep!

Sept 9 - I woke up around 8am this morning and as per my libido this week... I was wet and horny, so I put some porn on my plasma TV in my bedroom and kicked my slave in the face (as he was sleeping at my feet) and ordered him to wake up then crawl up and lick my sticky slit while I watched porn! Finally I needed a good fuck and since my slave hubby is never allowed his repulsive little cock inside me, I ordered him to harness up his strapon harness with my favorite 9 inch dildo that is as thick as a Coke can LOL. That is my kind of cock. Once harnessed I taunted him about how disgusting his worthless cock and balls are and how fortunate is that he is given the pleasure to fuck me properly all while properly getting no stimulation to his tiny penis. This way only I receive pleasure which is perfect. Plus I admit that as a slave husband, I love the intimacy of fucking him, all while knowing only I get pleasure. I love that with him wearing a strapon that he can fuck me right for a change and know it is going to last more then 2 minutes max. I just should have banished his cock form being inside my pussy years ago and replaced it with a strapon harness as I have now done on a permanent basis! So the fuck was amazing and I often get asked if I wished slave rich had a big cock and the answer is no.... I do not wish that my slave hubby had a big cock. I really prefer him as a tiny cock, inadequate and insignificant piece of shit cuckold slave to be honest. My life is wonderful, look at it, everything I could want, even a slave hubby who loves to suck cocks and I love making him taste my pussy on other men's cocks. Seeing him suck cocks gets me wet and hearing a guy I fuck tell my slave hubby to hold his cock in front of my slave hubby's mouth and tell him to open wide and suck his cock so he can taste his wife's pussy LOL. OMG I LOVE THAT SO MUCH!!!! Anyway this mornings fuck was great and I had my slave pound my pussy for over 45 minutes in a bunch of great positions that we could never do with his little 4 incher LOL. When I was done orgasmsing and ordered him to stop, I always require him to take off his strapon harness and then I hold it and make him deep throat the cock and suck all my juices off it because I never get tired of seeing a cock in my slave hubby's mouth! Then it was time for a shower and a trip out to Starbucks and some yard sale hunting. The coffee was good but the yard sales netted sweet, fuck and all LOL. In the afternoon I did my stretching and caught up on some web work before we were heading out with some kink friendly friends to a comedy club. I agreed to bring the slave along since he did such a good job of fucking me with the strapon. These friends know he is a lifestyle slave, so in public they refer to him as slave and I like this as we do not have to pretend to be something else that is phony. We are BDSM lifestyler's and proud of it!

Sept 8 - Well I am surprised, but in reality it had to be, Storm is gone off Rockstar, so now we are down to four and I think it is going to be Lukas or Toby with my leading edge going to Toby. It was pretty cool that he won a car for his original song! So now I can't wait until next week! I got up and had a good workout and I watched some ass licking lesbo porn this morning while I worked out LOL. I was kind of horny and this ass licking lesbo feature had me dripping of sweat and cum LOL. When I finished my workout I made my slave sit at my feet while I masturbated and mocked him that he will never know what sexual pleasure is again because his useless cock is locked up permanently and I will never even allow him to orgasm or even stroke his tiny cock and masturbate! Well this had me in overdrive, this pure power and control over him that I had a ground shaking series of multiple orgasms that had me shaking and squirting! It really drives me wild to taunt him as I play with my pussy and make myself cum! Just knowing that he can never do that to himself gets me so hot!!!! After I finished orgasmsing and caught my breath I had my cuckold wimp lick my asshole clean of sweat and then lick my pussy clean too. I had to take a massive piss, so I ordered him to gets his food bowl and put his breakfast cereal in it dry. When he returned and put his bowl on the floor I squatted over it and filled his cereal bowl with a massive piss from my pussy! I told him that any cereal he eats now will always be with my piss instead of milk! I delighted in sitting back and watching him eat off the floor on all 4's his breakfast of cereal and piss! Ah my day was off to a great start. I went this afternoon to a therapy session for my back with a stretching therapist who was hot. So fucking hot that I got sticky panties LOL. My mind was in sex overdrive today LOL. So much that when I took a trip to the bathroom, I quickly masturbated and fingered myself before I went back out to stretch more. She had me so wound up it took me less then a minute of finger fucking myself to cum LOL! When I got home my slave had made chicken parmesan and with sun dried tomato linguini. It was heavenly and I had a excellent glass of Merlot with it! I sat back and finally watched The Divinci Code bootleg DVD I was sent! I loved that movie, it was really good and really makes you think. Personally I support it's theories and believe that the churches suppress things that threaten their power. It is historically proven! But feel free to drop any thoughts on The Divinci Code onto the Message Board as it would make some lovely discussions for sure!

Sept 2006 - Week 1 - Vacation

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Sept 6 - Well I hope you all enjoyed the last holiday weekend of summer! We had a great time and spent it in Chicago. I have relatives there and it really was a great family get away! A real highlight was being able to get into a Bears practice. My cousin had a few contacts and he got us all in to see a practice which was very cool! Plus I just love Chicago and it is one of my favorite cities. I had hoped to get some time away to take advantage of some areas to do some flashing and public nudity as I love the daring adrenaline rush of getting naked in public. But it seemed to be family time every time the slave and I tried to slip out on our own. Even when it was a run to Starbucks etc, someone was always like "Oh' sounds good, I'll come with you" Grrrrrrrr. But we don't get up North too often, so it is one of the things I have to live with. Last time one of my kink friends was up there with us and it was in the winter and we found this lovely wooded park and I made slave rich get naked in the snow on his collar and leash while I sat on a park bench with my feet up on his naked body! Then I packed him in snow for some outdoor snow torture. All this while he was totally naked in the snow in the public park. I am saving those pics for you all for this winter LOL! I even stuffed his chastity cage with now for some frigid close ups! I remember how much I was turned on torturing him naked in snow!!! Very cool ...pardon the pun LOL! But nevertheless back to business. So last night was Rockstar and I loved the original songs. Storm is a dirty slut and I want to lick her pussy and have her strapon fuck me. Someone please get an email to her that I want her LOL! Dilana has worn out her welcome with me, I am sick of her. I like her, but she is not the one for Supernova. Lukas had a killer original song in Headspin, I loved it and can hear it on the radio already. Of course Toby stole the show with his pop rocker. I personally think it is going to be between Lukas and Toby for the job. If either of those 2 win I am happy! Well I am off to stretch and soak, then I have the slave scheduled to give my toes a needed pedicure before I retire for the night!

Sept 1 - Hey all, I am taking my family and my chastised slave hubby away for a few days for the holiday long weekend. If you need anything, please email Kyle ; addy is kyle@erindaye.com as he is looking after things as Jean and Wayne are also away! I may try to check in on my email and message board if I get a chance, but I will have lots of family around, so no guarantee LOL. I hope you al have a fun and safe weekend and I plan to be back around Tuesday Sept 5. Kisses, and stay kinky!!!!

Aug 2006 - Week 4

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Aug 31 - Can you believe that Ryan is gone off Rockstar... I really hoped that he would win! But it is true what Jason said that once he gets out form behind his piano he is not as smooth and moves kind of awkward. But did I love his voice! I tell you, I plan on ordering some of my slaves to by me his CD's and concert tickets when he is around! Personally I thought Storm would go last night. I am glad she is still there because I would love to fuck her and have her dominate my slave hubby. Believe me I think Storm knows how to wear a strapon LOL. After Rockstar I made my slave lick my pussy and asshole so I could have a few orgasms. I asked him if he remembered his last one and I was thrilled when he said no :) Excellent (in my most evil grin) IT felt good to have a few good orgasms and I decided to unwind a little more by giving his bare ass a good canning. I got out 4 of my favorites and created a welted masterpiece on his ass. What I love about the cane is the severe welts it can raise and the really kinky looking "grill" marks that it leave son his ass. If you have not guessed I get off and LOVE when a slaves ass has welts and whip marks on it LOL. That is why i am a FEMDOM, I am a kinky sadistic bitch LOL ... loving, very loving, but twistedly kinky and sadistic! after his canning I told my slave hubby that he would be sleeping on the hard floor beside my bed as I tossed him a pillow...see aren't I nice LOL, and had him give me a nice little foot massage before I called it a night! To ensure that I would not hear him whimpering about his beaten ass welts, I put a nice penis gag in his mouth to muzzle him nicely. I think it is rather appropriate that he has a cock head in his mouth at night LOL! Tomorrow I have spend my morning getting ready to pack as we are heading away for the long weekend!

Aug 29 - Oh fuck me... did you watch Gene Simmons Family Jewels last night. I am still crying laughing. Gene decided that he was going to call planned parenthood and do a safe sex commercial. Great, good values and smart...then they talk to his son nick and he said the funniest line I have ever heard. "my did doing a safe sex advertisement is like getting Barney the purple dinosaur to promote selling Heineken to kids" I fucking actually pissed my pants I was laughing so hard! Then it got even better when Gene admitted to his kids that Shannon is the boss of the house.. I am the king outside the house... but yes Mom is the boss. Oh fuck me, I was in tears because his face and his delivery of this was beyond priceless! See women need to run the house and the men LOL! I was in such a good mood last night that I felt like being fucked. So I ordered slave hubby to put on his face dildo harness and lay back on my bed. I climbed up on top of his face and spread my pussy wide and mocked him of how his tiny penis is so fucking useless that I will never make the mistake of allowing it back inside my pussy again. I kept my cunt spread and told him to look how pink , hot and wet my hole was! I could see his cock straining in the chastity cage which made me even wetter! My member little1 had a great idea on the message board for me so I put my tits less then in inch in front of his face and asked him if he wanted to lick them. I smacked my big boobs together to even tease him more with the slapping sound as his eyes were wide! Of course he said yes that he wanted to lick my tits and I laughed that told him that is never going to be possible, that only real men can ever touch, taste or enjoy my tits LOL. So I ordered him to stick out his tongue and strain to lick a nipple and catch a taste of my tits as I held my boob literally 1/4 inch from his tongue! But to no avail for my slave hubby as I made sure my tits were always just out of his reach LOL! Fuck me this made me so wet teasing him of how my body is 100% permanently off limits and he will always and forever only be allowed to worship me like a slave should. I told him I might even stop allowing him to see me naked (big evil grin). Doing this to him got my pussy totally dripping by the time I mounted his face and fucked his face dildo hard for over 30 minutes. OMG what a work out for me but I loved it as I slammed my cunt and ass hard down on his head for a half an hour. When I was done I had 6 sets of multiple orgasms and squirted 7 times over his head. Believe me my slave hubby's face was soaked in my cum and squirt juice! When I was done I made him get a warm towel to clean me up, but he had to keep the face harness with that big cock on his head all night long as he slept on the hard floor beside my bed. I was in heaven looking down at him laying there naked and collared on the floor with his face dildo harness on and his tiny cock chastised as I smiled knowing how he will never orgasm again as he is programmed to only know himself as a slave and learn that my body is totally off limits to him. I kept him on the floor to help keep him honest and to realize that even if he pleases me, that does not mean he will have access to sleep at my feet in my bed. My bed is a privilege that I can remove for any reason including no reason! Ahhh all seems right in the world on these nights!!!

Aug 27 - Most excellent, I think my orgasms last night countered the Corona's and I awoke without a headache! Slave hubby was already up and had my coffee waiting at my bedside and was well on his way to preparing me a Greek omelet for breakfast! See what a life of pussy, tits and orgasm denial does for a real slave LOL. ah but do not be scared and realize that this is not for everyone. I live like this because it is best for my slave hubby and he knows it. This lifestyle has enhanced our life and marriage by allowing us both to be what is right and natural for us! So do not freak out and think that I am saying that this is how everyone should live. I would never even think that, but remember though, it may be right for you and it requires excellent communication and effort as well as honesty on both peoples parts! Now back to me omelet... it was excellent to say the least. I planned to spend the day doing some house organization and catching up on some phone calls I needed to make. I used my slave hubby s my toilet a few times this afternoon. I am really getting into a groove of making him drink my piss and clean my ass pretty well every day now without fail. I have a nice glass I keep in each bathroom that makes it really easy to fill and then order him down there on his knees in front of me to tip it back and drink all my warm yellow piss! Plus he does a damn good job cleaning my ass for me too because as a FEMDOM that is now his full time job too! But the day was pretty low key and relaxing, I slipped in for a nice afternoon hot tub to soak my back after I did some stretching. For dinner my slave hubby cooked up some absolutely amazing marinated New York Strip sirloins. OMG where they good, so good I didn't need a knife to cut them... my fork did it all! afterwards we sat back and watched the NIcholas Cage movie the Weather man ...please do yourself a favor and avoid it, it was depressing and basically terrible in my opinion. I wasted 2 hours of my time! I would have thought with a good cast like it had that it would be a shit load better then it was! My friend sent me a copy of the Divinci code last week so I hope to watch that this week!

Aug 26 - OK all together now....last night was boring! Ugghhh I really am at the point where I can't stand to have to sit around vanilla people and watch my slave hubby eat a the table and socialize as an equal. Oh believe me, I do lots to keep him obviously in his place and let everyone know I am in control of him and my household, but I mean I miss my leash, and seeing him naked sitting at my feet! But at least the food was good. They did up a ton of great food on the BBQ like Jerk pork on a bun which I indulged in and washed down with Corona's. I love Jamaican spicy food so much. Maybe it is because I love Jamaican big black cocks too LOL! THe hard things was these friends are not even sexy minded. I mean some of the wives are as dry as a piece of toast and exude as much sexuality as a cold fucking fish. No wonder I was looked at in my black boots and leather shorts like the second coming of Christ to them LOL. I personally could care a less what women like that think of me because they just do not no how to enjoy life, never mind sex! anyway's, other then that we had a good time and my salve hubby did a good job pampering me so all these broads could see that you can be sexy and be waited on hand and foot by your hubby! In reality it shows class and how love can blossom in a marriage! When we got into the car, I made slave rich strip totally naked and change his public collar back to his black leather one. He was perfectly naked except for his chastity belt and I felt much better having him drive me home like this! For being a good slave tonight I allowed him to lick my asshole and my pussy too when we got home. I needed a few orgasms before bed. After the Coronas all night I rewarded him for my orgasms with a nice long piss that overflowed the glass! So I made him lick my piss of the floor too and then give me a nice foot massage before we called it a night.

Aug 25 - TGIF!! Yippie as I am looking forward to a relaxing fun weekend! We are off to a regular dinner party tonight. BORING! Don't get me wrong I like the people, but I prefer going to a dinner party where my slave is properly naked and collared at my feet on a leash eating my leftover food scraps out of a bowl LOL. ah well you can't have everything can you! But his public collar always looks good and is not too in your face LOL! SO I am going to keep this short as I have a ton to do before I blast of for the day!

Aug 24 - The slave spent last night sleeping on the hardwood floor without a pillow. There was no way I was allowing him at my feet across my bed last night. We had a long talk about why he must be more careful dressing me and respect my orders that he is not allowed to touch my tits. My slave hubby understands why he is forbidden and thanked me for being stern and strict with him and his denial so he can better learn and become a better slave for me! When I got home from work today I quickly stretched and after dinner I took the slave out over to the shopping mall. I made him wear his leather collar which looks so good on him. I wanted to humiliate him a bit so when we were in Sears in the intimate ladies wear... I asked a young 18-ish looking girl what she would suggest for a pair of lace panties.... for my slave. Her face was blank and she batted her eyes and said..."Are you serious" and I said yes, I am , he is a very real slave and he has a very tiny penis so that is why he is more suited to panties" She still looked shocked and she looked at slave rich and I ordered him to confirm this too her and he did..."Yes, my penis is very tiny and useless" and I told him tell her what else...so he did " I am not allowed to orgasm or ever be inside a woman because I have proven that I am sexually useless to all women" I laughed and she still looked shocked and said "Are you for real" and I replied ....sweetie we sure are and we are not nuts.. learn by this and realize that there are men who need women to run and control their lives and you are looking at one! She still looked shocked and said "Wow". She then said "Well you seem to be for real so what style panty are you looking at for him" With this we were off shopping and I had this 18 year old sales girl picking out panties for slave rich to try on in Sears LMAO! How delightfully degrading! I even invited her to watch him model a pair. She laughed her ass off as slave rich opened the door seeing him only in a in a collar and lace white panties! I asked her what she thought and she said " this is a most interesting day to say the least" I pointed out to her how tiny his penis was in the panties and she actually laughed which made my day and made slave rich go red with embarrassment! So we both laughed and I told her I appreciated her honesty and I was not trying to embarrass her, and hopefully that in her life she realizes that with a some men, it may be best if she runs the show LOL! She then did something I never imagined... she actually said to me " I would love to see how tiny it is" as she chuckled. Since there was next to no one else in this dressing area of the store I ordered slave rich to slide down his panties revealing his new chastity cage and tiny locked up penis. Well I tel you she broke out laughing as she covered her mouth with her hand and asked what the hell is that as she pointed to her chastity cage. So I calmly explained it to her as she got a massive grin on her face. So I asked her if she still thought his cock was small and she responded with "God yes" as she smirked and laughed, so I then asked her if she now see's why he is kept locked up and of course she giggled and nodded. Finally I asked her if she thought his penis looked like a joke and supported me not allowing him to be inside me and she smiled and looked at slave rich and said "Most definitely". Ah it is so refreshing to hear the truth from an 18 year old sales girl! She asked if he ever is allowed out of the chastity to cum and I said "Nope" and she nodded and replied "Cool.... so all he does is serve you ...I need one of those LOL" So I quickly explained to her about slavery and cuckolds and how a girl deserves the best of everything and this allows it for me while also giving me a perfect and wonderful marriage! I ordered slave rich to get dressed now so we could pay for his new panties and off we went with his new panties and a wonderful public humiliation. I told slave rich as we shopped some more that nights like this would be increasing because I want as many women in the world to know how sexually useless he is and how he is denied any sexy pleasure! I will never forget the look of her face laughing at his tiny cock! On the way out I had the slave stop at Starbucks and get me a nice Raspberry latte. Once home I soaked my back in a hot tub and curled up to watch the news with my feet up on my slave as it seemed like the end to a very perfect day!

Aug 23 - I got up today fairly early to do some back exercises and some stretching. I worked up a decent sweat as it is tough stretching in the morning LOL! I desperately needed a shower but before I rinsed off I made my slave hubby remove my shoes and sweaty socks and get down and lick clean the bottoms of my feet. I really enjoy being worshipped like this. I made him describe to me how my feet tasted after my workout. Of course after that I put his tongue to work lapping my asshole before I showered. I prefer to make him lick me before all showers so he really gets a good taste of my body. I soaked for a while and when I came out my slave hubby dried me and then dressed me but he made a major boo-boo and that was when he was putting my bra on he touched one of my tits. I instantly blew up at him for daring to have the nerve to even accidentally touch one of my tits. I smacked his face hard at least 10 times before I ordered him on the floor face up and spread eagle and delivered 20 crushing kicks into his balls. I was now running late for work and was pissed as I had to make a point to him that this behavior of his was unacceptable now in life. He may never touch my tits under any circumstance. So I gagged him and hog tied him with his wrist and ankle cuffs and stuffed his sorry ass into the linen closet and headed of to work. I knew I would be gone around 7 hours and that would be a good amount of time to leave him confined like that. I told him I hope it was uncomfortable and he would spend the day in the closet so he realized that my body is of limits to a worthless slave husband and only other men can enjoy touching my tits. I really am fed up with him and his useless cock that I tolerated for too many years having access and receiving physical pleasure at my bodies expense. So off I went and I have to tell you I had a great day. When I got him He got another lecture of how in all circumstances he must make sure he never touches my tits! So a whipping with my Viper whip helped enforce my feelings LOL. Once he was whimpering from his beating in my presence I put away my whips and sent him to make my dinner. I re-watched Rockstar and was rather happy that Petrice was gone. She he gotten on my nerves too much! Now I really am pulling for Ryan to win!!!!!

Aug 22 - Well it is late, so I thought I would do my diary. I just got out of the hot tub after watching Rockstar. I was not overtly impressed tonight. Ryan's original song was great, but everyone else was ...so so. Nothing really grabbed me. Dilana was nothing special to me and Lukas really irritates me with his damn bad imitation of a combination Elvis meets BIlly Idol sneer and his absolutely moronic stage presence of stammering around like some crack head that just happened to OD! But I think we can all say goodbye to Petrice. Her song was Ok if your into Lindsay Lohan! But stay tuned until tomorrow and we will see who is going bye bye. But again I call Petrice. I tried some new stretches today and it helped my beck, but I needed to soak it tonight as it was a bit on the stiff side after the new exercises and stretches. I just need some relief from this hideous low back pain. It has me almost clawing at my face some times! The slave was at home all day today and I had him scheduled to do a ton of domestic weekly chores like floor washing, laundry, dusting, toilet cleaning! I used my toilet today as well as recently as 5 minutes ago when I summoned him as my toothpaste spit basin and then as my urinal. Tonight I had him hold my "piss glass" while I filled it to the rim with liquid pussy gold and ordered him to drink every drop down! I love him having a night cap of 8 ounces of my piss! He did a decent job of the house chores,but that is only at a quick glance as I really did not check thoroughly tonight, I am too tired and sore,so I will do a better check on his weekly domestic orders and chores tomorrow! So for now he will be allowed to sleep with my feet in his face at the end of my bed. But if too many chores were not done right...the floor may be looking good... in the closet ...hogtied and gagged for a lovely 8 hour nap followed by a morning torture session and whipping of his still welted and sore ass! Hey what else can I do LOL it's not like withholding sex is an option now for a permanently pussy denied - chastised slave LOL!

Aug 2006 - Week 3

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Aug 20 - Ah what a nights sleep and now I do feel like I have had a vacation. I still cannot get over that Mount St. Helens explosive orgasms series yesterday! My slave hubby was thanking me again for removing orgasms and pussy from his life as now he can properly focus on serving me in a way that is pleasurably sexually to me.... without his useless cock. I informed him that he will never have any form of penis pleasure again and I do mean NEVER! The "p" in penis now stands for "p"unishment and not "p"ersonal "p"leasure LOL! So this means no pussy for his cock again, no having his cock inside a woman or a man's ass, no receiving a blow job or having his cock or balls licked, and most cruel of all.... no masturbation, yep that is right, even masturbation is never again allowed for him. He will be used to orally suck cocks, lick balls, lick pussy, lick both men's and women's asshole. He will lick and suck men's and women's feet too! His ass will be used by men and women to fuck with strapon or real cocks. His mouth will be a complete full service toilet for men and women as well as serve as a sperm dump receptacle for creampies, and direct "cock to mouth" sperm pumping! His cock is now in permanent chastity and will only receive non-orgasmic milking's! Anytime the chastity device is off his cock he will be 100% supervised by me to assure that he never is playing with is cock!

My goal is the sooner the better that my slave hubby cannot even remember what being inside a pussy, getting a blowjob, playing with himself or even having an orgasm feels like as I believe in TRUE REALITY SLAVERY!

Pleasing me sexually is something that my slave hubby never ever could do before with his cock anyway so this lifestyle was only a matter of time for us and this is a win-win situation for us both! But I had some more surprise news for my slave hubby, and I have been thinking of this for a while. My tits are now totally off limits to him. He is forbid to ever touch my tits and requires permission to touch anywhere else on my body - legs, arms etc. When he kisses me; he is never allowed to kiss my mouth - his mouth is my toilet! To kiss me. even in public, he is only allowed to take my hand and kiss it! Like I said, his mouth is my toilet, so I do not kiss it LOL! Plus it looks classy in front of people to see him take my hand and kiss it! So now my slave hubby may only touch my feet or back to massage me etc and for the rest of his life he may look at my tits knowing that he is NEVER allowed to touch them. He is also forbid to ever touch any other woman's tits as well! Now if he does touch my tits, even accidentally while he is dressing me.....it is a beating for him. It was fun to remind him of the fact that his wife's tits are ONLY for other men to enjoy and play with that he is never allowed under any circumstance to touch my tits!!! Aren't I delightfully evil. I know one day soon I will not even allow him to see me naked. My naked body will only for real men to see.... not my cuckold wimp slave. I would like to do this now, for full truly complete denial, but it is hard since he is my porn sites webmaster and makes the videos and does the updates LOL! Plus I still like spreading my pussy wide in front of his face.... making him stare deeply into my hot wet wide open cunt as I am taunting him how will never be inside it again! But as far as the naked ban ....I still can do it for real life and he would then only see me naked in photos or videos....the ones to see me naked in real life would be all the hot men and women I have sex with LOL! It would be rather easy to do as all I have to do is order slave hubby to wear his eye blinders when licking my pussy or asshole! But anyway's one day I will make that step too..... could be tomorrow or a year from now who knows! But for the time being what I have implemented as a true hardcore FEMDOM is lovely, but I assure you this is required and again for the best. It is not for every FEMDOM, but is sure is right for me! Slave rich admitted it truly helps elevate me to a Goddess stature in his eyes and it compels him to want to be at my feet even more. Ironically most men would tell their wife to fuck off and leave at this point, but with a slave, it actually makes them more devoted and more worshipfully of their Owner wife! So feel free to drop slave rich a note laughing at him for being such a cuckold wimp slave that he is not allowed to ever touch is wife's beautiful big tits! I really rubbed this in while I was brushing my teeth because he is my permanent spit basin, and when on his knees, his face is right at my tits height, so the taunting was relentless about how he feels to be inches away from my huge perfect natural tits and luscious nipples and that as a hardcore lifestyle slave, that he is now allowed to ever even touch them! DAMN I LOVE BEING A BITCH!!!!!!!! So much that I slipped my top off after I spit in his mouth and slid my own succulent nipple into my mouth and caressed my other big tit while moaning and teasing him how he will never be allowed to do this to me again LOL! and you know what... I had a fucking orgasm on the spot.. ... I swear to you ....FOR REAL ...I was astounded beyond words! I am the DENIAL QUEEN to my slave hubby with no turning back ever!!!

Aug 19 - Zzzzzzzzzzz I actually slept in today until 9 am YIPPIE. I was feeling fairly refreshed and fairly horny, so after my slave served me breakfast in bed I ordered him to lick my pussy and my "sweaty nights sleep" morning asshole for a while. I had a few nice orgasms as his tongue does have some use to me..... unlike his cock. My orgasms where intensified when I started thinking of him being chastised and never being allowed inside my pussy. GUSH.. I started rolling and squirting like a fountain at that thought as he licked me and I smacked his face and yanked his hair! After 20 minutes of being licked, I had enjoyed enough oral now so I ordered him to put on his 9 inch cock leather face dildo harness with the 9 inch cock attached to it and fuck me with his face. OMG it felt so good having his face plunge that big cock into me. I made him fuck me for almost 25 minutes like this and had countless orgasms, and by the end, it was another gusher. I was taunting him to look at that face harness cock going deep into my pussy and to realize the fact that his cock will never know that feeling again! It was fun telling him what an inadequate wimp he is sexually and it really gets me off to totally deny him my pussy! So much so that I erupted into the biggest most intense orgasm of my life! It almost knocked me out for real! I have never had any cock, real or harness give me such an earthshaking orgasm. I squirted and hit a wall 12 fucking feet away! Pussy denial for me slave is the greatest turn on for me in the WORLD!!!! Yes I love black cocks, I love cum swapping, I love fisting, piss drinking, balls kicking, whipping, ass licking, but to deny my slave husband my pussy and orgasms now for a lifetime does something to me that nothing else ever has!!!! WOW!!!!!!!!! When I was done I told the wimp to get out of my sight and get downstairs and start doing his housework while I faded back to sleep...for a 3 hour nap! OMG i have never had a 3 hour nap in the day!!!! IT WAS GREAT!!!!! But what do you expect after the most intense orgasm of your life!!!! The rest of the day was in smile mode as the slave and I worked away around the house. Him doing all the household chores and me watching some TV and doing some admin and accounting work! I think tonight I may try and watch a movie, I would like to see Divinci Code, so we will see if we can actually get it in!

Aug 17 - I got up in the night and forgot my slave was on the hard floor beside my bed and I stepped on him LOL That's OK because I had to take a huge piss so I used my portable human toilet to drink down my mammoth middle of the night piss! I made me smile to know he was sleeping on the hard floor with a severely welted ass and sore balls. Oh get this , he had on his CB-2000 the other night when I was kicking his balls....and I fucking kicked his balls so hard that it broke his chastity cage LOL! Now I have a new CB-3000 on the way... a new and improved chastity cage! I kind of like the look of the CB-2000 better, but there are things about the CB-3000 that are much improved. Plus the Points of Intrigue - which are fitted spikes that prevent his tiny cock from ever slipping and will dig hard into his cock if it starts to get hard in his chastity cage!!!! Very nice idea by the makers of the CB-3000 I love it! The rest of the day was ho-hum, nothing too thrilling at work. I have my slave hubby working on 2 new Whip Slut DVD's that I finally want to get out, so hopefully in a month they should both be available! Of course they will be available at a 25% discount for you members so stay tuned for lots more RELITY KINK!

Aug 16 - Alright we made it to the mid week hump! My day was hectic and I told my slave hubby to make some homemade pizza tonight as I wanted a late dinner while we watched Rockstar to see who was going to go home! It was great as the later dinner allowed me to eat in front of the TV while slave hubby ate out of his bowl on the floor! I actually hate seeing him (due to obvious family or vanilla times for this) to be eating like a person at a table. It looks so wrong. Seeing him naked and collared eating at my feet is SO RIGHT!!!!! I decided to spice things up by spitting into his food LOL. It is a little thing I like to do now daily, either spit or piss into his food bowl! A FEMDOM friend of mine turned me onto it and I really have run with the idea nd not it is pretty well common place that I spit or piss into his food bowl LOL. But Rockstar was great and Dilana did a really good job singing with Supernova and she looks pretty natural with the band. Ryan of course was amazing on the encore of his Phil Collins song! afterwards I watched some of the Gene Simmons show Family Jewels I had recorded. Fuck me that is one VERY FUNNY show. I love it so much, and his family is so normal and well adjusted! I do encourage you to watch it as it is far better then the Ozzy family show a few years ago. Ozzy was funny because they were a dysfunctional fucked up mess, where as the Simmons family is just plain funny! Afterwards I had some corporal punishment to dish out because my slave had forgotten several errands today. First up I made it lay on the floor as I kicked the fucking shit out of his balls 20 times. He was in tears and this was well deserved. I admit to you I LOVE TO KICK BALLS ON MALE SLAVES!!!!! It truly is orgasmic to me and makes me feel so fucking good! After that his legs went over his head and were attached to my headboard and I got out a few of my severe and evil whips. By the time I was done he was out of breath begging to pass out LOL and I had left his bare ass in a series of truly wicked red welts. I left him tied up whimpering like that to my bed for over 30 minutes while I went back downstairs to finish up some work. When I came up I had some more balls torture fun by yanking his nutsack almost right off and then delivering about 15 more punches to his balls as I squeezed them tight. This makes it far more painful and fun when you smack balls. Squeeze them to bring the testicles to the surface (evil grin) ! I finished up with another blistering ass whipping. These marks will definitely leave welts for at least a week! Plus he has lost the privilege of sleeping at my feet in my bed and is spending the night on the hard floor! I think that is being nice to him as after all.....l I pondered keeping him hogtied in the garage LOL! Ah I do love being a kinky bitch. Sweet dreams as I know slave rich will as he sleeps on the hard floor!!!

Aug 15 - Wow you go away for a vacation and sometimes it makes things worse.... it takes me longer and longer every vacation to get all caught back up to everything LOL! Well I do hope your all having a good summer. On a positive note, while I was away and I saw a back specialists and she felt that I may not have to have surgery, that with some more therapy and treatments and even some acupuncture etc that some more pain relief can be accomplished. Truthfully so many days are fucking agonizing for me, that is why I can have so much fun being a lifestyle FEMDOM as I can take out all my pain on my slave hubby! On that note, it is time to celebrate as we are now over 13 months since he last was inside his own wife's pussy. I do not really view myself as his "marriage" wife, but as his Owner. Our relationship has really accelerated in a very positive way it seems the last few months and slave rich is really starting to accept that he will never be allowed inside my pussy or any woman's pussy again, as well as now with my chastity control, he also can add not being able to orgasm to the list. I have made up my mind that for my slave, his focus will only be on me at all times so PROPER non-orgasmic milking will be the only way cum ever leaves his balls! Slave rich really has settled into a great routine and happily accepted his reality now and is happier then ever. He has told me numerous times that now that his pussy denial and chastity is permanent, that he feels refreshed and is even more compelled to lay at my feet, worship my ass etc! Oh BTW he is now my official ass cleaner too as I have decided that ass cleaning for me daily in the bathroom is another one of his new jobs. I told you I was truly making him a true slave and elevating myself. Why should I wipe my own ass?? That is a great job for him to do and clean for me!!! Now onto Rockstar Supernova... wasn't Ryan amazing again doing his Phil Collins, that was one of the best songs I have ever experienced! But after tonight Zyara has to go. I just cannot stand even listening to that dumb slut talk. the way she curls her mouth drives me crazy! A s well I am sick of arrogant Lukas and as much as I love Dilana, her Harry Chapin "Cat's in the Cradle" song was no where near as good as Ryan's! But I am off for a tub to soak my back and my slave will be shaving my legs, ass and pussy as well as doing my toe polish before I head off to bed!

Aug 12 - Hey all, I'm back! We got in late last night from vacation! I wanted to be home before the end of the weekend as when ever we get back from a summer vacation there is always a mountain waiting for me here LOL! But I had a wonderful time and did a variety of fun activities like hitting a water park. I have a good story on that as my tits came out one time when I splashed down LOL! I knew something was up when there were about 40 people staring at me and my glistening nipple rings on my big boobs flopping around freely LOL! I also really enjoyed NOT taking the key to my slave hubby's chastity cage. It really got me off knowing that it was left behind 700 miles away LOL. As well one highlight was humiliating my slave to a new level. I decided to share his 24/7 slave reality with my cousin and I made slave rich show her his tiny penis in it's chastity cage (evil grin). She is very cool and into some kink herself and it really made me feel amazing to tell her how I do not allow him to fuck me or even orgasm. She is thinking of doing the same with her husband because like slave rich, she said he has a very small penis that is pretty unsatisfying! Believe me I know all about sexually inadequate husbands and small penises LOL so I encouraged the hell out of her to do so because it has been the best thing I ever did! I mean it is OK to have a small cock, but slave rich is inadequate on top of that and a slave, so it is a no brainier to deny him pussy and orgasms permanently! I laughed when my cousin started to insult my slave hubby telling him what a pathetic loser he is that he can't satisfy his wife. What is wild is both our husbands are very good looking athletic "studs" they are not poindexters nerds, and that really makes it cool to humiliate them like this as it ads an extra degree of insults. I know a lot of people think all wimp slaves are stereotypically nerdy fat slobs..nope even hot looking athletic guys fit the bill. Hell I would not get married to a geeky looking nerd in the first place, never mind have one as a slave LOL. Anyway's I invited my cousin to punch his balls and this was the first time she ever did it and man did she do it hard! She told him the punches were for Kimmy since he was such a wimp and couldn't fulfill her cousins sex needs LOL She does not know about my site as I prefer to keep that more private, but I really enjoyed sharing with her the realities of him being a slave and being permanently denied my pussy! But I did have some amazing sex from my salve hubby as I fucked him about 9 times as he wore his 10 inch strapon cock and some wonderful orgasms with him licking my pussy and deep cleaning my asshole for me. It really makes me tolerate him as he becomes somewhat sexually useful to me this way LOL. One night when we went out for dinner my cousin ordered him a special anniversary drink to celebrate his 13 month of not being allowed inside his wife's pussy LOL! Slave rich was milked 2x while we were away. Both times I drained his sperm non-orgasmicly into a coffee cup. The funniest time was last Wednesday morning because I left the sperm in there and made him fill it with coffee and drink it downstairs with us all! I was beside myself knowing that his creamer was his cum LOL. I actually whispered and told my cousin and she almost died laughing! So you can see I certainly did have my fun on this vacation! But now it is unpack and laundry time for my slave hubby as I tend to a million emails and catching up on everything around the house to get ready for the work week to start!

Aug 2006 - Week 1 & 2 - VACATION

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Aug 1 - Well it is vacation time. We are off for a 2 week vacation to some relatives in Illinois. Best yet is I am not even taking the key for my slave hubby's chastity cage! When I get back I hope to be back on cam soon as I am returning to the back specialist. all and all it has been good, but I am hoping to get a clean back bill of health as start to enjoy my live interactive fun with you al on Am Camz and as well doing some private cams!!!!! Of course while I am gone, updates will be going up for me and the others as normal as I run a first rate outfit here LOL! Wayne or Kyle will be handling any of your help messages as we ensure your always taken care of! I will miss you all this week, so stay kinky and see ya when we get back!

July 2006 - Week 4

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July 28 - I was thinking the other day (since I had just milked my slave again the other night) .. how pissed I am getting at all these fucking sites (some are phony glamour FEMDOM's) who claim to be "cock milking" as they jerk off a cock and make it cum. Oh that is a real fucking talent.. did you go to university for that sweetie??? IT pisses me off because it is NOT what milking is!!!! Milking is removing cum without an orgasm and in the web world I hate people who claim to have some technical fetish knowledge yet could not tell a flogger from a fucking buggy whip! Sorry all, but as a woman who does not allow her cuckold slave wimp hubby's cock inside her pussy, mouth or ass, nor do I even allow him the privilege to orgasm... these phony FEMDOM's and their so called cock milking sites piss me off! There I feel better. I actually am getting so much great mail on milking and how to etc, i am writing a Fetish Forum how to article on it that should be ready in a week or two! End of rant LOL.

July 26 - Hope you all got to watch Rockstar Supernova tonight because it was smoking HOT! Petrice cam back and finally gave a performance to remember. Her song in the bottom 3 was SUPERB! BUt the other 2 sucked shit. Zyara and Phil. Both needed to go, and Phil did. Mainly because I think they like the draw Zyara has with her playboy style body LOL. Oh she is an idiot, but she is also has one hot pussy and ass! So I can't wait to see next weeks. I tell you I am an addict! afterwards it was time for a milking and I ordered the slave up on the dining room table as I gloved up and unlocked the chastity cage. I worked my fingers inside his ass and slowly stroked down his cock. I love this ....knowing that my wimp cock slave hubby will soon have sperm funning out of his cock and getting no orgasms pleasure. OMG I endorse this for every FEDMOM of a slave hubby in the world! Believe me the benefits are outstanding and nothing says control like orgasm removal...not to mention dehumanization! All GOOD NEEDED THINGS for a slave!!!! after about 8 minutes of telling him want a useless piece of shit as I massaged his prostrate he was the sperm started to drain form his balls to his cock! His cock was like a faucet, limp and flowing sperm like a river. I found out you actually remove more cum this way then through allowing him an orgasm! I had put his black cup under his cock tonight and he filled that thing almost 1/3 the way full of cum. I was shocked, I guess a bigger load had built up then I thought LOL. But my god I love doing this and having this control Plus now I never get attitude like when he used to be allowed inside my pussy or even if I let him masturbate! Now his life is all about serving me only! Then like a good slave, I sat him up and tipped the cup to his lips for him to drink down this huge cup of fresh cock cum! Properly he thanked me for milking him and making him drink the cock cum. By now I was tired and had a quick shower and am ready for beddy. I am in a good mood now that I have milked my slave, fed him his cock cum and locked his useless little cock back up in to its chastity cage so I plan on letting the slave laying at my feet as I type to have the privilege of laying across my feet on my bed tonight! Nighty night all!

July 25 - Wow what a great show last night on Rockstar Supernova! I was totally blown away at Delana...her version of Cyndi Lauper's Time After Time gave me chills! Zyara was fucking hotter then hell looking but I agree that she is annoying and needs a solo career and not to be part of a band. I laughed when Magni insulted her about her spandex etc LOL. Good for him because he is right! But what is up with Patrice...she should shut her fucking yap. I almost died when she insulted Dave NAvarro and he slammed her back that he had a job in a band and was not auditioning like she was! Ouch that one hurt LOL. But all in all I thought Dana and Ryan both saved their asses and did good songs. Their best yet. But wow did Gilby ever slam Jill for "grinding on him. I watched it again and you can see the exact moment that she did it and he moved right out of there...allI can say is ...you stupid cunt LOL. That move may get her off the show. But she may have to get in line behind Josh who told the band he is not right for them as he really only prefers to sing soul. That may be the loser line of the year! But I wonder who will get the encore????? Delana deserves it in my books..... but stay tuned!!!! Be sure to swing over to my message board and share your thoughts on the show!

July 22 - Mmmmm it was nice as I actually slept in until almost 9 am today! My head was a bit achy from the Corona's but the nights fun was worth it! Jenny and April are both experienced FEMDOM's so I know they are very cool and know how to handle a slave! When they arrived last night just after 6pm, the slave answered the door naked wearing only his collar, leash, chastity cage and butt plug. The girls immediately giggled their asses off at how small his cock was and that it was chastised. They wasted no time on saying to him it must be hard to fuck a pussy like that and I glared at him and smiled as he then told them his reality. Both were shocked but impressed and they commended me on making a decision that more then a few women should be making and enforcing! But we headed out back as I wanted to relax by the pool and the slave brought us out a galvanized bucket of ice cole Corona's and opened each of ours and sliced some lime for them. Once we were kicked back and chilling, the slave went to work on the grill getting our steaks ready. I had him order extra large steaks from the butcher as I knew we could not eat them all, but it is more fun to feed my slave hubby the scraps off our plate! It didn't take Jenny long..2 beers into her... to have to take a piss and I told her she could go outside. At first she looked at me funny and I immediately pointed to the slave. She grinned and told me that I truly was"one evil bitch LOL" I appreciated the compliment! So the slave took an empty beer glass and held it under her pussy as she filled it to the top with a bright yellow brimmer of a piss! When it was full, slave rich handed her the glass and I told him to open his mouth and receive his gift as Jenny tipped her glass of piss down and slave rich drank it all down like a good human urinal should! By nights end ...slave rich had drank 7 fucking full beer sized glasses of piss ...a new record LOL....and 2 of them were from his own useless little cock (the girls loved making him drink this piss out of his own cock.... so much so that next time they want to bring a few guys over too and make my slave hubby put their cocks into his mouth so he can drink their piss straight from their cocks ...personally I love that as I adore seeing big cocks in his mouth pissing or pumping cum into my slave hubby's stomach) Well back to the evenings events....my slave hubby did a great job on the steaks and Greek salad and when we were done eating I told him to fetch his black bowl and we all scraped of our food plates into it and put it on the ground about 4 feet in front of our patio table as we all enjoyed the site of our naked animal pet slave properly eating out of his bowl in front of us. Later we hit the hot tub and with the 3 of us all being bisexual, we didn't waste much time getting into some pussy and ass licking! It was fun as we mocked slave rich how his tiny cock cannot get hard in his chastity cage LOL. But fuck me can April lick pussy! WOW.. that girl sent me into orgasm overdrive! The best part of the night was when Jenny had her tongue inside my ass and April got me rolling in multiple orgasms as she lapped my cunt! I clenched and orgasmed so hard I almost rushed Jenny's tongue as it was deep up my ass LOL! Our night wrapped up around 1am and we all took turns at booting then punching slave rich's balls before they left. They loved punching his balls as much as I do which made my day. There is something so fucking hot about totally smashing the shit out of a male slaves balls as he is forced to lay there and take our testicle tortures LOL. But I needed this night after all the stresses of the last few months to say the least!

July 2006 - Week 3

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July 21 - Alright TGIF.... I told the slave that I was having 2 of my FEMDOM girlfriends over tonight for dinner and he would be making it and serving us for the evening as both a waiter and toilet for us. I told him he would me cooking steaks and making a Greek salad for us as well as picking up some Corona. I was quite giddy that my friends would see him chastised with is big butt plug up his ass LOL as well as I could not wait to listen to him tell them that he is so sexually inadequate that he is not allowed inside my pussy or any woman's pussy for that matter LOL! Oh what a night of fun this should be LOL!!!!

July 20 - Good ...Jenny is gone off Rockstar. Now is it me, or is there something fucked up and not right with her? She seems to have these psycho killer eyes that make her look unstable! Personally I with they took everyone of the bottom 3 and the other 2 clowns joining them too and booted all 5 of their asses off the show so then the real competition can begin! Ah the life of a reality TV junkie LOL. I shouldn't say that because I really don't even get a chance to watch that much of it, but I admit, I love the music shows! After the show I made my slave hubby lick me and give me 6 orgasms. I kept him down there for about 30 minutes and had him licking both my asshole and my pussy. I was tired and after the orgasms, I wanted to call it a night. It revs me right up to cum so many times and know that his tiny penis gets absolutely no pleasure or orgasms! But understand that as a slave, the fact that he lives collared and naked and under my complete control is his pleasure, so being made to serve me and lick me to orgasms, is what is important to him as a slave. Ultimately he is one of the few and rare ones to accept slavery, embrace it and answer the demands of it's calling. There is a lot of sacrifice to fully give yourself and life to another person as your will is destroyed and you become their puppet. In reality it is very unselfish and takes a lot for a slave to stand up and say ...I want to be pushed hard in life and have my mind and body altered by you. Being a human with rights, and freedoms is not right for me. I want to give up everything in life and be reprogrammed, live without human dignity but replace it with slave pride, to become an animal form of a slave, and be free of superior human ways that were wrong for you and happily give up all human rights, all money. Most of all I as a slave will give up my desires, my desire and pleasure will only be to serve you and be at your feet. So i am flattered to say the least to have a slave and it is why I carry take out my obligation to seriously. If I do not abuse my slave and treat it like shit, it only hurts the slave...you think whipping a slave is cruel ..WRONG ..if it is a true slave. What is cruel is NOT WHIPPING IT, not abusing it, not spitting on it, not denying it my pussy, letting it have orgasms when it likes etc. That will kill a slave in a day. My slave hubby detests being remotely treated like a human. He cannot stand to ever be clothed, without his collar, even without his leash. Anything that everyday people enjoy, is wrong for him, everything has to be a privilege that can and is often taken away. I know it is unique, but that is the mind of a slave, and they have honor and truly live to be treated like shit!

July 19 -Wow did they rock the house last night on Rockstar Supernova! I got to tell you, in the beginning, I really hated Phil, but last night he was great doing that Jefferson Airplane song! I thought it was pretty cool that Jason Newsted played bass on that song last night too! I want to watch more of these guys, so if anyone wants to be a sweetie and send me ...appropriately enough...the Metallica S&M DVD it would be greatly appreciated LOL! JIll was really good last night and man she has big tits LOL. I thought Lillith Fair Jenny sucked and so did that Ryan guy.... he has to seriously lighten up. Lucas was OK and arrogant as always. Sadly though Toby sucked... I really did not like his version of Soul Asylums "Runaway Train" But lets see what the judges think..Stay tuned until tomorrow! Got to run to Wal-mart and get back before it starts tonight!

July 18 -I can't tell how how cozy I sleep with my slave hubby laying across my bed at my feet! I enjoy pushing the sloes of my feet firmly up against his face! The feeling makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside that I own a slave and can do as ai wish to it1 Usually throughout the night I press my feet into his chastised cock and balls too. On occasion if I wake ...I usually press and kick his nut sack a few times to let him know he has to get out of bed and put a funnel in his mouth and tip his head back beside my bed. Once he is in position, I get out of bed and do not even have to take one step because my toilet is there for me. all I do is straddle the funnel and let a nice long piss go and he drinks ever drop and licks my piss dripping pussy lips dry and we all go back to bed. Again if you ever have the chance to use a human slave this way....as a urinal ...I warn you, it is addictive LOL. Today was a nothing special work day, same old typical routine, but it is Tuesday which means ROCKSTAR SUPERNOVA!!!! My favorite show and I enjoy it even more then American Idol. I look forward to hearing what the song selections will be as most of them kick ass. Personally I cannot stand Zyara - the spanish chic... she totally gets on my fucking nerves and I think it is safe to say that Gilby Clark fucking hates her with good reason LOL. BUt lets see how my hunky Aussie Toby does because he has kicked ass the last 2 weeks. As well I really like Delana - the funky facially pierced up chic. She is a natural and I think she is both very hot in many ways! But that skunk guy ..Lucas has to go, he is one arrogant little fucker and memo to Lucas.. you are not that good of a singer! Can't wait for the show!!!!!!

July 17 - Today was a hectic day as I had to run my Aunt to the hospital for a check up, then in the afternoon, run my Uncle to a clinic for a physio appointment! When I got him I really felt like I needed a workout so I hit my stairmaster for a while and worked up a good sweet while watching my Family Guy Season 1 DVD box set. OMG... I love that show. I had been chatting with one of my slave members a few weeks back and he was thoughtfully obedient enough to send me Season 1 and 2 of the the FAmily GUy on DVD as a surprise gift for Mistress Kim! If you remain this good slave william, I might just allow you to cum soon (if your wondering.... I control his orgasm releases) But I love Family Guy, each character is awesome and brings me to tears. Now here is a tid bit..the voice of Louis is also Kitty (the wife on that 70's show)! But what a way to workout ...watching Family Guy! When I got off the stairmaster I was saturated in sweat so I ordered slave hubby to lick my asshole clean before I showered. I had to take a huge piss by this time too .. so after my ass was tongue freshened, I straddled his face without a funnel, straight mouth to pussy and released an absolutely massive long piss into my slaves stomach for him to drink! I do love having a human toilet always at my beckon call! Tonight is baseball night as we have to head out and enjoy some little league entertainment. I do enjoy it as I can sit in a lawn chair sipping a Dr. Pepper with the best of them LOL. When I got back I was in TV mode and watched a few shows on Discovery Channel about Tsunami's that I had taped, and then we watched one that I allowed slave rich to record about the first Broken Arrow - a lost nuke back in the 50's that crashed up in Canada just south of Alaska. I have one other one that we recorded but will save it for another night. It is the James Cameron one on the Bismarck. That one is 2 hours, so it is definitely another nights viewing! By bed time I was pretty horny for some reason LOL so I made my slave hubby lay on my bed as I straddled his face and spread my pussy wide open as I taunted him to look deep inside to see where is tiny penis will never be allowed LOL! C all me cruel, but it gets me right off to make him look into my pussy knowing that his useless little penis will not get to be inside it LOL. It is even more humiliating as I fucked myself with a dildo and taunted him more how this rubber cock dildo gets to be inside my hot pussy, but his tiny penis does not, as well how that rubber dildo satisfies me so much while his tiny penis never could! After some more verbal humiliation as I fucked myself silly I had a few orgasms and then finally I cum a river and even squirted all over his face as I hit some multiple orgasms! Oh I felt so much better! I was in such a good mood after degrading him ( this always makes me feel good LOL )as I was orgasmsing like crazy that I allowed him to sleep at my feet as I cozied my feet up against his face for the night! Now I will have a good sleep... a lot better then it used to be when I allowed him to fuck me, he would cum in less then 60 seconds if that...lovely huh! So referring to him as a cuckold wimp is being rather kind to what he could be called LOL!

July 2006 - Week 2

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July 15 - Hey it is yard sale day again! Now that I am feeling better LOL. I actually brought the slave along this week. He wore is lovely public collar, butt plug up his ass and of course his chastity cage on his itty bitty cock LOL. That chastity cage is in reality now part of his body (evil grin). For tonight we are going out for dinner to celebrate last weeks special denial anniversary (because I was sick) on the actual day which sucked) of his new reality of being denied my pussy as we are celebrating 1 full year, and it will be the first of many! Face it, his dick is far to small to satisfy me and can only fuck for 2 minutes MAX before cumming, so why bother LOL. I have a great sex life with him now that he wears my strapon cock, but I really want someone to send him that new proper male strapon as I feel it is extra kinky if a member sends him what he has to wear to fuck his wife instead of being allowed to use his little penis! But this all has made him a much better slave as our BDSM is very intense and deep and very old school hi protocol enslavement and slave expectations... where a slave is a TRUE slave, not a fantasy slave. My hubby is a slave that truly has no human rights and is treated like an animal in my eyes. Happily he agrees that this life is consensual for him and right for him. Plus we have a made all the legal arrangements so he could never leave or quit this life (hell he has no financial access to ANY money LOL), but that is not a worry anyway! My slave hubby is content being chastised and pussy denied because it has allowed him to ONLY focus on serving a superior owner and he has learned that as a slave that he needs nothing but the reality of being able to serve and be abused..... as it makes him a better slave. Beside slave rich now sees that his former wants were only selfish and now that he has no wants in life but slavery, he is so content and happy.Yes it means he is abused, humiliated, beaten and permanently sexually denied, but all of this helps make him a slave and this is what he is and is content! Fortunately I agree on it all, plus living in full time chastity has eliminated his masturbation compulsion and allowed me to finally be properly fucked by him because of his requirement of wearing a strapon cock to fuck me (since his little cock is not allowed in my pussy) He has told me that as great as orgasms were in his life, he prefers a strapon now to fuck me because he knows now that I will ALWAYS be sexually satisfied by him. This is something that he could NEVER accomplish with is real penis because it not only so small, but it is so inadequate due to the pathetic reality that it could rarely fuck me longer then 60 seconds. The same goes for the beatings and humiliations, face it, my slave hubby is sexually useless and needs complete domination in his entire life. So yes our lifestyle is extreme, but it is also a no brainier for us LOL! I often get asked as of late by fans and friends if I world want to replace him since he is so sexually useless to me and the answer is NO, as I have what may be one of the ultimate slaves here, and we can easily over cum his pathetic sexual inadequacy by #1 - permanent pussy denial, #2 - permanent chastity and #3 - a strapon... it is that easy. Plus I fuck other men whenever I want as much as I want and know my hubby will always be there waiting because he is a true and proud cuckold wimp and knows my pussy is for other men... not him... and as a cuckold....my slave hubby is elated to suck cock to entertain me, lick men's assholes to entertain me, for me and to lick me clean of sperm. There is a reason he not allowed a gender preference as a slave (evil grin... it gets me of watching him) Plus of course I know he will always be there at home when I return because.... I own him and he is a slave. End of statement! Believe me, my life is the ultimate kinky existence and I personally have never loved or been more enthralled with my hubby!

July 13 - Oh what a shithole of a week. My fucking migraine lasted almost 2 days and I felt like a bag of shit to say the least. I finally had enough strength today to get my ass to the chiropractor and sure enough I had some serious misalignments going on in my neck. I actually thought I was going to puke on one of the neck snaps, but the relief was incredible. My strength is so weak and I feel like I have been hit by a truck. The only thing I can thick of that did this was one of the fans I had in my bedroom. One night i accidentally had it so it was blowing more on me and that always seems to cause a headache. Plus not going for over 3 weeks for an adjustment for me is just asking for trouble and sure enough I got it!

July 10 - Hey all, I am seriously down for the count today with a wicked migraine headache. So much so that I cannot even go out to chiro.My fucking head feels like a melon that got smashed by a baseball bat! I have spent most of the day with ear plugs in and my eyeshade on sitting in the quite dark ...between hanging my head in the toilet. This one hurts and is a motherfucker.

July 9 - WORLD CUP SOCCER DAY ....YIPPIE.. I can't wait as I have loved this tournament! The game did not disappoint either. I really was pulling for France but sadly it was not to be. But believe me, Italy deserved it! It was lovely because I had a TV outside by the hot tub so I spent some of the game in the tub watching it sipping a Pepsi as my head is still pounding. It seems to be coming from my lower back, but also the base of my skull. I desperately need a chiro adjustment as I have not been in 3 weeks which is too long for me. I could not believe the Zadine head butt! I was shocked, but I will give it to him...he has balls and is a tough cookie! I just wish his amazing career didn't end with a red card! But my head is pounding sports fans, so I am going to zip off here and try to stretch out my back to see if it will help as sitting in my chair here now is sadly only aggravating at at this moment. Grrrrrr

July 8 - WOW what a good nights sleep I had last night! My back was totally acting up and I had to take a muscle relaxant and slipped off into la la land! I really needed sleep so I put in my ear plugs and put on my leather eye shade that I usually use for my slaves sensory deprivation LOL! Once I got up I ordered my slave hubby make me Eggs Benedict (one of my favorites) while I sat back in the kitchen watching CNN. I got a new flat screen TV for the kitchen since I love to spend so much time in it and I am totally enjoying it. I rearranged some furniture and have a nice little cozy love seat sofa in it so it has the feel of being in a Starbucks LOL! For the rest of my morning and early afternoon I went out in search of yard sales. I do love those LOL. But my day didn't produce much in the yard sale dept, but I did have fun and got myself a nice latte while I was out. I enjoyed myself even more because I locked my slave husband in the closet with a thick black penis gag in his mouth ( aren't I thoughtful towards my cuckold wimp to gag him with a black penis LOL) before I went out (evil grin). I made sure he had my house spotless and I didn't feel like allowing him clothing to go out in public, so I gagged him and stuffed him in my cramp hallway closet. Believe me I was giddy knowing that he was spending time at my mercy in confinement! When I got home I let him out and gave him a good lecture about how important times like this are for him as it allows his brain to fully process that he is a useless piece of shit slave who has no control over his existence and is at the whim of his owner! But I rewarded him by making him lick deep inside my very sweaty asshole! He did such a good job licking my ass, I had him remove my socks and lick my sweaty feet and toes before I want into the tub! For dinner I felt like pizza and my cousin came over. So for the night I had the slave making us tropical drinks in the blender and later in the night made some quesadillas on the BBQ! OMG they were so good! But my head was starting to pound from the drinks so I called it an early night around midnight and took a few Advil's!

July 2006 - Week 1

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July 7 - I have a request for you all that is wonderfully kinky! We are cumming up on the first anniversary of my cuckold slave hubby not being allowed to be inside my pussy! As you know when I do have him fuck me, I make him wear a strapon, but it is my strapon. Well I have just found out that my Toy Store ( click here )now carries a proper male strapon, that has a hole in the harness so that his chastity caged cock fits through it, so my wimp slave hubby will see what a real mans cock looks like beside his. The best part is that his is not allowed inside me and he has to look down and see the artificial cock pleasuring his wife because his body is too useless to do it! I thought it would be extra kinky if a member had the honor of ordering and send me one of these male strapon harnesses. Think of the satisfaction you will have knowing you sent my slave hubby the strapon harness that he now will always were when he fucks his wife instead of ever having his penis inside of me ....it will always be the strapon cock that you bought for him to wear LOL! Please email me ASAP if you would be sweet enough to make my lifestyle of kinky even more kinky and a more deviant reality for my cuckold wimp by supplying the strapon harness that he must wear to fuck his own wife LOL! The kind kinky member who does this will receive my Kimmy Strapon Slut DVD compliments of me!!!!! I just love the thought of his tiny cock poking through the hole and knowing that it is never allowed to go inside my hot wet pussy, and how my slave feels knowing that a big plastic cock gets me off, but his real body is far to inadequate to do the job..... thus DENIED PUSSY ACCESS for my cuckold wimp slave hubby LOL!!!!!! You can click here to order and be sure to email me for my shipping address!

July 4 - Happy Independence Day! Although in my house I have renamed it "Slavery Day" as it celebrates slave rich's life here in my house and under my ownership of absolutely no independence LOL as well as it is very close to his one year anniversary of being made to live in permanent pussy denial! I actually support ownership of human slaves I feel that many individuals like slave rich live much more fulfilled lives when they are the absolute and complete property of another person and fully under their power! I do not feel it is inhumane as I do not feel these slaves are fully "human like you or I " that is why they feel proper to be treated like an animal!The feel fulfilled being denied sex, being beaten severely, and not being allowed to make any decisions or have any human rights or dignity! BTW.. on being denied sex, it is not just slave rich who is denied pussy, one lesbo FEMDOM friend of mine actually had her female slaves pussy sewn shut LOL! But today we were having some friends and relatives over to enjoy a vanilla sort of family day. This was one of the few days that slave rich is actually dressed as I generally keep him naked 24/7 like a real slave should be kept. I actually got rid of and destroyed almost all his clothing when I removed all access to any form of finances from his life, and only kept a few things for days like this and the few times I allow him out with me, or he has to go on an assignments for work out of the house. But all his clothing amounts to a tiny selection of clothes that is miniscule enough to all be kept in one small drawer LOL I feel it is very important to keep a slave naked as much as possible as clothes promote equality which is very detrimental to slavery to say the least! anyway, his ass was properly plugged as usual now and we did a great BBQ of Jamaican jerk pork. My slave marinated the pork shoulders for 2 days in preparation. It takes about 4 hours to slowly cook it, but oh my god is is amazing. A girlfriend of mine brought me some Red Stripe beer back from Jamaica for me and we iced them up and cracked them open today! We spent some time in the hot tub too as we watched the Germany vs Italy soccer game. I was on edge as I am a big German fan I personally like Germany and of course England). But it was a great day, a little weird wearing a bathing suit as I think I have only worn one 2x in my hot tub and pool LOL. Most of my friends prefer to use it naked and prefer the pool naked, but I admit, I think i would give a few of my relatives a heart attack. Plus slave rich's ass was still showing some welts on it, so it was bet that it was covered. My regular kinky friends, hell they see slave rich naked, welted and collared on a regular basis as I have worked in the last few years to really only connected and enjoy people who share my ideology and kinky lifestyle. It is not I dislike others or old friends, it is just we really grew apart by not having anything in common LOL! I just do not like the inconvenience of making my slave put on clothes because company is here. I hate changing my lifestyle for others. Seeing my slave hubby in clothing revolts me... seeing any real slave in clothing revolts me.. I only seek to see him naked and collared as a permanent reality. I really only like people over at my home that are normal enough to accept him as a slave; an animal object ....which means naked and welted, eating on all 4's at their feet off the floor, serving as a human urinal and ass wiper if they choose, and of course being abused by not only me, but them if they wish! Anyway back to soccer LOL, I was shocked Germany lost, I figured they may win it. But I admit, the Italians scored great goals and deserved the games! LAter we watched the France Game and I felt they would win, so it should be a pretty good final now with Italy vs France! But the party went late into the night and more then my share of Red Stripes mixed with frozen tropical drinks have given me a skull splitting headache LOL. So not feel sorry for me LOL, as I do deserve it! But mostly it was nice to see my Aunt and Uncle here and having a smile on their faces! The only good thing about the party being over is that my slave got his sorry ass out of clothes and is back properly naked!!!!

July 2 - Spent today catching up on emails and web work! I did take time out at lunch to order slave hubby to be on all 4's on my bed with my strapon out. When I got up stairs i harnessed up and removed the butt plug out of his ass and believe me his asshole as huge LOL. So I stuffed my strapon up his asshole and gave him a good half hour fucking. I spent a lot of time on my back, making him ride on top like a good sissy bitch wimp hubby. Hell why should I do any work LOL. The best part was with him facing me , I got to smack the shit out of his balls LOL. I love how he looks with my strapon cock up his ass and his tiny cock chastised LOL! When I was done fucking him, I ordered him to suck and lick clean the cock as soon as it came out of his ass. My slave hubby knows I love making him taste both male and female asses! He did a lovely job lapping that cock, just like a good cuckold wimp should! I asked him if his asshole was sore and he admitted it was so I grinned and said "Good" as I shoved the XL butt plug back up it. I told him that he will now be spending most of his days with his asshole plugged, with removal only a few times a day and then the plug will go back up his ass. My goal is to eventually get 2 full fists up his ass. I know it is possible, so why not reach for the stars, after all a slaves body is made to do demented experiments on! I told him that he will require my permission to remove the plug (generally only for washroom purposes) and if I ever catch his slave ass empty without my permission, he will be severely beaten an caged extensively i.e. 2 days straight! So believe me, he gets the point LOL. So after that great strapon fuck, I felt better and before we were done, I ordered him to lick me to a few more orgasms! My orgasms are so much better now knowing that my slave hubby receives none, yet I get thousands LOL! The rest of the day I spent doing some gardening and relaxing by the pool. With the house to ourselves, I delighted in having my slave in the backyard working as his naked glistened in the sun contrasting his collar and leash. For a touch of slavery romanticism, I attached 18 inches of chain between his leg cuffs LOL. Damn it looked good! So we spent most of the afternoon and into the early night enjoy and working in the yard. Now I am beat and want an early night. I allowed slave hubby to remove his butt plug to use the washroom, but made sure the butt plug was inserted right back into his ass for the night. His only lube now was to lick his butt plug and suck it all getting it nice and clean as he lubes it to go back up his ass! To ensure it stayed stuffed up there, I hogtied slave rich and kept him like that on the floor at my feet as I told him I want to ensure his hands do not go near his butt plug as he gets used to it becoming part of his body like his chastity cage has now become!

July 1 - Well today is my day to do sweet fuck all! Actually the entire weekend is! I slept in until 9:15 which for me is almost a record! I laid back in bed and ordered slave hubby upstairs to lick both my pussy and asshole before I showered. While he was licking me, I made him sit up so I could kick at his chastity cage. I spent my time amusing myself asking him how he like is "nearly a year" of living his new life of permanent pussy denial. He told me that at times it is hard, but he accepts all aspects of being a slave, and not having the privilege to fuck his own wife is one of them. I admit that I do enjoy when other men fuck me more then I ever have now that I keep my hubby permanently chastised and forever denied access to be inside of my pussy. It has made sex so much more kinky to me. Especially when I make my slave hubby ask the guys to describe to him how good his wife's pussy is! This truly is the best as he sits at their feet after they fucked me and he has to ask other men to describe to him how his wife's pussy feels around their cocks LOL! I have been contemplating what I should do for his one year anniversary of permanent pussy denial. I am not sure yet as I simply am too mentally exhausted! Nevertheless, he did a great job deep licking my asshole clean and I had a few gushing squirting orgasms. Then it was off to the shower while I dispatched slave hubby to male me a fruit smoothie in the blender! Once I was done breakfast, I kicked back to watch both World Cup games today - England vs Portugal and Brazil vs France. I was rather enjoying looking at slave hubby naked in his collar today and I realized that with all the stress as of late, I have done lots of punishments to my slave, but I have seriously neglected his asshole! So I ordered him to go retrieve his XL butt plug and some lube . When he brought it back I used both my hands to insert 2 fingers on each hand to stretch his asshole in preparation for the XL butt plug. Once he was good and wide open, I made him sit down and take that massive plug deep and totally into his ass. I love watching his eyes almost pop out then that mammoth plug fully penetrates his ass! There now I was ready for the game and kept my slave down on all 4's as my human foot stool! I admit I was shocked at the results that Portugal won. Fucking England can't win a shoot out if their life depended on it! I was rather irritated and took out my aggression as I smacked my slaves face so hard and delivered 10 punches to his balls that had him begging me to stop. For this outburst, I literally crushed his balls 10 more times! He will learn not to beg me to stop punishing him.. torture stops to his body ONLY when I decide that I have had enough! Then the Brazil stunner! France now scares me because any team that can put out Brazil has to be for real! After the games, I told my slave sore balls slave that he could waddle out to BBQ and grill us up some steaks for diner and make a Greek salad to go with them. Before he did though I ordered his ass to face me as I removed his butt plug after being up his as for almost 5 hours. When I took it out, I ordered him to now face me and open his mouth as I made him open wide and inserted his butt plug into his mouth for him to enjoy all the flavor of his ass! Once it was licked and sucked shinny clean of his ass juices, I turned him back around and inserted right back up his rather gaping wide open hole. I was pondering fisting his ass, but selfishly, I was too hungry and wanted my wimp hubby to get my dinner ready LOL!

June 2006 - Week 4

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June 29 - Ugghhh It is going to be one of those days, as my Uncle called and my Aunt is having a few health issues, so I am going to be running over there shortly to met with the nurse. as well I am going to be meeting later this afternoon with an Occupational Therapist as we go through the home and get them both set up for their new way of living. I tell you this stress is getting to me at times, my fucking stomach is going into knots and I am sleeping like shit more often then not because of this. My slave has been great and I have truly enjoyed abusing him to make me feel better. I know it sounds selfish, but he is a slave and in my eyes, he exist is to serve me in any way shape and form, and that includes abusing him and beating him to take out my frustrations. I am delighted that he accepts true slavery and offers his body without resistance for me to torture .I would torture it regardless, but it is just comforting that at this point in our life, he truly knows his place and purpose. My relatives illness have made me more sadistic I have found and I have been really dishing out the punishment on my slave hubby and I have found that I am enjoying it to a new level which is times of stress is definitely a good thing! Well I am off to meet with the nurse and do some re-designing of their home to make it more functional.

June 27 - Wow, more great soccer yesterday! have to tell you I love watching the games (especially while having a naked slave laying at my feet) The Italy vs Australia game was so good, and what a finish!!!! WOWK!!!!!! I really look forward to the the France vs Spain game later today! Around 11 am we headed over to my Aunts and Uncles house for a visit and to go over some things with their home care nurse. She truly is a delight and my Aunt and Uncle love having here there. It takes a special person to really make sick elderly people feel good and make them smile! I sent my slave hubby to to pick up some pizza for us all so we could have an early afternoon dinner while we watched the France vs Spain game (which was excellent - both the pizza nd the game!) and their nurse was so touched that I got some for her! I felt it was the least I could do! Anyway's, afterwards when I got him, I spent my night doing work for my day job, then trying to catch up on some mails as well as talk to Jean for a few minutes to catch up with her too! But I am a bit sleepy now and plan to call it a night right after I have my slave hubby give me a foot massage and a pedicure. I noticed my toes needed a bit of attention today,so slave hubby will be licking them clean to get them ready for his pedicure . I require him to fully lick not just my toes, but my full feet, including the bottom of my soles as he cleans my feet with his mouth. I admit I enjoy ordering him lick my sweaty feet clean when I get slip them out of my Rebook walking shoes a lot! It is relaxing as all hell to have your sweaty foot be taken out of your hot sweaty shoes and have your foot go into the mouth of a naked slave as you hold their leash and feel their tongue licking and freshen your feet. A PERFECT job for a slave hubby! But this pedicure will be lovely before I fade off to sleep and if he does a good job, I will allow him to sleep on the floor beside my bed tonight... and BTW.... he still can barely sit down on his sooooooo sore ass!

June 26 - I had a great nights sleep last night as I took some Tylenol and Advil before bed. I was feeling too headachy even to have my slave hubby fuck me with his strapon. I summoned the strength as usually (when I feel like this ) to torture him for a a half an hour as it has been more then a few weeks since he has had a good whipping) I didn't waste my time with some warm up whips, instead I went straight for my heavy duty whips and had his body welted in no time. I went to work on both his ass, back, legs and even his chest and stomach as I let out all my frustrations of all the health stresses on my slave hubby! Believe me, within a half an hour his body was quite heavily welted! I went rather hard on whipping his ass and his ass was literally scarlet and glowing by the time I was done! after his whipping I untied his hands from the ceiling and realized that with everything that has gone on in the last while, that it has been damn near a month since I milked him of cum or even once unlocked his chastity cage off his cock for even a second. By now I am used the the fact that his chastity cage is on for months at at time. So I got out my key, unlocked his cage but told him to to get his hopes up for an orgasm, as that would not be happening any time soon. So up he got on all 4's as I got out my curved Euro probe milking dildo and start the milking process by sliding it up his ass to stimulate the prostrate. As usual I had his black bowl under his little cock and I am getting pretty good to know when the sperm will start to flow. It still blows my mind that all this cum flows out of a male slaves cock while being milked... yet they get no orgasmic pleasure! After about 10 minutes that tap was open and the thick white sperm was running out of his cock without any sexual pleasure for him. Once the milking process was done, I removed the dildo from his ass and made him lick off and savor his ass juices as the dildo went from deep up inside his asshole, to straight into his mouth! I love making him taste the asses of both men and women!!!!! Well I must say that today I collected a truly massive load of fresh cum. I should not be surprised since in reality it was a months supply. So I grabbed a spoon and told slave hubby to open wide as I fed him 4 big tablespoons full of fresh sperm. Then I grabbed my strapon and dipped it into the cum and made him lick it off the cock. (I love doing that as a great humiliation) I asked him if he missed being a man and having sex like real men do (evil grin) and told him to get used to it as slavery is his reality and he will be spending every remaining day on earth as a fully controlled slave to me... and in chastity with pussy denial and orgasm denial! As I was telling him this I held up the black bowl for him to finish licking out any remaining white cock cum from the bowl! I chuckled when I asked him if his penis cum tastes different now since is never comes out with an orgasm or pleasure LOL. Afterwards I felt much better as I was getting my life back to normal LOL. So happily I decided that a night gagged and hogtied would be good for him so off we went as I shoved his bound ass into the cramp quarters of the closet. When I got up this morning I could not believe how red and welted his ass still was. I almost cum and creamed my pussy when I rubbed my hands over the massive red welts on his naked ass! Hey I am a sadistic slave owning bitch who gets off on whipping slaves what can I say.. it is a hobby LOL. BUt I was still feeling rather sadistic.... so that I bent him over and took my heaviest wooden paddle and smacked so hard his severely welted and sore ass 10 times with my hard oak paddle. OMG... he was in fucking tears and I loved it!!!!!! I told him to expect 10 hard ass smacks at lunch hand another 10 at dinner, and 20 more before bed as I want his ass to be SORE, BEATEN, RED AND WELTED! I knew he would not be able to sit down for a day for sure as this was a lovely pain experiment on his ass I was carrying out LOL! I ordered my slave to make me a fruit smoothie with fresh berries while I settled in to do some work , then site back and watch some more soccer as I want to watch the France vs Spain soccer game today as I think it will going to be a beauty! I plan on keeping my feet on his bare welted ass as it will be a foot warmer for me today (evil grin)

June 2006 - Week 3

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June 25 - In my exhausted state, I have managed to arrange it to work at home for the next week or so and then hopefully book some vacation. My humanitarian efforts seemed to be appreciated and understood and it was relatively easy in my position to arrange to work from here. I will have a few meetings I will have to go in for, but for most parts I plan to keep my ass parked at home as slave rich and I regain our sanity LOL. This morning I sat my naked ass in front of the TV to watch the Portugal vs Netherlands World Cup match! That is one thing that has stressed me out.... not being naked. As you know I am a nudist at heart and I generally never wear clothes at home unless non nudist friends / visitors are coming over. Our family knows that if they are bringing any friends home to call or ring the door bell (even though they have a key) as this is our signal to grab a shirt and shorts LOL. I truly love living naked, but I do not believe in forcing my beliefs on others as I do tend to respect others and refuse to make people uncomfortable. Plus I would not ant my family to feel uncomfortable or reserved to bring their friends home! So..... WOW what a match...all those red cards! I felt that this soccer game was easily one of the nastiest games I have ever seen! I admit though I did enjoy it even though I love the true sportsmanship of the game, I like a good dirty tussle every now and then LOL! I admit I wanted Portugal to win as I love the country since I spent some time there years back. I had the benefit of being there to oversea some business and got to spend 3 months there on the company tab years back. I just wish I could arrange that again as I do suit a European life LOL! After the game I needed a good pussy licking and since I kept slave rich at my feet in his collar, I give his leash a yank and had him lick both my asshole (as I held my legs around my ears LOL... then give me a few sets of multiple orgasms with his tongue. I really needed that badly! Tonight if he is lucky, I will allow him to put on his strapon to fuck me! See for my slave hubby, even though he is wearing a strapon.. it is still a privilege for him to be used to fuck me! This is a understood thing as if he is bad, he will spend his time locked in my closet listening to other men fucking his wife So for me it is a win win situation LOL. But I do love how my cuckold slave hubby fully understands that any type of strapon harness sex that he is involved with to pleasure me is a totally privilege for him!

June 23 - I am happy to report that my Aunt came home this morning which is a great burden off my shoulders. I do not know home much more I can take of running daily to the hospital. My family here at home as been great and I commend them for being so good while slave rich and I had to devote so much time to our needy relatives! I want to reward them by going away soon for a little water park vacation so we can spend some time as a family and do nothing but relax and let the stresses slip away as we shoot down some water slides! I had the private nurse at the house when we arrived. The other day I spent my time doing the selection and interviews of them. I do think I have a wonderful lady. She is an older, rather heavy set black lady and she genuinely cares and is compassionate, as well as from her references... she is not afraid to work and go the extra mile to really make her patients life comfortable.

June 23 - Well it is official, I am mentally and physically exhausted. My Aunt has been in the hospital and I have spent the better part of 2 weeks spending time with her and setting up home nurse care, rehab schedules etc for my Uncle. My Aunt is doing better but still has some paralysis from the stroke. It is impossible to say if this will remain permanent or improve. Due to her age, I am sadly thinking it is more permanent. She can move her fingers and toes etc, but for most parts it is er face that her the traditional droop. The worse part is that it has been so hard on my Uncle being home alone. that is why both myself and slave rich have done so much for them both to help ease the mental anguish that goes along with such things. The part that has me more pissed then anything is that there are other relatives around and they are doing the next to sweet fuck all. This really has me pissed and I am not going to go into detail here as it gets me to riled up, but I have already ripped a new asshole to one of my cousins for being a totally selfish and useless piece of undependable shit. There that makes me feel a bit better, but as you know I am not one to hold back and when I have had enough, I will call the spade the spade! But hopefully my aunt will be out of the hospital soon and we are simply going to set up permanent health care assistance for them in their home because this way, their poor lives can get back to normal in a much easier and comfortable fashion! I do apologize for not writing more, but I have barely been home here and when I am it is generally to sleep! One thing though,, being a soccer fan and with me spending so much time at the hospital, I at least have had the benefit of getting to watch lots of the World Cup games!

June 2006 - Week 2

2006-10-25T07:56:00.000-07:00

June 12 - Hey all, I have had horrible news, as if it has not been bad enough with my Uncle losing his legs with his disease.... with all of the stress that has been with this, my Aunt has had a stroke and totally turned her world upside down. This has been a nightmare of sad reality. Over the next few weeks I will do what I can to write when I can, but right now I am exhausted and swamped with things to do with one of them in the hospital and the other learning and trying to survive after an amputation. I appreciate all your support and I will do what I can to keep you all posted. Regardless, all other parts of the site run as normal, and updates are never missed. I appreciate any and all notes of support during trying times. I just know how exhausted slave rich and I will be as we focus on both of them!

June 8 - I had the benefit of working at home today which was great because besides my actual 9-5 work, I managed to do some house organization as well LOL! I have been thinning out a lot of the closets and drawers in the house as they were getting rather full...as in the ready to explode state. Plus with so much in them and so much in the rooms, it is really hard to keep everything clean as there is just too much stuff LOL. My goal has been to reduce stuff like that by half. But as any parent knows.... it takes time to sort and do everything. So I worked away at that as slave rich worked away at web work. I was in a cooking sort of mood so I made us up some lovely chicken wraps for lunch. I shocked my slave hubby when I entered the room with his lunch with a big smile. I had my motives as I told him that he was going to entertain me before he got his lunch. I promptly ordered him to his knees and used my key to unlock his locked chastity cage that is now permanently on his cock. Then with his legs spread wide as he knelt on the ground I proceeded to kick his balls and little cock for some fun. No other reason then just for fun. The interesting thing is the harder I kicked his balls.... the more fun I had! After beauty 20 kicks to my slaves now swollen nuts I decided to smack his face about 12 times and the last 6 were damn near hard enough to remove his head LOL. Same effect though, the harder I smacked his face, the more fun I had LOL. I think I see a lovely sadistic theme developing here LOL! While I was smacking his face I mocked him about him being too useless to ever go inside my pussy with his cock. Then it was back to balls kicking...by now I was kicking his balls so hard that he was in a soaking sweat from this noon time punishment session ( evil grin ). I was so impressed at how he absorbed so much punishment without screaming or collapsing that I put his food bowl on the ground and screamed at him as I shoved his head into his food bowl that I wanted him to stroke his useless little cock and cum all over his lunch which he would then eat all up like a good animal slave from his plate at my feet! This is the only way I allow my wimp slave husband to experience an orgasm now ... through true humiliation. So if I ever allow his pathetic cock to spurt, it is only through masturbation only and usually onto his food or my feet etc where he can eat it for my amusement like an animal! While he was stroking his cock I kicked at his balls some more and smacked his face some more and had a blast as I degraded him more and I told him that jerking his little clit over my feet or his food is the only way a useless wimp can ever cum, that sex... being my pussy,ass or mouth are for real men only to put their cocks into and that cuckold wimps can only yank their little dicks LOL. Then I dangled my big tits over his face telling him that real men can play with these when ever they want, but wimps like him can never as much even touch their wife's big tits. At this point of his stroking and humiliation, he was begging me to allow him to cum and I laughed as I allowed it and he pasted his whole wheat chicken wrap with a thick hot white layer of sticky cock protein! I then grabbed a knife to dice up his wrap as sat back and enjoyed watching him devour his sperm covered lunch. after he licked the plate clean my slave thanked me profusely for allowing him to cum. I am not big on allowing him too many orgasms a year, but my rule is that when my slave is allowed an orgasm, it must be humiliating and it must be painful, so balls kicks, face smacks and cumming over his lunch were a good choice for today! See for me, that can damn near be as good as sex mentally! I love it beyond words and it is why I love life as a 24/7 lifestyle FEMDOM! After lunch I made my slave clean up and told him to get on his workout gear and he and i went out for a 1.5 hour bike ride for a nice break. Plus I thought that after his balls kicking, that riding a bike would be perfect LOL! We had to run to kids sports tonight so we were going to be going for pizza, then once we got home, I wanted a hot tub and to have a nice de-caf latte while I caught up on another mountain of emails! I am excited about tomorrow as the World Cup starts. My 2 sets of soccer pictures on the site are some of my favorite because I actually played the game competitively in University. So I love the World Cup. I hope the U.S. does well, but I have to admit to love England and can't wait for their first game against Paraguay on Saturday morning!

June 2006 - Week 1

2006-10-25T07:54:00.000-07:00

June 6 - I was on the go from the time my alarm went off today. I knew it would be a long day with my Uncles surgery, so I got up around 6 am and went down stairs to have a cardio workout and then slipped into the hot tub afterwards. The slave made me a yummy fresh fruit salad with lots of pineapple and kiwi as I was in the mood for a real tropical fruit salad as opposed to a berry one LOL. Then we headed out to pick up my aunt as I planed to stay this morning until the surgery was done. All seemed to go well thankfully and by lunch time I was heading back to work. Tonight my aunt was coming over to our house for dinner so I ordered my slave hubby to marinate some boneless center cut pork loin chops and do them on the grill with some veggies and his famous BBQ cauliflower. If you have not had it before it is amazing as you leave it in big chunks, slather it in butter salt and pepper then wrap it in foil and put it on the grill for 30 minutes and when it is done...OMG it is amazing! Everyone in the family from adults to kids loves it! But it will be an early night as it has been a long day to say the least!

June 5 - Got up this yesterday morning and was famished after my multi orgasms and that long fuck session I had last night! I have to say I love making my slave hubby wear a strapon sooooooo muuuuccccchhh as I know get fucked for as long as I want. You have to remember that slave rich truly is a definitive cuckold and definitive wimp... with a 100% tiny cock and like most cuckolds, totally sexually inadequate and could not fuck me for longer then 60-90 seconds before cumming! I think he only has ever fucked me for longer then 3 minutes with his little penis a couple of time in all the years. I honestly can say until I made him wear a strapon cock to fuck me.. his little cock never has fucked me longer then 5 minutes ever! But his reality of never being allowed in my pussy.... which means always wearing a strapon has made me one satisfied women finally when fucking her slave hubby! (Thank god for pussy denial and being a lifestyle FEMDOM to enforce it) Because he does such a good job with his strapon cock, I let him lick my pussy even longer now...whch make me orgasm even more as it is his one talent I recognize; my slave is a world class pussy licker, ass licker and from what the guys tell me... that my slave hubby is a pretty damn good cock sucker too LOL! So I definitely am on the road to getting him to be well trained! I didn't feel like working out today as I really felt like some eggs benedict. So I put slave hubby to work preparing a nice family breakfast for us all. afterwards we sat back and watched Kicking and Screaming with Will farrell. God he makes me laugh and we all cried at some of the things in the movie! The funny reality is I think everyone of us has know a person how is wacky like that with kids sports! But I plan to kick back and catch up on another mountain of email today and later tonight I want to non-orgasmicly milk slave rich's cock and feed him a bowl of fresh cock sperm for being a god slave hubby this week for me! I like to taunt him and ask him if his sperm taste different now that I rarely allow him or orgasm...and if the non-orgasmic milked sperm has a different flavor of when I used to allow him to cum like a real man! Oh how I love my petty insults and degradation of him and get off on my control!! As well later tonight I want to order slave rich to dial me one of my stud boyfriends on the phone tonight and I will have him arrange a time that my boyfriend and I can get together next week so I can fuck him and celebrate slave rich's 11 month anniversary of permanent pussy denial! I think that is a great thing for a slave hubby to have to do and arrange for his slut wife LOL! But ponder this amazing fact and reality.... Now that slave rich is never allowed now inside my pussy.... my sex life with him has never been better!!!!

June 3 - I slept in today until 8:15 (that is sleeping in for me since I am usually up around 6:30 during the week!) I had a great quite night last night as we went out for dinner. the steak was amazing and cooked perfect (medium for me). I was in a really mellow mood and allowed slave rich to have 2 beers. partly because I had a motive LOL) about 15 minutes after the second beer was drank he asked permission to go and take a piss. I said no problem, but take your empty glass with you and I expect it to return to the table full again. His face sank , but he knees he had to do it! So like a good slave, he headed off to the washroom, got into his stall, put his glass under his chastity cage and proceeded to fill his glass up with piss from his cock! I was pleased as punch when he returned to the table with his own special beverage! I delighted in watching him drink his own cock piss in public for the rest of the dinner! I have to admit, it is things like this which make the BDSM lifestyle the best way to live in my books! What other life gives you unique fresh fun like this that takes every day situations and makes them wonderfully exciting, erotic, and kinky! This is the type of thing of why we both are so happy in life. kinky and freshness like this is a Mastercard commercial to me...priceless! When we got home I was wet from a few drinks and seeing my salve drink his cock piss in public, so I made him harness up and put on his 10 inch strapon dildo harness and cock so he could fuck me properly like a real man. Face it, he is a wimp with a 4 inch cock, so it is a delight to have him fuck me with a 10 incher! I squirted countless times until my legs were shaking! I do believe that part of the big turn on too besides getting fucked with a nice big thick cock as he wears the strapon, is the eroticism that he is not allowed inside my pussy with his own little real cock! It really works me into a frenzy knowing he is a very real slave who is not even allowed to touch my tits, never mind be inside my pussy LOL, but it totally devoted to me. Mmmmmm the erotic power of owning a person; best yet when it is your husband! BUt you ask slave rich and he agrees that my orgasm denial / control, my pussy denial and denial of him even touching my tits, ass or pussy has made him a much better slave! Now I do allow him to touch my ass when he spreads it apart to lick me and the only part of him that is allowed to touch my pussy is his tongue! Mt tits are off limits as I like to taunt him as fondle and play with my tits and suck my own nipples as I tell him how good they taste and how delicious they feel in my mouth! I really rev him up when I make fun and mock him how my big natural tits are only for my boyfriends to touch and play with and never him LOL! That makes his little cock almost explode in his chastity cage when he is told that his wife's tits are for her boyfriends pleasure only....not her husbands LOL! Ah well if he is a good little wimp slave hubby I may even non-orgasmicly milk his cock for him tomorrow so he can eat up a big bowl of sperm!

June 2 - Well some good news, the testing on my Uncle showed a blockage in one of the main veins in his leg that was causing a bunch of the complications and reduced blood flow. He is scheduled to be in for surgery on Tuesday as long as everything stays stabilized! I am going out with slave rich tonight for a dinner with just us.We do so much for and with our family, that it is definitely parent time! I am in the mod for a good steak and a Corona after a week of running back and forth to the hospital, kids sports and my own hellish work schedule!

May 28, 2006

2006-05-29T08:52:00.001-07:00

WOW what a weekend! I had an amazing time Friday night. As I planned we went out to Bahama Breeze and had an amazing time. My girlfriends went right to work on slave rich referring to him as my wimp slave all night! When the waitress was taking the orders, my girlfriend Jen told that waitress as she pointed to slave rich, that “ it was not allowed to order and that we would be doing all of it’s ordering” the waitress looked puzzled and Jen told her to take a gook look at his neck and she saw his chain lock collar and she still looked puzzled so finally Jen smiled and blurted out….he is a slave, a very real slave and has no rights, she owns it” as she laughed her tits off. The waitress looked sort of shocked at first and said “Really? Your kidding” nope I said, that is a fact and reality. The waitress was a bit naive and asked why he would be a slave? So Clare spoke up and told her how we believe in female superiority and that women need to take charge of their lives more. As well Clare looked her straight in the eye and told her as she pointed to slave rich that his cock was small and totally fucking useless so women like her (as she pointed to me) have other uses for wimp slave husbands well we enjoy real men. Again she was like “what does he do” Well by now we are all laughing our tits off at the waitresses naivety and how much fun this is all as slave rich was red of embarrassment and humiliated beyond words when Clare spoke up softly … “once we get fucked silly and filled up by big cocks… this cuckold wimp slave of husbands job is to lick us clean our our sticky filling” the waitress finally got it and laughed….we all smiled and nodded as I said…”sweetie, once you get filled right and then are licked clean by a cuckold slave…there is no better orgasms of when your wimp husband or boyfriend licks out another mans sperm from inside you!” All the waitress could muster was WOW as she smiled. I definitely think we did her head in and rocked her world LOL, but it was mission accomplished so far... a cuckold wimp humiliated by his reality, and we rode of wave of females taking charge of their lives and sex lives! So we ordered slave rich his beer and we all had Cosmopolitans, then another, and another. Once slave rich’s beer was almost done, the waitress asked if he wanted another. Jen replied for him, know that one was all he was allowed! Jen then smiled and got up and grabbed slave rich’s near empty beer bottle as she and I hoped up to head to the ladies room and told Clare to mind the slave! We were both giggling her asses off as we went to the ladies room. Once in there, I washed out the bottle and Jen took it into a stall. I was in tears laughing as I heard her start to stream her piss and the sound of it filling up the bottle. She opened the door for me to see the bottle damn hear shoved up her pussy as he piss flaps surrounded it and re-filled the bottle to the brim. She told me she fucked her boyfriend just an hour before we went out, so there would be a bit of his cum load mixed in with it as she tried to push out any remaining flavor and sperm from her earlier cream pie! To finish it off right she rubbed the rim around her asshole and then stuffed it 4 inches at least right up inside her asshole! Happy as a clam we headed back to Clare and slave rich and presented him with is new drink. It was pure delight to sit there and watch him drink a bottle of fresh piss from Jen, sperm form her boyfriend, all topped with a lovely shitty asshole taste. Now this was my kind of fun night! This went on for 2 more hours as each one of us took a turn filling his bottle with piss. So by the time we called it a night, slave rich had drank the piss of 3 women in public and as well swilled the sperm of one of our boyfriends mixed in with it! Now that is what I call a good girls night out! When we got to the parking lot and were getting ready to head home. Jen ordered slave rich beside her car and to strip…as in NAKED as was going to drive him back to her house as I was loaning my slave to her for a night of torture, strapon ass fucking, and definitely humiliations. So here we are in this parking lot at 11pm and slave rich is stripping naked. Once he was naked I put his leather collar on his neck after I removed his public sterling collar, attached a leash and we all laughed at him standing there with his chastity cage on his little cock and I took slave rich’s clothes and told him that he would not need them. I gave Jen the chastity key in case she wanted to torture his cock LOL! Jen then ordered slave rich to get into the front seat of her car naked and I cried laughing looking at him sitting there naked in her car with not as much a stitch of clothing on, or even available for him to put on as they drove off! To me this is who slavery should be and we should be able to keep our slaves naked in public like this so they can be identified and not considered human! Jen told me that she might just go through a late night drive through LOL! Jenny called me around 11 am today to arrange to bring my cuckold wimp back and gave me some of the quick details of her borrowing my slave! Once they got to her house, she made him get out of the car and walk naked on his leash to her house! Before they went inside she ordered the slave to it's knees to kiss her feet and then she smacked his face for her jollies outside her door. Once inside she made him drink her piss again as she drained her bladder. Next up she inspected him naked on her kitchen table and stuffed a finger up his asshole, then made him lick it clean as she told him that she might just have him lick her asshole clean instead of ever again using toilet paper! Now that is kinky even for me! After his inspection, she went to town on his ass leaving some good welts! I really like when others whip him and train him as it really helps his development and believe me, Jen loves to torture and really inflict pain in small cock men as she has no use for them just like me! Jen said she wasn’t interested in torturing his clit sized cock so she left it locked up but she did take a wooden paddle to his balls to blister them until he was screaming in tears like the sissy cock he is! She was so horny by then that she rode slave rich’s face and made him lick her asshole threatening him that she was going to shit in his mouth LOL! Jen kept telling him as she smacked his balls to "open your mouth wimp.... here it comes" LOL. What a great mind fuck! Sadly she didn't fill his mouth from her ass LOL but Jen is admiringly pretty hardcore FEMDOM and serious humilatrix and loves stuff like this really extreme stuff and I gave her the thumbs up to do as she wants with my slave <> so he tongued her asshole while she masturbated and told him how useless his tiny white cock is until she had a few good orgasms. Once she had cum enough, she grabbed her strapon and butt fucked slave rich with his hands tied to the bed making him lick his asshole flavor several times when she would pull out! Jen really loves her strapon and is a real anal humilatrix as she pounded his asshole for over 40 minutes. She told me she wanted to make sure he walked funny for at least 3 days LOL. That basically sums up the night. I do know she locked him into a cage in her basement and when she got him up this morning that he made her a great breakfast of his signature omelets and that his breakfast was a fresh hot drink of her morning piss as well as slave rich did have to clean her shithole, but she didn’t make him lick it clean yet <>, but did make him be under her asshole and use the toilet paper to clean her, then use his tongue to shove it deep into her ass to make sure he did a good job! If not, he would enjoy the shitty taste LOL! I just love how much a bitch she is as she really loves to treat a slave like dirt! Jen drove the slave home here this morning and I allowed her to pull into the garage to unload the slave. At her house, she made the slave in broad daylight go back out to her car naked in a collar and leash as well as be driven to my house fully naked in the front of her car in broad dayight! I here can’t be quite that risque as her set up is a bit more private so she had to pull in the garage to unload the slave. We sat and had coffee together while she told me more of her abuses of my slave hubby! But now we are off to visit my Uncle in the hospital so I think we will take my aunt out for dinner. I admit I love the idea of a new duty for slave rich and that I just may have a new daily job for slave rich as a shithole cleaner! Whey should I do that myself when my slave has 2 good hands, then a nice tongue lick to make sure he did a good job…or else! Well I am off to the hospital as I want to either be home or go out for dinner somewhere where I can watch some of the Indy 500 this afternoon. Memo to Dancia Patrick.... any time your want your asshole or pussy licked...DO CALL ME!!!!

May 26, 2006

2006-05-29T08:52:00.000-07:00

TGIF everyone YEAH and the best part is that summer is in full swing! We are heading out tonight with a few kink girlfriends (Jen who loves to make slave erich drink her piss and one of her good friends Clare) for a bit of a vanilla night as we head out with 2 of my girlfriends for dinner and a few drinks for a relaxing night out! I love these 2 because they fully know slave rich is chastised, is a 24/7 slave, that he serves us all as a human urinal for us to piss into his mouth and that he is now not allowed inside my pussy, so when we are out, they often like to throw lots of little verbal humiliations towards him LOL. So who knows that the night will bring. All I know is that I feel like sitting out on a patio and enjoying some tropical drinks! I do have one kinky idea in mind, as I plan to allow slave rich to have a beer, but I would like for all 3 of us to take turns re-filling it through the night with our own homemade pussy brew if you catch my drift! Well I am off to get dressed and then to pick out what my slave will wear and what chastity belt / cage I will put it into tonight! Hope you all have a great weekend and remember…play kinky!

May 25, 2006

2006-05-29T08:51:00.001-07:00

Well I am shocked in a way… Taylor Hicks wins the American Idol. Well obviously it is more of a popularity contest then an actual talent contest! Don’t get me wrong, Taylor can sing, but face it, his future is in Vegas as a lounge singer LOL. I can’t see Taylor with a rock band or any other type of band really as Simon said it best all season…. Taylor is like a karaoke wedding singer and in my opinion, Simon is right! Oh well it was a great season and we really got treated to some great singers. I still laugh every time I see Kevin and all I can think is Chicken Little.; there is another one though, Kevin sweetie, you are a dewb, and Kimmy would not even be offering you a courtesy fuck LOL. Sorry but that is the bitch in me LOL as he really annoys me! But this season I had my black booty girls in Mandesa and Paris, both whose asses I would love to lick. I have had some people surprised that I like big asses (white or black big booty’s) but I do, i just love a nice lush full ass on a woman and if it is black, it is even better to this white lesbo wife LOL! I admit it, I used to masturbate to Mandesa's huge black ass sitting on my white face as I licked deep up her black shithole! YES it is true heavy black women are my secret fetish! The secret is out LOL! Anyway, my slave made a wonderful Mexican dinner tonight; basic, but good – burritos and tacos with a nice frosty Corona with lime on the side. Afterwards I talked on the phone with my Aunt for a while and I was rather happy to learn that my Uncle is doing much better. I will most likely stop by the hospital for a visit on the weekend! Well I am off to a tub as I want to relax and I need my slave to shave my legs and my pussy tonight!

May 23 , 2006

2006-05-29T08:51:00.000-07:00

I had a shitty nights sleep last night and was feeling edgy this morning, so after I had a lovely breakfast of poached eggs and grapefruit juice that my slave made me, I ordered it upstairs and put the dildo face harness on my slave and laid it down on it’s back on my bed. I then proceeded to fuck myself silly on that big 10 inch face dildo. I used my 2 favorite positions… typical as bouncing up and down as I was on my knees and then turned around so I was squatting pussy first facing my salve to really give him a good frontal view of that big thick face dildo going where his cock is not allowed and best yet, that big dildo mounted onto his face is making me cum in waves and buckets. Proudly I squirted 3 times all over my salves face and had 7 orgasms from stuffing my pussy. I think it is wonderfully teasing to make his face be only inches away with a big cock on the end of it as I am taunting my slave how his little penis will never be inside me again and that this would be as close as he gets to being inside my pussy LOL. Trust me it was really erotic and I needed that bad LOL. I cum so hard I creampied myself as I had a thick white pussy cum starting to pour out of me. When I do that you know my orgasms are massive! But with my period done, I really did feel much better. Once I took the face dildo off his head I sat back down as first onto his face and made my slave hubby deep tongue my shithole as it was all sweaty after my fuck! Now I felt better as I grabbed a shower and got ready to run to the post office and then into work for a few hours. I was back around 3pm and grabbed a quick stepper workout before I soaked my ass in the hot tub for a bit while the slave made a past dinner for us tonight. We had a great Merlot wine with dinner from Australia that I loved. Afterwards I ordered the slave to whip up a vanilla latte for me as I went to my computer to answer a few emails and update my journal. After all tonight is it, American Idol finale! So let’s keep our fingers crossed for Kat. Oh how I would like to uncross that woman’s legs and lick that big plump ass of hers! Plus to me she is gorgeous and I would to have her as either a lesbo lover or a permanent slave LOL! God I could lick that oversized ass of hers for hours at a time LOL! I better stop thinking of this or I will have to stop to masturbate!!! Fuck it…. I have to cum now that I have been thinking of Katharine… my pussy is calling my fingers… hell with my fingers, I need my fist to be inside me… I have to stretch my big pussy open wide and stuff my fist up into myself …talk to you later as I am about to get busy!

May 22, 2006

2006-05-29T08:50:00.001-07:00

I got up early as I had a meeting at 9am, unlocked and untied the slave from the closet and sent it downstairs to prepare my breakfast. I actually craved drinking piss today, but not being a vampire and still on my period, I opted for option 2…. Starbucks LOL. I have a meeting at the school tonight and I am still feeling a bit run down today form my crampy weekend of the period from hell! Ah well, one more day until American Idol! I just pray that Katherine wins and not the Jay Leno look-a-like soul patrol clown. Dude there is a wedding just dying to book you to sing. It is not that you’re not OK; you are just a goofball LOL. There wasn’t that blunt and to the point. Oh and memo to Taylor Hicks even if you win ….remember are and never will be in the league of Chris Daugherty!

May 21, 2006

2006-05-29T08:50:00.000-07:00

OK this months period is in full agony mode for some reason this month. Kimmy is not happy and feels like shit. This will be a pajama and slipper day. I took out some more frustration on the slave with a short but merciless whipping with my Mexican split tongue quirt; which is one of my more vicious whips. It really ripped up the slave’s ass and back. I even whipped the slave’s chest today, but its bare ass we welted to a very painful and extreme level. These welts will last at least a week at the least I imagine! But I do not feel bad about it in the least, that is what a slave is for, it helps me loose frustration at feeling shitty. Once again in agony with an ass that my salve could not sit down on if it tried; it thanks me for using it properly and beating its sorry self to make me feel better! Some so called Dom’s would think, oh your abusing it…hello it is a fucking slave I love and respect and the slave is thankful to be used. If your slave is too wossy or a whiner then maybe you need to readdress your relationship LOL remember my slave has no limits…..say again….no limits which to me is real true slavery! But like anything some FEMDOM’s think they are strict but are truly bleeding hearts LOL. But all in all I felt better afterwards and laid back to watch another mindless movie…”The Cookout” which had me crying laughing. Dinner was some yummy quesadillas that the slave made on the BBQ. I needed to dull my cramps again but choose a Corona instead of my whip this time LOL. We then settle back for some quality time watching Domino. The slave started as my foot stool, but I then called him to sit back with me and cuddle for the rest of the movie. I did tease him a lot buy running and tapping my fingers over his steel chastity belt as I whispered in his ear that he will never be inside my pussy again LOL! This always makes me smile as I erotically whisper that into his ear! I love teasing and denying him like this SO MUCH!!!!!! Now on the movie Domino… I LOVED THIS MOVIE! It is about a female bounty hunter and has Mickey Rourke and Kiera Knightly (so lickable she is, god I hope she likes to kiss or be licked by a woman) in it so it is definitely on my must recommend list! I had 2 more Corona during the move…go wild girl LOL but to make sure my slave didn’t misread my cuddling which I love to do with him, I hogtied, gagged, and left him in the closet for the night.

May 20, 2006

2006-05-29T08:49:00.001-07:00

I got up early today for another workout and then headed out to the mall for some shopping. I took the slave with me so before we went; I unlocked his steel chastity belt and inserted an XL stainless steel but plug into his ass. This fucker has to weigh a few pounds at least LOL. Slave rich said the cold stainless with the heavy weight was truly a unique feeling in his well used and getting well stretched out asshole. I just feel better when he has his asshole is plugged out in public. I toyed with the idea of taking him panty shopping and making him show me the panties. I thought this way a slaves lady would see his chastity belt since the panties would not cover it all LOL. So I told him I was going to do this and he was about to die of embarrassment; bad enough when your “wife” make you wear panties, but a chastity belt too LOL. But sadly I didn’t do it. When we were at the mall my stomach started feeling shitty and I just was not in the mood by that time. Getting to that time of the month you know LOL. After shopping we went by the hospital to visit my aunt and uncle who is doing much better. My aunt looks ragged still but that is to be expected after all they have both been through. Afterwards my tummy was feeling less campy so we took my aunt out for pizza as a treat and may I say this made her day! We didn’t get back to the house until about 9:30 pm and my cramps where back acting up and I was feeling pissed and frustrated as I hate them, so I unlocked the metal chastity belt and ordered the slave to lay down and spread it’s legs so I could kick and stomp on it’s balls for a while. When I feel sore and crampy I get bitchy and strive to make my slave suffer along with me, so believe me, his nuts got crushed to the point that he was in tears. But like a good wimp cuckold slave he thanked me for punishment him and kissed my feet for the privilege of me allowing him to suffer along with me; aren’t I wickedly thoughtful. This fucking slave gets his balls kicked in and thanks me! God I love this live of owning a slave LOL. I didn’t want to lock it into its cage as I may need it in the night, but there was no way it was laying at my feet in my bed tonight. So out of kindness I tossed it a pillow and blanket as it curled up on the floor beside my bed.

May 19, 2006

2006-05-29T08:49:00.000-07:00

Yippee the weekend is here and I am feeling rather horny as of late and want some fresh cock in my mouth and pussy LOL. Seeing my slave hubby permanently chastised really gets me all wet and worked up knowing I can fuck and suck as many men as I want in front of him and he receives no pleasure ever to that useless cock. That inadequate fucking piece of worthless cock flesh has had enough charity given to it for a lifetime and the buck stops here. Permanent pussy denial and chastity is its reality! I had a laugh the other day, a member wrote me asking “What if slave rich gets fed up of not being allowed to orgasm or being allowed inside your pussy, or if he gets tired of being beaten and whipped all the time and wants to leave?” I admit I chuckled at the question as valid as it is. Slave rich can never leave my dear, slave rich can never quit his life as a slave now either because slave rich is a slave animal, slave rich is an object and my actual possession; I own him for real. You see when slave rich made the decision that slavery was his calling and the way he must live the rest of his life. I was not into play roller coaster on again / off again head games or turning back as believe me we talked and researches and learned for years…we knew when we were ready. His life would be harsh, and there would be no turning back. He legally has signed and accepted that he would not be allowed any limits in pain or what is done to his body or modified on his body in slavery; he accepted no control over his life or destiny.. Slave rich legally relinquished all possessions including all ownership records and rights to anything we previously co-owned like the house, all cars, etc. EVERYTHING was removed from his name to sole ownership of mine so he truly has nothing. Slave rich now has no access to any bank accounts, credit cards, funds, nothing. The money he makes from his job goes directly into my account which he has no access to. On paper, slave rich damn near does not exist except for taxes from his job. Most of slave rich’s clothes have been destroyed, so leaving is not an option for a naked man with not even access to money. Slave rich only receives what I allow him to receive. In the same token, slave rich will never be discarded as we still love each other dearly. It does not matter to me how good someone fucks me and how much I lust after or want to fuck another man, slave rich is irreplaceable. Even if one day another man was to have a permanent positioning my bed, slave rich would still be in his cage or at our feet. Now you see why a slave cannot have a gender preference and why I required slave rich to learn to love to suck cocks and lick men’s asshole's as one lover of mine will surely develop to be a Master to him one day. You see our deep love for each other is what allowed this relationship to develop to the complete and extreme level. This is what has made our life complete. Just because I do not allow his cock in my pussy does not mean that I do not love him dearly; more then any other man that can make me cum 100 times in an hour. I hope this makes sense. Basically slave rich knows his place, knows he is sexually inadequate and for this I have deep respect for him. Now combine that with the fact that slave rich accepts and embraces that he needs to live the extreme life as a slave; including being beaten, face smacked and humiliated as his daily life. Not some pretend or weekend like, and not one where he is a slave, but still has a say… I mean EXTREME as in 200 years ago, civil war slave, perhaps I even treat him worse, but it is the harsh treatment that he happily accepts because that allows him to reach and progress to the level of slave that has is, and that is the level that makes both of us so happy! So now you see the reality, I truly do own him with full legal power to modify his body; i.e. remove his balls, brand him etc; all things I plan to do in the future, and all with no input or recourse from him. The legal documents are all in place empowering me. So you can see now that I truly do own a human being; or should I say a human body, because his mind is truly different then the mind of you, it is the mind of a slave animal. Face it, slaves like slave rich, the true real deal cannot be categorized as a human. In body yes, but mind no. I know this sounds extreme for most, maybe, but for us, it is the life we have dreamed of and my wimp hubby in chastity could not be happier as he lays at my feet when I passionately kiss and fuck another hot stud!

May 18, 2006

2006-05-29T08:48:00.000-07:00

I actually slept in a bit this morning as I was going to be working at home for a lot of the day. I ordered the slave up by 7am as I had a lot of domestic chores and housework for it to be doing today. Today was bathroom cleaning day (my porcelain toilet was to have a toothbrush used on it), kitchen day and floors day. I love the sight of his naked bare ass working away while his neck has on his thick black posture collar and his cock is locked up in his new stainless steel chastity belt. My slave said that his new belt is actually very comfy and secure. So much that when in it, my slave has absolutely no access or feeling to his little cock; this makes it perfect! May I say that in this new belt, my slave’s domestic work is improved again! I have to tell you the stricter and more extreme my slave hubby's life gets with hard whippings, permanent pussy denial and chastity, his slavery and attitude is exceptionally excelled. This is all a good thing when slavery is the purpose of ones life LOL! Once I got up I headed downstairs for a naked workout; as I always work out naked at home except for a sports bra for my big tits LOL. I did some stretching and then about 35 minutes on the stepper. As my usual custom, once I was done I ordered the slave downstairs and made it first lick and deep tongue my sweaty asshole. It feels so good after a long workout to be licked clean between your ass cheeks and have a sparkling fresh shit hole before you even hit the shower!! Once my ass was freshened, the slave removed my workout shoes and socks and was ordered to properly lick clean all the sweat off my feet including licking the soles of my sweaty feet and in between every sweaty toe. Now I was ready for my shower and after a quick rinse and soap down I got out and sat my ass in my hot tub while my slave hubby prepared for me a fresh fruit salad consisting of pineapple, kiwi, strawberries and cantaloupe with a side beverage of some homemade Starbucks coffee. Now I was ready to take on the day and headed up to my home office to do boring computer spreadsheet stuff and update my journal. Tonight I feel like a movie, but I am not sure what I want to watch. Most likely some mindless comedy LOL. Have a good one sweeties!

May 17, 2006

2006-05-29T08:46:00.000-07:00

FUCKING YEAH!!!!!! A new traditional metal chastity belt arrived today for my cuckold slave hubby and his tiny little penis LOL. The belt was compliments from the gang at DD Machinery. They are a local American company making a great chastity belt at a great price! What I am really excited about is that fact that this is a traditional steel kind of chastity belt that my cuckold slave hubby can now wear outdoors in public with nothing else but his collar on. The slave’s ass is basically bare but meets legal standards as it has with 2 chains that go over his ass cheeks and his balls and petite cock are completely covered. Damn, get me his leash so we can go for a walk!!!!! The fit is very good, and needs a few tiny adjustments. The slave said it was amazingly comfy which is great as he will be wearing it LOTS! One great thing is that this is an excellent belt and impossible for him to remotely touch himself ever again. This was really important as slave rich was a compulsive masturbator too and even in his clear CB 2000 he could touch his balls or parts of his tiny cock for stimulation. But the timing was great on the belts arrival as I am using it as a present for his 10 month anniversary of his inadequate cock not being allowed into my hot pussy. I have said it before and will say it again, as a women who had put up with a tiny inadequate cock that my pussy gave pleasure too while I got nothing in return except the feeling of a pencil inside me for 60 seconds before it would cum, permanent pussy denial for my slave hubby was a great decision that I made and tremendously improved my life, so chastity and requiring my slave to always be harnessing up in a strapon to fuck me etc was the best move I ever made! I was sick of a worthless slave getting penis pleasure from my fuckholes while I got next to nothing, hell my useless slave would cum so fast (usually under 1 minute, 2 minutes was considered LONG for actual fucking) so it was over before I even got warm or comfy. Did I mention that a my size starved cunt could not even feel his 4 inch, pencil thin cock inside it LOL! Fucking my slaves cock only seemed longer at times only because the slave would always stop after 10 strokes inside my pussy to go back and lick me, but actual penetration fucking was next to nothing and felt like it too LOL. Now with my slave hubby never being allowed inside my pussy, the slave wears a strapon or face dildo to pleasure me and in between you fucking real men! Mmmmmm yes, I love that I only fuck other men, not my slave cuckold hubby LOL! But with my slave being mandatory to always wear a strapon or face dildo to fuck me allows my cuckold slave husband to finally fuck me right. Even my cuckold slave admits it is proper that he NEVER gets the pleasure of your hot pussy as he admits that as a wimpy cuckold slave husband with a finger size cock that he does not EVER deserve pussy. Plus as I have said before, it promotes equality and when ever I allowed him inside my cunt, mouth or asshole, he would lose ‘slave interest” for a day or too due to his orgasm release. This simply cannot be tolerated so now he is rarely even allowed to orgasm, so I milk him non-orgasmicly to avoid sperm build up. I have found that if I do allow him to masturbate and cum, I have to make it painful and degrading as I whip him or kick his balls. I like to make him suffer for the rare pleasure of an orgasm! If I do this and make him as always eat up his sperm in front of me or others, I find that he does not have “slave desire drop” So these are far and few between, maybe a few orgasms a year are allowed. In time I can see that number being zero orgasms for him and non-orgasmic milking being the only way cum is drained properly. Plus too I view my slave as an animal, a human body, but a true slave mind is not human; that is why they live dehumanized and can be so content! But everyone in a DOM / slave relationship finds what works for them and each must do what is right for them. For me, this is right and the best thing I have ever decided on! Well all I am off to answer some more emails as I catch up on a mountain of letters over the last month!

May 14, 2006

2006-05-20T17:51:00.001-07:00

May 14 - Happy Mothers Day! I was spoiled this morning as I was awoken with a barrage of lovely homemade gifts and homemade cards! I hate store bough ones form family and love when the time, love and thought goes into making me a special gift! Other then that I call Mothers Day, Valentines Day, and Fathers Day….Hallmark Day! A tad overrated to say the least and the way my family is, they let me know every day that I am appreciated and loved! But I am having my Mom and dad over for dinner tonight and slave hubby is going to do up a prime rib roast with all the fixings including my favorite roasted carrots! Afterwards once everyone heads out, one of my sweet members; Jimmy Longhorn sent me a much wanted gift – the Queen 7 Paul Rodgers DVD concert Return of the Champion. Thanks so much sweetie as I love concert DVD’s and I have loved our emails as of late. You are a true Texas sweetie! Afterwards my night will be kinky as I give my slave hubby an anal workout by pounding his asshole with my 10 inch strapon dildo. As well as it is time to give him some deep throat cock sucking practice…all after I take the dildo OUT of his ass . I love to make him taste ass, especially male ass, and it is even kinkier when I make him savor the flavor of his own ass! Then it should be milking time for his little clit sized cock as I have not drained him of sperm in almost a month! His balls look huge due to all the sperm build up so it should be a nice big load of cum that we get out for him to eat up as a nice night’s desert! Hope you all have a good night as I sure plan too! Oh BTW I encourage you all to email my slave hubby and ask him if he has forgotten yet what my pussy feels like or having an orgasm feels like as milking is the only way sperm has exited out of his little cock for over 10 months now!

May 13,, 2006

2006-05-20T17:51:00.000-07:00

May 13 - I actually slept in today to 8:45. HOLY FUCK …alert the media! I must day I needed it as I have more then enough reason to both feel and be run down! I am proud to say that I took advantage of the situation and stated in bed as I ordered my slave hubby to make me a fresh fruit salad and some poached eggs with coffee and serve it to me at my bedside. The cuckold wimp did a great job and I commended him on his well done breakfast and then rewarded him with a nice long face fuck of my pussy. I dispatched slave rich to my closet to get the strapon head harness with a nice fat 8 inch dildo in the mouth section. I ordered him to lay on my bed and I climbed up onto of him so my asshole was at his nose and slide that wonderful fat cock dildo up my wet pussy1 OMG it felt so good and I always am naturally wet from kinky sex. That damn face dildo feels so much better then his little cock ever could in me LOL! I really like the face dildo because it is so intimate. I mean here it my slave is with a birds eye view of my cunt being fucked as his eyes are onlyt inches away from my sloshing wet cunt as it slams down onto his head and believe me, I like to fuck hard LOL. Slave rich may need Tylenol after my white ass booty gets finished pounding on his face. It is also really sexy and personal because he is co close to my pussy and knows his cock cannot go inside it. I just love it and that eroticism of the control just makes me squirt…which I did LOL. After a few sets of multiple orgasms I had some more fun and smacked and pounded away at his balls and took some time to dig my nails into his cock head damn hard while I slowly rocked on the face dildo! Ah what a morning. Afterwards I set sights on doing some organizing of my garage of all things as I am a neat freak. I had the slave working with me and since the family was now gone for the day to friends, I kept the doors down and made the slave work out in the garage naked and collared! I thought about tying him up to the rafters for a whipping but forgot I had to go pick up some Mothers Day stuff at the mall and a few other goodies for tomorrow’s dinner. I didn’t need slave rich with me, so I tied and gagged him with a penis gag again and put him into my closet.. This is my new favorite thing to do with him when I do not need him around or want him wandering free in my house while I am out LOL. Tonight I plan to sit back and maybe watch a movie and have a hot tub as well as spend some time on the phone catching up with a few friends and relatives. Call it Kimmy’s needed day of relaxation!

May 12, 2006

2006-05-20T17:50:00.001-07:00

May 12 - Mmmm now that was a good sleep after kicking and whacking the shit out of my slaves balls . I slept so peaceful with him locked up, hogtied with a penis gag in his mouth to accompany his aching balls as he was stuffed into a cramp closet. When I let my slave out of the closet this morning, he had trouble walking since his balls were so sore and rather swollen . When I saw his swollen balls I couldn’t resist to immediately grab his balls hard and squeeze them hard and tight to make my slaves eyes bulge out of his head as we had a little lecture of how he really should focus properly on serving his Owner and my needs are his only focus in life. Trust me my point was made as I let go of his balls and delivered a final sadistic uppercut punch to his balls that dropped my slave to his knees LOL! But the lesson was learned and I ordered my slave to make me a Greek omelet, coffee and grapefruit juice for breakfast. While I ate I made the slave stand there and hop up and down for my amusement so it would shake around his swollen and aching nutsack LOL. I do love my petty sadistic torments! Once I was done, I scrapped the half I didn’t eat (as the omelet was huge) into his slave bowl and allowed him to eat his breakfast off the floor at my feet animal style. No matter what the food is, my slave is never allowed hands when it is on the floor and eats properly like the animal that it is. Occasionally I like to piss on his food for some extra variety, but my bladder was dry at this point as I was just drinking my first coffee of the day LOL. Well I am off to work and then over to the hospital to visit my uncle. The slave has been given a shopping list of groceries to pick up and it will be making dinner for my aunt tonight as she is coming over for dinner and a movie with us. Have a great one!

May 11, 2006

2006-05-20T17:50:00.000-07:00

May 11 - OK I am in shock that Chris has been voted off idol. I know he was really set on the whole rocker thing, but my god, a voice so powerful. I guess that Simon was right … you cannot be one dimensional and win American Idol. Now I personally like a lot of the type of music Chris prefers – I is a mix of alternative and Heavy Metal; bands like Shinedown, Fuel, Bush etc, and that my be one of my favorite music’s at this time, but I think a lot of the crowd for Idol needs more then just hard rock. So I admit I am disappointed but Chris will have a great career and I know one thing for sure, and that is when his first CD comes out, I will be sending my slave to the store to pick it up for me! Kisses Chris, all us Idol watchers are going to miss you sweetie! Well I am about to go soak in a tub as my back is a bit sore for some reason, and I still have to beat my slave for not washing my travel mug from my car and having it ready for me the next morning. I know it sounds trivial, but I keep my slave husband in my home to serve me. No more, no less and when he forgets things like this for me, he is failing me, so I use pain therapy to help re-program his brain to only focus on serving me. So tonight I am going to torture his balls before my bathtub. I plan on making him lay on his back on the ground while I put on my stiletto boots and kick his nutsack at least 20 times hard as I laugh at him and tell him what a stupid small cock wimp he is. Oh he will be in agony for sure and one I am done kicking them, I plan on taking my new balls torture item; a meat tenderizer mallet; it is one of those small ones) and holding each of his nuts firm and giving them another agonizing 20 smashes each from this little mallet LOL. The thing is when you hold each one of his actual balls tight like this; a small item like my little mallet here is really severe . But again, not to sound mean, but my slave has to really learn to properly focus on me and me alone, not any of his own wants at ANYTIME. I just cannot allow him to lose focus on his Owner! So after I torture his balls I usually will stand the slave in the corner while I soak in the tub so it can ponder how it will serve me better! Then it is off to bed and tonight the slave will be locked in the closet bound up nice and tight with a nice penis gag in its mouth!I could not give a flying fuck how uncomfortable my slave is locked up in a cramp closet because his comfort is of no importance to me as it is nothing but a slave animal! Sweet dreams and enjoy your pain therapy slave hubby as your mindless brain and dangling nuts fucking deserve every bit of torture they are about to get!

May 10, 2006

2006-05-20T17:49:00.001-07:00

May 10 - Wow did I love American Idol last night, the Elvis theme was amazing and I thought they all sounded great! I personally am tired of Taylor, sweetie it really is time for you to go. Simon is right, Taylor can sing but he really is nothing but a karaoke performance LOL. I really like Katherine; I just wish she really nailed her songs down, so things are not looking good for her I am afraid! Sadly too, I want to lick her pussy and lick her asshole too. What can I say , I love women and am a proud bisexual lesbo MILF LOL, and…. I like it that she is a full ass girl. Yes I like women with a solid full asses. I myself have never had a petite ass LOL. It is that I just like girls who can fill out a pair of jeans and are not afraid to eat a steak either LOL. Call me a booty lover and it is why I get of on black women so much… they got booty LOL (BTW this white lesbo slut wife I would love to be able to lick both Paris big black ass and Mandesa’s HUGE black ass! There would be a puddle of my pussy cum underneath me with my face and tongue tasting either of those pink assholes and big black butt cheeks pressed into my white face!) ….but back to Idol before I have to masturbate thinking about full asses girls LOL. Elliot stole the night; his version of Trouble was perhaps the performance of the entire season so far for me!

May 9 , 2006

2006-05-20T17:49:00.000-07:00

May 9 -Hey all, I am going to make this quick as American Idol is about to start; ah what the fuck, I always have my Tivo LOL. I had a really hectic day today as one of those days. I followed through as promised and shoved my huge metal butt plug ( it weighs almost 3 lbs LOL) up the slave’s asshole, hogtied it, gagged it and put it into the dog cage in the basement. I blindfolded it and told the slave that it would be released in 6 hours when I got home. Believe me, my slave knows I do not fuck around on my threats, I actually follow through! It was comforting to me throughout the day knowing my slave hubby was locked in a cage with a huge metal butt plug up its ass! When I got home I let the slave out of it’s cage in the basement and gave it a stern lecture about making sure my laundry is properly done and told it that it would be buying me some new pairs of white panties and when we go shopping it would be wearing it’s leather collar and telling the sales girls that it is a worthless slave and is fortunate to have his wife Own and control him so it can be of a proper use dedicating its life to servitude. Once I was done my lecture I tied slave rich’s hands to the rafters and let go on his stark naked slave body with my single tail bull whip inflicting a wickedly sever beating that put it the slave into tears. I personally could care a less and when I get my slave to tears as that is a sign to me that I am now delivering proper effective punishment…. So at this point of a beating and discipline I usually intensify to really drive home and make my point! Oh his ass and back were really severely welted and the best part was since I am a sadistic bitch…. I got so wet seeing him struggle as the whip lashed and stung the slaves back and bare ass. I almost cum in my pants when I was finished my whipping and ran my hand all over his blistered ass feeling the raised welts!!! I then ordered it upstairs and outside to BBQ up some homemade burgers for tonight. I loved looking at his bare ass blistered as he was outside in the daylight naked wearing his collar with a heavily beaten and welted body. Call me a sadistic slut, but it gets me off and I love the power to deliver such punishments to a slave! Mmmmmm what a wonderful sight! Well it looks like dinner is ready now, so I must run, then it is Idol time!